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The throbbing was what she noticed first, before she had even opened her eyes the pain was unbearable reminding her of how she had gotten it. Rose’s eyes shot open and the first thing she saw was Negan watching her with concern, his hands were behind his back probably tied tightly, she could feel the rope cutting into her own.
“Ahh.” A rough voice said from beside her. “She’s awake.” It was then she took in the rest of her surroundings. To her left was a tiny wooden hut which Megan and her Mother were sat outside of, the man she remembered being called Bobby had started to make his way over to Negan and herself. Megans Father was already sat to her right grinning with black teeth.
Looking over at Negan she tried to convey how sorry she was to have gotten them into this situation but he just moved his glare between the two men.
“What do you want?” Negan asked them.
Megan’s Father just laughed. “What does anyone want these days?” He shrugged.
“Cut the shit!” Negan spat back at him only for the other man to backhand him, sending his head flying harshly to the side.
“A backhander? Really?” Negan smirked. “Bitch.” He laughed, earning him another.
“Negan. Stop.” Rose shouted.
“What we want is what everyone else wants,” Bobby told them. “A good meal.”
Rose’s stomach turned, she knew people had turned to those kinds of means to stay alive but to come into contact, to end up the meal made dread take over her.
“Oh how fuckin’ original.” Negan whined. “Cannibals? Trust me guys I don’t taste good.”
“Bet she does.” Megan’s Father nodded towards Rose. “In a lot of ways.”
“I will CUT YOUR DICK OFF and feed it to the walkers if you so much as breath in her direction!” Negan yelled only making the men laugh. Megan’s father walked over to her slowly, gritting her teeth she braced herself for whatever he was about to do but when he knelt down beside her and leaned forward to very deliberately breath in her face she flinched. She could hear Negan’s struggle but just concentrated on staying still as the man's rancid breath got closer and closer until she felt something wet brush her cheek.
“Get off!” She screamed trying to pull away, it only made him laugh and as she opened her eyes she could see he was taking real delight in watching Negan’s reaction. She looked over to Megan and her Mum who were facing away now reading a book. How could this woman let her daughter be around this kind of shit?
“You call us unoriginal, I call us innovative. The world’s ruled by humans eating other human’s now, we joined them. They keep us safe.” He gestured to their surroundings.
“What do you mean they keep you safe?” Rose asked she knew to keep these people talking.
“We’re surrounded by barbed wire, sweetheart.” She flinched at him calling her the name she had gotten used to Negan calling her. “And the dead, we got them tied up all around, keeps the others out.” Rose could tell he took great pride in what he had come up with. Something she knew Negan had done back at the sanctuary. “You met one of them actually. Killed him. Jimmy. He was my favourite too. Biggest one I ever saw.”
“It was you. You were watching us.”
“Yeah was pretty impressive how you took him down.” He said to Negan. “I might even keep you to protect us when you’re one of them.”
“Ooo lucky me.” Negan seemed lighthearted but she knew his mind was working fast, thinking of any possible way to get out of this alive. She couldn’t see it happening.
“Come on, Bobby. Im tired of this guys bullshit. Let’s go get everything ready.” He began walking away.
“What ready?” Rose asked, panicked.
“You’ll see.” Bobby told her rubbing his hands together.
When they had gone Negan caught her attention. “Can you get free?” He asked her quietly.
“They tie a good fucking knot.” She said frustrated as she tried her hardest to free herself.
“Shit.” He cursed. “We’ll have to fight when they come to get us. You can do this, Rose.” The way he looked at her almost made her believe she could, that’s why he had been a good leader.
“I’ll try.” She tried to push her emotion away. “I’m so sorry, Negan. I get you out and then I get us into this mess…”
“Yeah, you can make it up to me when we get out of here.”
She shook her head slowly and he could tell she was about to lose it.
“No. Don’t. We’re gonna get away. I promise. I haven’t even seen your tits yet!”
Rose laughed despite herself and noticed Megan look over at them before her Mother forced her attention back to her. She began to wonder what the Mothers role in all of this was, she clearly loved her daughter very much, this couldn’t be what she wants for her.
That was it. She was their only chance.
“Hey!” Rose raised her voice so that they would hear, both of them ignored her at first. “April was it?” Megan looked back at Rose sadly, her Mother stiffening beside her. “You’re little girl is really smart. You should be very proud of her.” This got her attention and she turned her head to the side slightly. “Megan told me about everything you do for her.”
“She is smart.” April said proudly.
“I can tell you love her very much.” Rose said gently. “It must be hard raising a child in this world.”
At first, Negan wondered what in the hell she was doing until he recognised the voice she was using, the same one she used to use on him when they first started talking. She was in therapist mode. Son of a bitch, did she have a plan?!
