I’m literally everyone’s side friend, I’m just here when no one else is.

I need to be held... but like in a way that makes my heart stop hurting.

Feeling like you're too much is honestly one of the worst feelings to possibly exist. It just feels like you need to stop being yourself and existing all together. It's like you crawl out of your own skin and laugh in disgust at what remains, it's pathetic. And so saddening.

Mood swings are so fucking dramatic. It is exhausting. One minute it’ll be like, life is so good I’m gonna live forever and I can do anything. Then it’ll just change to life is just endless work that isn’t worth doing and I should just end it now.

"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't

people i love are so good at making me feel sick

"everything will be alright" yeah maybe after I die

i wasn't meant to live this long and that's why i don't know what to do when i feel this awful

when they disappoint me but i'm more disappointed in myself for even expecting anything different.