ahh!!! a bat!!!!

i am empty lake every crack in the dry ground every crack in the dry ground a totality of this earth every word a quake as we fear the Event it promises and Events are always feared as they don’t signify they just signify something that does not need representation just gaze at the in-itself the empty lake water dried up even the eucalyptus trees are dead and scratch and scratch and make a hole in me and do not fill this hole be a hallucinated portal to nowhere if I see my shadow-self again instead of screaming in primal panic i want to ask her what is it like to successfully be nothing? my guardian angel my soundless shadow i don’t believe in the supernatural real ghosts exist below, not above, Being (i am an empty lake) every monster you don’t see inexists somewhere just out of visible light i am one of these monsters and I am an empty lake the moon is a wound in the broken sky and It is raining while cloudless what was your true face before your parents were born? before the surgeons knife? before your grandmothers dementia? they watch from outside and appear at the foot of your bed as memories they are older than the universe and will outlast it too the moon is a wound in a broken sky every monster you don't see inexists in plain sight it is raining while cloudless and that rain fills me up impregnates me I am a full lake a lake so full it overflows and becomes an ocean unalive your wrists and worry all your friends lie in your bed and fail to die in your sleep and they just watch the nukes drop and we drown in ash and they just watch fall in the event horizon and eating every drug you have and they join you unalive your wrists to worry all your friends and they just watch lie in your bed and fail to die in your sleep and they just watch the nukes drop and we all drown in ash and they just watch fall in the event horizon eating every drug you had and they join you and they join you i am a full lake in an unending drought all of my water evaporates and rises up to the heavens like ghosts and once again i can say i am an empty lake