“Yes… it is.” April agreed turning around. Straight away Rose could tell this woman was an introvert, easily led and she could work with that.
“I come from a community.” Rose started. “With other kids. They go to class, they play together. It doesn’t have to be like this.”
“A community?” April had turned around now and started walking towards her.
“Yes. I could tell you the way.”
April stood, clearly in turmoil after so many years of probably being scared into submission and doing what she thought she had to in order to keep her daughter alive.
“I didn’t think there was anything like that.” She looked amazed. “Megan would like that.”
“Let us go and I’ll tell you how to get there.” She wouldn’t give that information to just anyone but Rose could tell she was a good person even from the little she knew about her.
“I can’t!” She gasped. “He would kill me.” She backed away from them and Rose started to lose hope. “The first time… I tried to stop it… he…” April seemed to have zoned out recalling whatever horrors she had been through. Rose spotted the marks on her face and arms, one being a deep cut across her forearm.
“We won’t let them. I promise you, okay…” Rose pleaded. “Please. For Megan!” April just continued backing away shaking her head.
The rustle of the bushes warned them that the men were back, April shot back to her place beside Megan unnoticed.
“Bobby, take him.” The man said as he made his way over to Rose. “April, you take Megan and go along with them now, okay?” Without even a glance in their direction, she pulled Megan to follow Negan who was being dragged away by Bobby, the rusty rifle digging him in his back.
Negan was shouting for Rose and she shouted right back, terrified now. She couldn’t see any way out of this.
As the man walked closer to her she knew exactly what was going to happen, why he had sent his wife and daughter away but all she could do was scream for Negan’s life.
“Please don’t kill him! Please!” She was crying now, sobbing. “I’ll do anything.”
“You’ll do whatever I god damned tell you anyway.” He told her as he grabbed her jaw. “You wanna know what my brothers gonna do to him?” She shook her head. “We don’t just kill… we butcher.” His breath was making her gag which only added to the way she was beginning to hyperventilate. “Oh don’t be sad. You’ll be with him once I've had enough.” He stepped back from her and started to unzip his filthy trousers.
“No… no…. No…” She was chanting in her desperation. She knew there was no use in begging, not with someone like him.
As he reached into his pants he stopped suddenly and it was only from the lack of movement that Rose looked up from the spot on the floor that she had been focusing on. Negan stood behind the man in all his glory, holding a knife to his throat and towering over him looking like some kind of angel to her.
“Get on your knees.” He growled so low in the mans ear that she nearly didn’t hear. The anger shook his voice and she knew this was the Negan she hadn’t seen for a long, long time. “GET ON YOUR KNEES!” He roared making the man drop down, almost as though it was involuntary, like he hadn’t meant to but the fear Negan was inducing in him made him. “Get me my weapon.” Negan said and Rose watched surprised as April ushered Megan into the hut.
“You okay?” Negan asked Rose, not taking his eye’s of the man knelt before him for one second.
“Mmhmm.” Was all she could manage as she watched April bring Lucille to him. Once the bat connected with his hand it was like he grew taller, the atmosphere thickening. She felt the pressure around her wrists ease and looked behind her to see April looking scared.
“I don’t know why people never listen to me.” Negan started. “Did I or did I not say I would. fucking. kill. you?” Rose got to her feet shakily and pulled April away.
“You might want to go to Megan. You won’t want to see this.”
“I want to see.” April said in a voice that didn’t even sound like her, she too seemed stronger. Rose took a deep breath looking back to where Negan was circling the man who had thought himself a predator.
“Answer me!” Negan shouted pointing Lucille in his face.
“We’ll get you one day. The dead have risen!” The man laughed hysterically, even in the face of death and it reminded Rose of just how this new world could affect people in such extreme ways.
“I was right. You are a fuckin’ looney tune. Lucille…” Negan addressed his bat and she couldn’t help but cringe at the way he accused other people of being crazy whilst talking to the bat he thought was somehow connected to his dead ex-wife. “You must be so thirsty, my girl.” He grinned at the weapon. “I won’t make you wait any longer.”
The first time the bat connected with the mans head she cried out in shock. She had never seen him do this. She knew it was a part of him but it was easier to ignore when she hadn’t seen it first hand.
To Negan’s surprise, the sound of Rose’s cry made him enjoy the process a whole lot less, he felt vulnerable and almost… ashamed for her to see this part of him. Then the image of the man undoing his pants as his Rose sat helpless came to mind and he began to thoroughly enjoy it again.
By the time his head was mush Negan finally felt calm.
Dropping Lucille he turned to Rose who stood with tears in her eyes, he wasn’t sure if it was because of him or what she had been through but when he closed to space between them and she let him hold her, he figured it didn’t matter.
