. ݁ 🗡 ݁ . ₊ ݁. : running away to 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐪𝐬 , dni if you are too ordinary . bloodbath made by diaz ( he / they ) + twenty4 . ♯ intro .

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. ݁ 🗡 ݁ . ₊ ݁. : running away to 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐪𝐬 , dni if you are too ordinary . bloodbath made by diaz ( he / they ) + twenty4 . ♯ intro .

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.ᐣ.ᐟ + @ghstriders , mads' radio duty at staff week .
he was nervous. leg bounced, rings came off every finger just to go back, to keep it busy. there was something wrong with his story, but what was it? words seemed fine, neatly picked, changed by necessity and smartness — the colonel was rigorous, so everybody had to shape themselves to his personal demands. as his father liked to say : you can be good through your lenses and mediocre through someone else’s, which doesn’t matter if you are the one above them. mads was below the colonel, obviously, so what else could he do besides stopping his nervous ticks and storming into cabin two, testing his luck to find lucas inside and ask for the biggest fattest blunt to ever blunt. he found james instead. “ i would pay you good money if you rolled a blunt as fat as your upper arm. ” he waited two heartbeats, to catch a breath and to free the door of his body. “ are you free? meaning, are you busy right now? care to spare twenty minutes of your time to listen to a story? ” he sounded creepy, trying to lure james in, but what could he do besides beg for a chance to make his one & only duty of the day a tiny bit better? “ just need to sharpen this story for the whole radio test thing, need a white guy's opinion on this since the ultimate white guy, the colonel, will judge me soon. can you help me, cowbull? ”
fated for open to all . pinpoint radio tower , near the bottom of the stairs, the day after group two's patrol practice fiasco .
each time she clenches her jaw, a tooth in the back of her mouth aches. she suspects it's a product of last night — it having been spent in a fifty fifty split between mouth wide open in horror or jaw cemented shut in . . . well, horror. looking down at her hands, the blood crusted under her fingernails sets her heart a pumping once more — until she remembers it's fake. compliments of miss brandy's gruelling first aid training. the sound of feet on gravel captures her attention, eyes squinted against the afternoon sun. “ if you're here for static roulette, i ain't much in the mood for yapping. ” shocking, if you knew georgia - lee at all.
tiredness rested in his ribs, calling an awful sensation to take control of each bone. ‘ a way to avoid a stomach ache, probably. if the pain settles on your ribs, it means your stomach is safe. bone pain is easier to deal with. you just need to make your bones move. ’ grandma’s advice was taken seriously. the lone tour around camp began once again. a break was needed though, and the radio tower — his future hiding and working place, if he got lucky — needed a visit. the place was needy enough to welcome another and, before mads could breath the same air as she did, georgia-lee was ready to make sure that having some company was not her goal, far from it. “ okay, red. thank you for letting me know. ” he looked at the stairs, giving one big & dramatic sigh to the silence georgia-lee asked for. body dropped on the grass the next second, like mads decided to have a syncope — natural, predictable. the whistle to moonage daydream started before he got comfortable on the grass, arm behind head and legs crossed.
.ᐣ.ᐟ + @omichlodis , their cpr duties at staff week .
it required a ton of energy to create and feed into your own fantasies. mads considered himself an expert in such a labour — self esteem, for him, often came from fake till you make it, lie so it can become the truth, trust your faulty gut, etcetera. also, everything was a sign if you are crazy enough. to get confirmation from the outside world was a must sometimes, even when the outside world meant one girl with a big sulking face. “ you look like a kid who did not get popcorn and ice cream for dinner, ” he said, carefully eyeing judith. “ which is fair, because we didn’t, probably won’t, but what is it about, truly? ” the whole rescue the dummy and do your best cpr impression wasn’t great, but hey, the paramedic was cute and mads needed help. “ need you to be my eyes and lungs for a second, can you do that, j? ”
.ᐣ.ᐟ + @loststares , their smoking duties at staff week .
