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s-her . momo _ wonyoung _ hyein

likes — cats , strawberries , music , twice

music — lana . ive . twice . newjeans . k indie . k rnb

— cupid ♡ impurities

𝑤𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔

˖ wonyoungism .

☆ pls this is kinda shit

◜pairing... chishiya shuntaro x fem reader

◜point of view of someone he once loved but did not end up with.

— hurt . angst . can be comfort

knowing chishiya, it wasn't exactly easy for him to love someone.

at first when he catches feelings for someone, he tries to deny it and reminds himself that loving someone isn't the priority at the borderlands.

he would obviously not care about relationships and focus on himself considering he does not have time for those.

yet here you are, sitting in a bar stall in 'the beach' as hatter and the others would call it. watching him from far away. he was with kuina and the new girl or rather, his new girlfriend.

you despised her. she was too cocky and over confident. is this jealousy? no, anyone would be annoyed at her if you were being honest.

she wore expensive louboutin heels which is quite stupid, who would wear heels in the midst of deadly games? apparently her i guess.

you never knew chishiya was into cocky women who think they're all that but in reality they just look plain stupid.

as you began to space out, you locked eyes with him. his piercing eyes filled with hatred staring into yours, it was almost like he was glaring at you. he broke the contact as you noticed he whispered something to kuina and her.

you tilted your head assuming he probably told them that you were staring at them, you scoffed, you were right. all three began turning their heads to look at you as they started... laughing?

you took off your gaze from them and looked somewhere else. you must've looked so stupid. you furrowed your eyebrows as you started looking back at them slowly, noticing they were already leaving. his hands resting in her waist while doing so.

you loathe the feeling of seeing him with someone else, his hands that were once in your touch were now in someone else's.

tears started to fill your eyes as you began blinking rapidly in an attempt to avoid them from falling. you hated yourself like this, how could he replace you so easily? you were delusional. you were mad.

your mind started telling you "you're better than her" or "he doesn't actually love her, she's just a rebound".

you were fucked up for sure but it brought you comfort.

it was your fault anyways.

you regret doing something so stupid back then. you shouldn't have cheated on him.

˖ wonyoungism .

☆ it's my first time writing so idk how to feel about this bye

◜pairing ... lee sa-ra x reader

◜toxic relationship w lee sara - highschool ver.

— hurt . angst

｡ god, she was so beautiful. it was like she went straight out of a painting. oh, how her eyes looked so tired but still looked gorgeous as ever.

｡ you started dating at the time where you didn't know about the bullying, yet. —you regret how you just happened to cross the gymnasium while they were tormenting dongeun.

｡ you hated yourself for not doing anything about it. the worst is you even blamed dongeun for simply existing even when you knew it wasn't her fault. if she wasn't here at all, nothing would happen. your relationship with sa-ra will still be fine.

｡ you hated how you let her control every move you did. you hated her for making you miserable and dependent on her. you hated how you would always wait for her to finish whatever they were doing in the gym.

｡ everytime they were done with dongeun, they would just leave you there with her to clean up their messes. sa-ra wouldn't even bother to give you a second glance before joking and leaving with her friends, her laugh fading away.

｡ one time you just had enough. you missed the old her. so you finally had the courage to talk to her and told her you wanted to break up. "you? breaking up with me? huh, you're pathetic. after everything i have done for you. you can't just leave me!"

｡ of course she would use that excuse. every time you confronted her about how she was treating you, she couldn't care less. she'd always pretend to sincerely apologize and make it up to you by buying everything you needed. after all, she is very wealthy.

｡ after all that, you still stayed with her despite all her wrongdoings. you let her manipulate you. months passed as she left without a trace. sa-ra was gone. you tried stalking her socials for her whereabouts only to find her finally happy and settled somewhere else. she finally pursued her dream as a painter.

｡ you were a mess, you were sobbing non stop on the fact she could not even bid you farewell. every memory with her kept flashing inside your mind, how she made you feel so happy and loved before all those incidents, even the memory where she would make you take drugs and get high with her, it was euphoric.

｡oh you missed her scent, her smile, her eyes. you craved every single inch of her.

you just loved her too much.

˖ wonyoungism .