Rose told herself the man deserved it, of course he did, god only knows what he had done. She was in shock at what Negan had just done but at the same time his arms holding her to him so tightly made everything okay. Her mind was silent, consumed by the feel of his hands on her face as he wiped it dry.
“Are you okay?” He asked her quietly, kissing her quickly multiple times as though he couldn’t help himself.
“Yes… how did you get away?”
“April… you got into her head. Like you always do.” He chuckled. Rose turned to look for April only to feel a small person collide with her.
“I’m sorry.” Megan was sobbing her heart out. “I never wanted to do it. I never did. But I really liked you, I wanted to warn you.” She carried on and nobody could tell what the young girl was saying. Rose wrapped her arms tightly around the small girls and looked over to April standing behind them crying quietly. These two had been through more than anybody should and Rose wanted to help them.
Except she knew she couldn’t. Alexandria was a place she could never return to.
Blood splattered across Rose’s face as Lucille collided with a walker, power tingled up her arm and she looked beside her to Negan who stood watching.
“I told ya.” He grinned. “Feels good don’t she.”
Rose bit her lip as she handed her back to him. “Yeah... it does.” She smiled, he had wanted her to realise what using a weapon like Lucille would feel like rather than her “boring” one.
“She!” He corrected her.
“She.” She said to placate him. “It’s messy though.” She groaned trying to wipe her face with her already dirt coat sleeve but her loose strands of hair getting in the way. “Argh!” She let out a frustrated yell. Curse Rose of the past for deciding bangs was a good idea! The fact that she was ever in a place when she could pick a hairstyle that wasn’t just for convenience was baffling to her.
“Here!” Negan laughed, pulling out a familiar looking piece of red fabric from his jacket pocket.
“Your scarf.” She said simply, she had wondered why he hadn’t put that back on.
“I don’t need it.” He said coming to a stop, holding Lucille between his legs he pushed back the hair on Rose’s face before wrapping the thin scarf around the back of her head to the top where he tied it, keeping the hair out of her face. “There we go.” He smiled at her beautiful face looking back at him with a playful glint in her eye. “Fuckin’ suits you, doll.”
“Negan the stylist. Who knew?” She grinned up at him enjoying the playfulness between them again.
“Did you not notice how fuckin’ cool I've constantly looked for the entire end of the world?” He stepped back spinning slowly.
“Oh yeah, the first thing I thought when I saw you was wow this guys got style.”
His face turned serious. “What was the first thing you thought when you saw me?” He asked her.
Rose often thought about the first time she had seen Negan, when she had been invisible to him. “I hated you.” She told him. “For what you did to Daryl…” her heart constricted thinking about Daryl, he and Maggie were the ones she had betrayed the most but Daryl was one of the people she had been closest to.
“Understandable.” He nodded.
“You were cocky, so sure of yourself and I won’t lie… you terrified me.”
Negan looked over at her chewing on his lip with uncertainty in his eyes. “Different times, huh.”
“Not really.” Rose shrugged. “You still scare me sometimes now.” She laughed softly.
“I don’t wanna scare you…” He told her reaching out for her hand and pulling her to him. “ Not unless it’s when you see my massive di…” Rose interrupted him by bringing her lips to his.
“Don’t ruin it.” She smirked. As cheesy as it was every time she looked into this mans eyes she was just as intrigued as the first time, they always held multiple emotions.
“Can you help me?”
The small voice from behind Negan made him jump. “Jesus Christ!” He yelled as he turned to find a small girl stood a few metres away. “Where in the fuck did you come from!” He was holding his chest, putting on the usual comical front but the way he placed himself in front of Rose showed he was always still aware.
Rose couldn’t believe what she was seeing, the tiny dirty girl must have been six or seven at the most, her clothes were rags and far too big for her and the only way that she could assume she was a girl was the out of place pink sparkly bow in her long curly and matted hair. Stepping around Negan she smiled at the little girl.
“Are you okay?” Rose asked her.
“I lost my Mommy and Daddy, can you help me?” She sniffed in a way that seemed fake to Rose but her instincts were too prominent to do anything other than believe her.
“Rose…” Negan said in a low warning voice as she approached her.
“What’s your name?”
“Megan.” Her eyes looked really sad. Rose knew she was a sucker for people who clearly needed help, it was why she went down the career path she did and why she had forced Daryl to be her friend. But she still needed to be careful.
“Well, I’m Rose.” She smiled kindly at her. “This is, Negan.” He had followed Rose over of course and was stood at her side.
Megan gave him a tiny wave before looking back over to Rose. “Like Megan with a N?” She asked making Rose beam at her.
“Yes! Exactly. You’re very clever.” She told her. This told Rose that whoever was looking after this girl cared enough to teach her to read and write as she would have only been a baby when the world ended.