boredom could drive a regular man to insanity. mads had no clue what such a feeling could do to him — he couldn't get worse, right? his mind was always racing and ready to start another race altogether. giving space to such a feeling was wrong though, and doing something about it always strikes as the only source of peace. to the art building he went, ready to face his artistic side again and prove to cierra that practice indeed makes perfect. the painting they did together rested far away from the main door, and mads was ready to grab some tools before getting to it. a noise woke his fight or fight response, and he turned with fists raised to a very far away lucas — not even reed richards would get him. “ lucas, is that you? puff your blunt three times if you are my grass friend. the fuck are you doing here, mate? ”

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.ᐣ.ᐟ + @boredums , their arts duties at staff week .
“ you know, c, ” the masterpiece in front of him received another brush of blue. a different blue. he thought it was the same, but maybe the yellow he added earlier mixed the colours up again and now it was … worse. messier. “ everything’s fun by your side. even when i’m painting the ugliest fucking shit what - is - that - even ever. i’d do it again. just to have fun with you. ” true. he had the most fun by cierra’s side, but he would rather have this fun while drinking a beer or dancing or anything, really, anything but cursing the colour yellow while trying to clean a small brush. “ can i see yours? are you killing it? please tell me you suck at this as much as i do, be fair for once. ”
don't move. i'm coming over to chew on you
.ᐣ.ᐟ + @hollowshowell , their cpr duties at staff week .
one would not learn how to swim in four days if they did not know how to or simply sucked at it. mads found the swimming lessons provided by the paramedics a bit useless — what was the difficulty or hidden trick about pulling someone out of the water and helping them not to drown? was the art of keeping their head above water really that difficult to master? he kept his arms crossed, eyes focused on the other side of the lake, the bridge a small smudge from where he was. a perfect finish line. “ say what, darling, ” he started, acknowledging gen’s presence by his side with voice only, eyes still up ahead, chin following the target, indicating her to do some staring. “ a race could bring our spirits up, what are your thoughts? let’s bet something, anything, and run away from this hell hole of useless teaching. ”
unfortunately i could never be nonchalant because i am not well in the head and also my soul is on fire
[ XXI. ] you’ve got a big bush and seven minutes. who do you pull?
a bug-eyed mads stared deep down into ramón's nose. “ fuck, how do you know ... ? ” just to slowly descend his glance to the middle of his legs. “ bush time then? oh, tough one, puce. ” the stick followed his sight while he studied every single available face — should he really analyze this or pick a random number and go by alphabetical miracle? decisions, decisions … and heavy thoughts. was he high? to ponder about it would require another twenty minutes, and the clock was ticking ... slowly ticking, of course, since the tip of his stick settled on judith's annoyed face.

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( V. ) if we were in a horror movie, who among your fellow staff would you point to as the killer?
the marshmallow burned slowly, melting until its final moment. mads kept eyes closed, jaw slack, shaking his head slowly at thalia’s question. silence was loud, and suspense must be built to such a bold speculation — if we were in a horror movie, here, among those cursed woods where people actually experienced terror and death, who among us would be the one spreading a new curse? was thalia ok? he stared at her, a tight curve at the corner of his pressed lips. mads loved her creativity, her artistic mind & wild imagination; what else was he expecting from it, really? a quick glance to everybody around was enough to make up his mind. the marshmallow received some needed attention, a blow & a big bite, to empty the wooden stick. the natural fork was pointed towards thalia.
XXVII. describe your perfect day at camp. it can be past-based or a wish for the future.
“ are you asking me this so you can try to ruin it? ” he smiled at her, scratching his beard with the bandaged finger. “ well, it was perfect to meet the camp, sure. i get the sweet nostalgia, and i miss– ” he paused, sucked teeth and stared into the fire for a couple of seconds before continuing. “ and i miss being a kid. ” a lie. mads did not miss his childhood one single bit; the powerlessness of it, the bullying, the lack of options to run away to. he wouldn't go back to change things. he didn't see himself as capable of such a miracle — if he wasn't able to do so then, how was now a choice?
