Moppa & Bremsa the beardies!

What just happened! 😳

Kirkjulæks Rós Written In The Stars "Bremsa" 4 months old at her first show

BOB baby and Fourth Best in Show baby!! Im so proud of her! 🥹

"Four months old. Really promising female with promising proportions and attitude of the working shepherd. Promising bite. Lovely head and neck and topline. Promising length of the ribcage. Excellent tailset. Promising bones. Lovely depth of chest. Lovely promising angulation. Happy typical temperament. Promising mover in all round. Lovely presentation."

And yesterday was another show day for us, who got a lovely critique, BOB baby and shortlisted 5th in BIS baby 🥺❤️ She decided she was done showing once she entered the ring (it was a long day!) but I am still so happy with how she did in the breed ring and how she handled herself this weekend with how busy and loud everything was! Especially yesterday with placing 4th in BIS baby, I am over the moon with her 🥰

"Four months old. Correct skull and nose. Correct eyes. Excellent teeth. Correct topline and position of tail. Excellent in front and rear, good angulation. Good quality of coat in excellent condition. In movement, a bit tight. Good moving."

Im already so obsessed with her. She comes home hopefully in May, or early June, depending on how my rehabilitation is going ❤️

I plan on trying to come back to tumblr so be prepared for lots of puppy spam

So I am trying to move out of my apartment, and I am doing it pretty short notice. I'm going to go over the reasons to relay how desperate I am, and why I am rushing to get out. This is a little long, but I want people to know what we (me and my brother) have been living with.

I live in an apartment building. 4th floor, no elevator. As you all know, I am disabled, and I often heavily struggle with it. Stairs are hard for me, especially in the last year and a half, with me being in a flare-up of my chronic illnesses and needing to relearn how properly walk and just over all mobility. I am working on it with a physical therapist but this building is just not a good fit for me.

There is also a dog in the building that is a menace to Moppa and it has been affecting her confidence.

It is a glorified drug den. There are multiple problematic people living in the building, and said people often let other dangerous problematic building into the building.

We have had the SWAT team twice, we have had the building evacuated by the fire department due to danger in the building because of gasses (thanks to an irresponsible tenant).

I have had to call emergency services multiple times for different times. Twice due to arson, which was terrifying.

Last year, I witnessed a break-in. A man who was blacked out on drugs got into the building somehow and he broke into my neighbours apartment with no good intentions. Thankfully they were not home. He was identified, but not arrested, with no charges pending.

On the regular we have people on our doorbell in the middle of the night. My final straw was when it was a a man covered in blood - had clearly been stabbed, looking for my neighbour. He ran off when my brother went downstairs to tell him to stop ringing out doorbell, seeing what state he was in.

The door to our building is messed up due to people trying to break in.

A person who frequents our building killed 2 people in an arson incident (in a different house obviously), because she didnt like the curtains. She was never arrested for her crimes. She set the fire, knowing they were sleeping on the floor above her. They couldn't get out.

After needing to call the fire department twice due to arson.. I have a big fear of being stuck in this building in a fire. There is no fire escape. Both times I called, it was actually in the middle of the night (3-5am) and I woke up to the smell (the fire was right outside).

Weekends are hell. I have to be hyperaware of my surroundings due to people on drugs/drunk.

I usually dont go out after 8, but one night last year I went outside around 11.. when I went to unlock the door to the building, a man shoved his way into the building. He said he needed to call a cab but he followed me up the stairs. I bolted up the stairs and into my apartment when he got distracted by his phone for a few seconds.

Obviously.. this is not livable. So I started looking for a new place to live.

On Monday morning, a woman reached out to me, asking if I'm interested in her apartment. I went to look at it Monday night and guys.. it's perfect.

Ground floor. Great neighbourhood. Dogs allowed. No issues with the neighbours. Long term. Safe. IT HAS A TUB! No more kms bathing dogs in the shower! The current tenant said "If I could stay here forever, I would", she is only leaving because she has 2 babies and there simply isn't room for 4 individuals in there! Fair price, too, which is super hard to come by in todays housing crisis.

But I need your help. Moving expenses (especially), furniture, appliances, initial bills.. it is too much for me to handle with such shorts notice. Move in date is February 1st. I already cancelled my current lease, so this needs to happen

My paypal is @visawium (I can't seem to link it I'm sorry! But I'll also add a QR code)

I havent really been active on here but i plan on posting more from now on! I figured id do a little life update

Moppa was diagnosed with nodular episcleritis & pannus a few months back. I got her glasses as UV can make it progress and shes on eyemeds for the rest of her life. But with meds and limited UV exposure im excited to say she is symptom free!

Shes had a few bad experiences with off leash dogs so we are working on some slight reactivity (leash pulling towards excited dogs and such).

We're also going to be working towards some trick titles, which is exciting as we havent really done anything in a year (my health issues are in the way).

Posting something so vulnerable is so scary and uncomfortable but i realize if im ever going to get my assistance dog, i need to be more open with whats going on. I have so many extremely stressful things going on in life and its having a detrimental effect on my epilepsy.

My entire story is on my page if you just scroll a little.

If you can spare anything, every little amount counts towards something so big. I cant explain how grateful I am to the 5 people who have already donated. Everything counts.

Here is my paypal