“Thank you.” She smiled shyly.
“Rose. C’mere.” Negan grunted beside her.
She told Megan she would be one second and stepped to the side with Negan who was looking around them into the surrounding woods.
“What the fuck?” Negan whispered to her, his voice still rough and clearly angry even on a whisper.
“We can’t just leave her! She has nothing, she’s not even wearing shoes!”
“Exfuckinsactly! What kind of fuckin’ looney toons treat a child that way?” He looked over to the girl stood waiting for them to finish. “You don’t see how shifty this shit is? Especially after last night!”
“Of course I do but we can’t just leave her!” She pleaded with him.
“Which is exactly why it’s the perfect way to catch poor unsuspecting good samaritans, Rose!”
She sighed heavily, she knew how much sense he was speaking but at the same time she couldn’t see past it being a child. She just couldn’t see herself walking away leaving a little girl to fend for herself.
“You really expect me to walk away and leave a little girl stood there?” She looked at him with regret. “I’m sorry.”
“Shit fuck.” He cursed out loud making Megan clear her throat in the background, which made Negan glare at Rose. “Well I can’t walk away and leave you to fuckin’ die now can I.”
“We’ll be fine…” Rose said trying to convince herself, she had thought already the people who took care of her clearly loved her. It wouldn’t be a trick, they would be glad they had returned her.
“Right.” Negan announced. “When was the last time you saw your useless parents?” Negan asked Megan who looked at Rose as she spoke, clearly intimidated by Negan.
“It was near the river…” She wouldn’t make eye connect with either as she spoke. “I didn’t walk long. I’m just scared that the monsters will get me if I’m alone.” She looked so small and vulnerable in that moment that Rose was sure it wasn’t a trap, nobody would risk someone so young and small.
“Come on then… let’s walk straight into a fuckin’ trap.” Negan said tightening his grip on Lucille as he walked in the direction of the river.
“It’s okay we don’t set traps.” Megan told them. “Daddy hunts with other things.”
“Oh yeah, like what?” Negan asked sounding unimpressed.
“A bow.” Megan shrugged.
“Hey come here.” Rose said to the little girl. “You can’t walk like that you’ve no shoes.”
Megan looked down at her tattered feet and then up to Rose, shocked. It didn’t add up that they would teach her how to read and write but not give her shoes. Maybe they just didn’t have any to give her. Some people found Alexandria and others just assumed they were the last few alive and made the best of what they could.
“Do you mind if I carry you?” Rose asked, Megan just shook her head at her. The woman went to pick her up when she felt the weight of her backpack being pulled away.
“Give me that.” Negan told her as he looked at her with affection, dipping his head to her ear as he took the backpack. “You really are a god damn angel.” He whispered.
Rose blushed at what he said in such close proximity, there certainly weren’t any bars between them now. Shaking herself out of the fog that was caused by Negan’s voice and scent she picked the tiny girl up and began walking, shocked at how light she was.
They had been walking for twenty minutes and in this time Megan had warmed to Rose even more and was laughing at yet another of her terrible jokes.
“Why did the cookie go to the hospital?” Rose asked making Negan roll his eyes.
“I’ve never had a cookie.” Megan said in a sad voice.
“Because he felt crummy.” Rose finished the joke making Megan giggle.
“You’re funny, Rose.”
“Why thank you.” Rose smiled.
“No you’re not.” Negan smirked at her making Rose bump the side which she wasn’t carrying Megan on into him.
“You guys are really fun. I like you.” Megan told them both. “I’m sorry.” She added so quietly that they barely heard it.
“Sorry for what?” Rose asked, she looked at the little girl in her arms seeing tears begin rolling down her face. “Sorry for what, Megan?!” She stopped now and placed the little girl back onto the ground, getting to eye level.
“Sorry for what, kid!” Negan shouted, making the girl flinch.
“Step away from her!” As soon as they heard a mans voice Rose’s entire body became weak and sagged, this was her fault. Looking up she saw Negan looking fiercely over at a man, dressed a lot like Megan pointing a bow at them.
The effort to take out her gun undetected as she stood up was stopped violently by somebody pulling her back to the ground by her hair, for a second she thought it was Megan until she saw another man stood over her grinning. Grinning until Lucille came crashing down on his arm anyway, letting Rose go.
“Stop or I will fucking shoot you both!” The first men screamed.
“Daddy no!” Megan cried.
“Shut up!” He spat in her direction. The second man had recovered quickly and even though Negan had pulled Rose up and positioned her behind him his very old looking rifle was still trained on them. “Weapon’s down.”
“I think I’ll keep it, thanks.” Negan sneered, the twitch of his top lip making him look almost animalistic.
“I will shoot her in the fuckin’ head!” The second man shouted, he was clearly the more unstable of the pair.