"A bowl," Wren repeated. Her gaze flicked from his hand to his face and back again. "Yeah, let me just rummage through my witchcraft shit. I keep it right in between my cauldron and sacrificial goat." Each of her words dripped of sarcasm.
"You bleed easy?" It wasn't a question, but more of a statement, as her chin tilted toward the thin red line on his finger. "Makes you sound like a shitty soldier, if you do." He was still going on about hair dye and twins, and that made her snort. "No offense, but I don't think the world is ready for two of me. Or two of you." She stepped closer, gravel crunching under her feet. "And FYI? I don't do faithful soldiers. I do..." a chuckle. "People who know how to use a door."
Her gaze cut back to his splintered finger. "I know First Aid," which was like, a given considering the two's employment. "Well, I have a pair of tweezers and some antiseptic if you want me to wedge that thing out." And okay, maybe she wanted nothing more than to poke and prod at someone's skin!
words made, dripping from lips like venom or a materialised powerful force, pocket size — her sarcasm was welcomed with a smile. could mads believe the girl chose to actually pay attention to his nonsense and waste some energy to come up with her own? he would battle everyday, really, sword in hand and armor to the side; if words were all the stranger had, he would be safe. entertained even. the question-statement sounded like a test. did he? how could he test it? was that an invitation? i bleed when i need to, he wanted to say, don't you? but the moment was lost, and being a proper soldier was more important than anything. a pout to his lips, a strong one, making it hurt. “ oh! ” he said, louder than intended, head to the side, eyes blinking with ... charm, if anything. “ taking care of bleeding soldiers, yeah? well, thank you, m'lady. ” the bow was too dramatic, but not as much as his theatrical praise : one knee touched ground, palms stayed open above low head. “ thank you for your blessings, queen ... ? ” he stared at her, a blank expression taking over a layer of pure confusion. “ so … what's your name again, darling? ” no chance for her to answer. mads jumped straight to his feet, leading the way to the cabin. “ follow my steps, queen, let's use the f– the flipping door this time around! lesson learned, am i right? ”
expectations should be high for ramón yet he's met with lacklustre. truthfully? honestly? he was searching for a sense of normality ... familiarity at best. and where better to go than your childhood camp where your brothers were murdered? okay, tell a lie. he wanted answers and he thought this would be the perfect opportunity. free from overbearing parents and a chance to finally understand why what happened had happened. so, he stands proud in a sea of denim and plaid as he takes in the all too familiar scent of rotted oak wood and what can only be described as decade's old must. it'll become tolerable in a few days, or at least he convinces himself that.