“See that’s a lie.” Negan smirked sliding easily into his old persona. “That rifle looks rustier than Lucille was when I got her back, you couldn’t make a shot like that with that piece of shit.”
“Ya think?” He said back threateningly, adjusting it in his shoulder.
“I know.” Negan growled.
“April!” The first man, Megan’s Father shouted confusing both of them until they heard the click of a gun behind them. Negan turned to see a woman pointing a gun at the back of Rose’s head. Rose hadn’t needed to turn, she could feel the cold metal pressed against the back of her skull, sending a cold shiver of dread down her spine.
“You’re dead.” He said in that voice that told them all no matter how the odds looked now, they would be sorry when they changed. He lowered his Lucille and his knife to the ground and took Rose’s weapons from her too so that she didn’t have to move. As he took them he looked into her eyes. Rose noticed those same eye’s that had been playful and mischievous not even an hour earlier now looked worried and enraged. The small nod he gave her was his way of reassuring her, she knew that.
Rose’s fingers gripped onto the back of Negan’s leather jacket as he turned to face the other two men.
“Bobby.” Megan’s Dad gestured the other man and before she knew it a bag was being placed over her head and rope being tied around her wrists.
“Negan!” She said out loud in a panic reaching out for him, only to feel the smooth leather sliding from her fingertips as she heard a scuffle. She knew Negan was struggling when she heard one of the men say “he’s strong mother fucker!” And another, “put him down.”
“No!” Rose screamed running toward the voices, knowing there was absolutely nothing she could do but just not being able to stay still. She didn’t get far as the woman behind her grabbed onto the rope and as she heard Negan grunt and the sound of his body heavily hitting the ground she screamed.
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Before the wives, before the mistresses, there was just one woman in Negan’s life. Then, by chance, came another. What do you do when you’re married, but find the love of your life after? (Follows Negan before the outbreak and during)
Negan x OC / Negan x Lucille
A/N This story takes place before the outbreak and during it. From Negan’s point of view.
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“Fuck!” My palm thrusts against the steering wheel in frustration when I remember I forgot Lucille’s laundry list of shit at the grocery store. I lied to her at lunch, telling her I got the groceries to shut her yapping up.
Don’t wait until after work, you’ll forget.
Nag fuckity nag bitch bitch. If I take too long to circle back in town to get groceries, she’ll know I lied then bitch about that, too.
There’s this rundown supermarket on the outskirts of town I pass by but wouldn’t dare step foot in normally. Probably have to fight off rats for produce. It doesn’t even have some witty name. Just UPERMARK T. The letters have been missing for two years.
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As his lips descended on hers she pushed him as hard as she could making him stumble back.
"You think you can fix this with sex?!" She screamed at him. "How do you even function with an ego that big?!"
"Let's get something straight here okay?" His tongue popped out of the corner of his mouth for a second before he picked Lucille back up. "I aint a mind reader! You need to tell me what you're god damn thinkin'! Im not the psychotherapist here!"
"You acted like you didn't need me anymore!" She shouted again.
"You need to be quiet! I may have taken out the boss walker but that don't mean there ain't more lurking around here."
Rose crossed her arms and stood there looking moody, reminding Negan of a moody teenager and he'd be lying if he said it didn't make him want to put her over his knee. "I don't need you anymore!" He told her and watched her face drop. "I want you here! I don't want you to leave!"
Despite how he ended the sentence the way he had started it infuriated her, the way he used his words just to rile her up.
"Why did you say it that way you asshole!" She said punching him in the arm making Negan look at her shocked.
"You need to stop hittin' me!" He told her pointing his long finger in her face, which she swatted away.
"You're such a dick!" She huffed.
"Yeah we already established that, darlin' why don't you write it into my didgnosis, doc." He smirked at her.
"Theres no mental illness here, Negan, you're just a dick!" She prodded his chest with her finger, hard to emphasize her point and Negan's mouth twitched angrily.
"You're real infuriating you know that? You push buttons I didn't even know I god damn had!" He looked and sounded just as angry as Rose but she saw his dark eyes dilate as he glared at her.
"Same to you ass..." She was interrupted by his hand tangling into her hair that had fallen out in the fight for her life and his lips met hers for the second time. Half of her wanted to slap him in the face but she had a hunch that he might enjoy that so she went with the other half of her that wanted her to wrap her arms around his neck.
His lips slid over hers with a firmness that made her knees weak. She never knew how in control a man could be without being forceful. How he could get across how desperate he was for her just by the way his breath got heavier, the way his fingers gripped at her almost painfully and how he seemed to savour every inch he touched.
A groan left Negan's mouth as his hands slid down her back and under her clothes finally feeling her skin. His tongue dominated hers and it made him need to be even closer to her, so he pulled her closer savouring every little part of her he was in contact with. She would never know that when Negan was kissing her he felt like he might not be as evil as he made people believe, that if someone as good as Rose believed there was good in him then maybe he was.
When Rose pulled away suddenly he groaned thinking she was going to start arguing again, until he saw her face full of anxiety. She pushed him back slightly and was looking around as though she had heard something. He looked around too now wondering what she had heard and then he heard a grunt coming from behind him where the trees began, he felt a tremor run through Rose's body and pulled her closer.
Neither of them were used to this kind of thing anymore and he had to slow down his mind to make himself think the way he used to.
"Don't move." He whispered. He slowly knelt down to pick up Lucille and noticed that Rose had taken out her gun.
Good girl, he thought. He slowly walked towards the trees, scanning them which was hard considering the light was going quickly, it had been irresponsible to be out there.
"Come out, come out wherever you are..." He sang. "You sick fuck voyeur."
No movements.
No sound.
Just Rose coming to his side when he wished she would stay behind him. They both stood silently waiting but nothing happened.
"It was probably just an animal or something." Rose whispered.
It sure hadn't sounded like any animal he could think of but he didn't want to worry Rose any more than she already was. If it wasn't already getting dark he would have had everything packed up and they would have walked until they found somewhere safer but it was too late. They were trapped until morning.
"Yeah, maybe." He told her grabbing her hand. "Lets get back to the tent we shouldn't have been out here at this time." He positioned himself slightly behind Rose as they walked hoping to be a shield if needed as they traipsed through the woods.
XX
Negan was sat in front of the fire one hand on their only gun and the other clutching Lucille, completely vigilant. There had been nothing untoward since the last sound they had heard but he had heard it and so had Rose. She had been so on edge and one thing he would always follow was Rose's hunches, they had always been right so far and so he knew something was off. If it had been a walker they wouldn't have stayed hidden they would have come straight for them. There had definitely been something watching.
Despite knowing someone had been there before Negan was unaware of the pair watching him in the dark silence of the night, not making a sound. The first sound had been a mistake they would never make again. They thought they were predators watching their pray.
They thought they were top of the food chain but they were unaware of something too.
Who it was they were watching.
Negan knew that the evil which lay dormant in him wouldn't stay that way if anyone threatened the woman who was currently sleeping in the tent behind him.
He was Negan after all and whoever these fuckers were had no idea what he was capable of.
XX
"You didn't wake me." Rose said groggily as she crawled out from their tent the next morning. "Why didn't you wake me?"
"I wasn't tired." Negan told her his voice just as rough from the lack of sleep. Truth be told he wouldn't have been able to sleep knowing she was out here all alone, he would never tell her that though, she'd probably kick his ass for assuming she wasn't capable.
"Hmm." Was all she said. She knew the real reason. She always knew. He pulled her to him kissing her softly.
"We need to get going right away." He told her resting his forehead on hers.
"Did anything happen?" She asked, feeling guilty that she had slept the whole night but she had done the bulk of the watch the night before and there had been no arguing with Negan.
"No... nothing." He said as he stood up and stretched, his knuckles painful from gripping the weapons all night.
"Good." She said quietly. "We need to find somewhere don't we." She sighed.
"I dunno... people can be worse than the dead sometimes." He said as he started to pack up the tent, he was aware of Rose staring at him with a disbelieving expression on her face. "What?" He smirked at her already knowing what she was thinking.
"You were one of those people! We'll be lucky to find somewhere that you and the saviors didn't torture the resident of and would kill you on the spot."
"We never went this direction or this far." He told her. "I'm not stupid, angel." He grinned.
What he would never tell her was that he was well aware of what the consequences of his past could be, they had been going through his mind the whole night.
"Get that gorgeous ass ready to go." He said trying not to sound as though he was in a rush when he was so used to barking orders at people.
He wanted out of here, he wanted to try to push all the thought of vengeance away, he would never let anything happen to his Rose.
And he was the god damned weeds that would taint and poison every inch of her until there was nothing left. He knew that but it wouldn't stop him from dragging her down if that's what it took. He couldn't do this alone, she was the sun that gave life and he was the poison that took it away.
Chapter One // Chapter Two // Chapter Three // Chapter Four // Chapter Five // Chapter Six // Chapter Seven // Chapter Eight // Chapter Nine // Chapter Ten // Chapter Eleven // Chapter Twelve // Chapter Thirteen // Chapter Fourteen // Chapter Fifteen // Chapter Sixteen // Chapter Seventeen // Chapter Eighteen // Chapter Nineteen // Chapter Twenty
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my mediocre idea and Rose.
Summary: The Psychologist survivor in Alexandria is assigned a new job by Rick, visiting Negan in his cell.