he's hardly given a moment to truly convince himself before body is given airtime and he feels the tightness constrict his lungs, vocally released as a strained grunt. box dye stings his nose yet allows him to instantly identify the being who took such a strong embrace. there's not a single detail on his features nor stature that implies any form of negative thought as he's finally faced with mads. mads, the name floats over every indent of his brain like a calming sea and exudes through a lop⸺sided grin as eyes explore the new ... er details of his opposing. it takes a moment to register the words, mind lingering in the knowing of familiarity. " beard, yeah. " it's muttered, little thought behind it and even less so to the hands that have become accustomed to mads' hips. " not kidding, here in the flesh. " that's when it clicks. " HOLY SHIT, DUDE. we're actually both here. " and now he can't fight the growing grin that begins to form creases by his eyes. " you're actually here. fuck, mads. like fuck! "
the touches ground him as they explore arm then hair, familiarising themselves with his curls. albeit shorter and healthier, they were still the same curls that mads had suggested dying several times during their camper years. " indeed we are. and no need for the pinching, it's all very real. " a pinch he'll deny but a kiss? fuck. that'd just really solidify that they were really here. together again. reunited after damn well over a decade. answers could wait, this had to be prioritised. live in the present, not the past ... just until they'd caught up on every single thing. " c'mon, give me the grand tour. where're we setting up camp? " hand shifts from hip to shoulder, offering a firm pat before gesturing onward and slinging same arm around him. for guidance, that's all. " damn. look at us, finally allowed to explore the places we used to sneak into. it's not as fun now, i'll admit but still! we're goddamn camp counselors! "
would it be foolish to ask for some rewind? come on, say it again, slower, and then faster, scream and whisper, do as you are told. repetition could be good, reassuring. mads had some crazy thoughts — nicknames got its reasons to exist — and one of them was to believe that some moments could be just very real dreams. and what if then? what if the boy — the man — in front of him was nothing but a very powerful imagination trick taking hold of the weak wheel of his brain? he had been told about his fertile imagination more than twice. side bodies pressed together and mads did look at them. an arm reached for a waist, just to keep himself in place. ramón was an anchor then, stronger, older, so different. what else has changed? he didn't care about the cabin, paying it no mind and breathing deep to catch some of his scent. still a smoker, mads thought, deadly habits die hard. “ come on now, man, don't be silly. of course it's fun. ” a pat to his waist, a stare to eyes, nose, lips, chin ... beard. “ i will show you something fun. ” the promise did not die at the tip of his tongue. mads lost his balance when ramón's waist got far away, but he had to use both hands to grab his guitar case and show the baby inside it. “ can't live without her, who would put myself as a married lad? ” his smile was proud, as if the electric guitar was indeed a nice fiancé he could show around, and not a stolen musical instrument. “ talking about babes, ” he adjusted his rings, picked at his painted nails, any distraction to keep him from staring too bluntly again. “ how's your heart, puce? how's your head? how's everything, really? ” but not from touching : chest, curls, shoulder; holding there, thumb pressing against cloth and mind cursing the thickness of it. “ let's catch up while i roll us some, shall we? ” he let a wink finish his sentence, resting the uneasiness of his body on the couch, preventing himself from tiring his anchor too soon.
fangs in your neck friday. If anyone still cares at all

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Sorry I said yippee when I heard you unbuckling your belt do you still think Im hot?
her eyes widened a little as she saw the look on the others face and heard his voice. " i'm sorry! " she squeaked. she had been so sure that the other knew that she was there, that she hadn't stop to think of what might happen if they had no idea. she certainly hadn't meant to scare anyone. " i was over there! i was resting. you scared me. " she shook her head. at least, she had thought that it was him. what else could it have been? as she saw the look on his face, thalia quickly spun to see whatever it was, her eyes wide ... only for his voice to filter through. " oh my god. mads ! " thalia screamed as she reached out to swat his arm, " mine was an accident. that was just mean. " she was still giggling, though. she didn't mean what she was saying. well, it was going to be another funny story from camp. " that was what i was thinking, yeah. but do you have a better idea? "
right hand touched his slapped arm like thalia had suddenly become she-hulk. oh, the superpowers camp could give one obstinate soul — but thalia would be something different, more like professor xavier for animals & insects or storm but with solar powers only. “ hey, which superpower would you pick if you could choose one? ” he paused, showing the palm of his hand to signalise that. “ i always have a better idea, darling. follow my lead, m'lady! ” a turn to the right, large steps taking him deeper into the forest, a quick look over his shoulder to make sure that thalia was indeed following him. he didn't stop or waited for her — he ran into the opposite direction, pausing a good ten feet from her just to ask, with a barely controlled laugh : “ why the fuck are you following me?! ” the running took a different path as mads went towards thalia, hugging her from the side, spinning her around. “ sorry, sorry, you know i had to, but truly, ” the spinning-hug stopped, and he looked down, pointing one finger at her. “ superpower. choose. and i do have a better plan. we need to find something here ... something very personal. ”