Chapter Seventeen
The pair had been travelling for almost two weeks and as Negan had said numerous times they couldn't "catch a fuckin' break." They had wanted to get as far away from any of the communities that knew about them and that had meant walking, a lot of walking. Supplies which Rose had been able to fit in their bags would start to run dangerously low if they didn't find anything else soon and to add to that the weather had been abysmal it all made for a very irritable pair.
Now, as they stood in front of the biggest walker either had ever seen they only had the energy to sigh. The man must have been at least 6,5 alive and even though he had decayed the man's large frame had remained, he probably hadn't been dead for more than a month or so. He was distant but quickly approaching, one silver lining was that he was alone.
"You are one fat bastard!" Negan said loudly.
"How to fuck would we even kill him?" Rose asked Negan.
"We don't. It's too risky while it's just him, let's just keep going and work something out if he becomes a problem."
They had gotten into a routine by this point as the time traveling had been spent getting used to each other. Negan of course settled into the role of making most of the decisions and Rose only really piped up if she didn't agree or had what she thought was a better idea. She picked up on his cues of what he needed from her from one moment to the next and her easy going nature meant that she did let Negan take the wheel but wasn't afraid to take it right back if she needed to .
Negan liked that about her. She knew her weaknesses and her strengths and she didn't make stupid decisions to prove otherwise, she was the perfect companion right down to her perfect ass and beautiful face. It didn't hurt having a warm, soft woman who seemed to care about him to get close to on those cold nights out on the road. He couldn't help but try to not get too close too soon though, he had noticed her mood decline dramatically in straight away she wasn't like herself which was to be expected of course but all he felt was guilt.
This woman had given up what, in this world, would class as luxury to come on the road with him. He didn't want her to stay out just because hey had some connection they hadn't even had the chance to explore yet. He wanted it to be her choice.
"Ya know we ain't too far from the Sanctuary..." Negan told her as they set off again. She looked at him scrunching her eyebrows together.
"I'm going to pretend you didn't just say that." It was something she had been afraid of, that he'd want to go back to that way of life, leading a group, controlling everything, scaring people.
"What? I know we can't go I just... I kinda wanna see it." He shrugged.
"It's too risky." Rose shook her head.
"I fuckin' know that Rose!" He raised his voice. "Don't worry about it." He shook his head while looking up at the sky.
"We need to find somewhere to get our heads down for the night." Rose said trying to change the subject.
"Another fucking hovel. Great." Negan said under his breath. Not quietly enough.
"Oh I'm sorry! Is this not up to your standards, Negan?" She was already irritable, cold, hungry and wondering why the hell she had done something so stupid for someone so ungrateful! He had said thank you, so many times, told her how much he appreciated it, found moments to touch her and kissed her when they got the chance. And of course she knew this wasn't the ideal situation to start any kind of a relationship, this was all about survival but she couldn't get rid of the niggling feeling that he had gotten what he wanted from her. That intenseness he had back in the cell was well and truly gone and she found herself yet again studying him to figure out why. And feeling very very stupid.
She hadn't gotten him out of there thinking they would be together, she had done it because she couldn't bare to see him killed but that didn't mean she wasn't disappointed.
"Damn." Negan sighed. "Since when did we turn into a married couple?"
"Oh fuck off." Grumbled as she pushed ahead of him.
"Aww c'mon baby..." he chuckled to himself as he trailed after her. "I hate it when we fight."
Biting her tongue was the best thing to do she knew that about him by now, he was like a child looking for attention and if you gave it him he'd just do it again.
"Look we're both cold, fuckin' fed up... don't worry I ain't takin' anythin' to heart." Rose could imagine him smirking. "Why don't we pitch a tent for tonight? The only walker we've seen for miles was the BFG back there. Get warm, sleep..."
"Fine." She said simply.
Between them it didn't take long to find a good space near the river they were following, tied the wire and can's around the area and set up the tent. The sun was staring to set when Negan finally said something other than crap to fill the silence.
"So why did you get so touchy about the sanctuary?"
"I didn't."
"Oh come on... I'm no shrink but I could tell it touched a nerve." He threw down his metal bowl lazily and turned those intense eyes on her. She nearly choked on her food, he hadn't looked at her like that for a while.
"It's just dangerous that's all..." Rose shrugged crossing her arms around herself.
"No it's something else." Negan sighed heavily. "You're not happy." It was a statement not a question. "I want you to go back."
"What?!" Rose started back now wide eyed.
"You got me out... I'll be forever grateful for that darlin'. You saved my god damn life in so many ways!" He moved over to her from where he had been sitting across the fire. Knelt right in front of her not unlike he had their first day on the road and she could see a hint of sadness in his eyes.
"I knew it!" She said her voice shaking, she stood up needing to get away from him.
"Knew what?" He stood now too.
"You got what you needed from me, huh?!" She growled low in her throat which burned with the effort of keeping the sobs away.
"Are you fuckin' kiddin' me right now?" He went from intense to just purely livid very quickly, his fists clenching at his sides so she could hear the squeak of the leather. "I told you the first night I want you with me! But you're miserable Rose! I can't drag you down like this! I thought I could, I thought I could be selfish but I can't okay?!"
"Cut the bullshit! I was right from the beginning wasn't I? You played me!"
"Rose..." he tried to interrupt her.
"I let it happen! All the things you said it was just so I'd get you out!" She was getting louder as she got angrier as he tried to interrupt her yet again only failing as she carried on her rant. "And you saw me for what I was didnt you! Some lonely pathetic woman craving some kind of connection. AND THERE YOU WERE!"
She stopped when Negan closed the space between them and gripped her wrists pulling him to her.
"You listen to me." His voice was a rough and deep whisper, she felt the tiny specks of spit come from his mouth. "I am not going to keep reassuring you every two weeks! I'm not that kind of guy! I did not fucking use you Rose! You made me feel things I thought I never would again!"
"Then why have you hardly touched me?" She whispered back, sad this time and it made Negans chest ache, an ache he hadn't felt for someone else in forever.
"That's what this is about?" A slow grin spread over his lips before he looked away, biting his lip.
The smug look on his face enraged her and she knew she had to get away from him, as soon as she started to struggle he let her go. Stomping away like a child she thought about everything that had brought her to this point... what was she supposed to do now?! He wanted her to leave.
"Stupid... stupid..." she paced as the tears streamed down her face. When she heard shuffling behind her she was ready to butt someone for the second time in two weeks but when she turned all she did was scream for Negan.
The huge walker had caught up to them. Of course it had! Their luck was awful! Was this karma for however many people would surely die now she had freed him?
The walker was too close and clumsily impacted with her much smaller body making them both tumble to the ground. It must have only been five or ten seconds in which the only thing she could do to try and save herself was grip at the soft decaying flesh of its neck, if she let go to grab her knife she wouldn't get it in time.
She screamed out with the effort of keeping his snapping teeth away from her when finally, exactly what she had been waiting to see smashed into the side of its head, Lucille. The weight of the massive walker was pulled off of her with a grunt before she felt the leather glove reach behind her neck. Her eyes met dark, worried ones but it took longer for her mind to catch up as his mouth moved but she heard nothing.
"Are you bit?!"
"No..." she said breathlessly. "Fucking crushed me..." she groaned as she sat up taking off her gloves and large coat because she couldn't stand the smell, just leaving her in a jacket. She stood up shivering already by she wasn't sure if that was the cold or the adrenaline.
"FUCK!" Negan exploded, the terror he had felt when he saw that huge fucker on top of Rose was unlike anything he had ever felt and his heart wasn't about to stop anytime soon. "Are ya tryin' to give me a damn heart attack?!"
"What do you care?! I'm leaving remember!" Rose snapped just as infuriated as Negan.
"Woman!" Negan growled flashing that look that turned strong men into shaking messes. He marched right up to her and she didn't flinch even when he grabbed her jaw, making her look at him. "No bars between us now, Rose... ya still brave?" He whispered.
"Fuck you!" She sneered pulling her face away from his hand.
"You think I haven't touched you because I got what I wanted from you?" He smirked again and Rose clenched her fist at her side, fully ready to let it fly. She felt so embarrassed that now he thought this was all about him touching her. Why did she constantly have to sound desperate. She turned her back to him and walked a few steps away.
"I just needed something, Negan. You cant blame me for thinking what I do." She covered her face with her hands out of embarrassment and frustration.
He watched her covering her face and shaking her head and it reminded him how young she was, half his age and hadn't anywhere near the experience he did with relationships. He should have asked her why she was miserable, he would have realised it was his doing. Lucille always said, communication is key. With her voice ringing in his head he dropped Lucille and walked over to Rose, he looked at the sky a beautiful purples and golds as the sun set and knew exactly what he needed to do.
"I wanted to give you space to make your own decision on whether to stay out here or not, I didn't wanna hold you here like a damn hostage." His hands slid around her waist and he put his lips softly onto her ear and whispered, "baby girl, if I did the things I want to do to you, you'd never fuckin' leave me."
"What?" She gasped.
"You're about to fuckin' find out, angel." He whispered as he spun her in his arms and his mouth descended on hers.
A/N - I hope you enjoyed this. It isn't one of my favourites but it also is! I DUNNO. I just didn't think it would be all calm... so this happened haha
NEXT CHAPTER THOUGH.... Im not giving anything away ... but 😩💦😂
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