Coffee & wlw shenanigans

Im gonna fucking cry wtf is this🫠😭

So context: there's a girl. We're friends, but i like her a lot and im slowly falling in love with her. Im lesbian and shes bi

RIGHT FUCKING NOW we were on the phone call together for like 2 hours straight

And we started talking about relationships

I PANICKED and said

"I think i like someone"

She was freaking excited, started asking who is my crush (bruh) and why i think i love her and reasons why i realised that shes not a friend

And this FUCKING dialog happened

Me: Well im very tactile with that person (context: im an introvert and usually i do not like touching but ONLY with her im suddenly clingy as hell)

She: but you're always tactile

Me: "..."

Damn

Wtf

Like honestly girl

AND I WENT LIKE

"Apparently not with everyone"

...

Thats it, thats the whole fucking story

I feel like im in romcom series this is so cringe

We talked about other things for about a hour and went to sleep, thats the end

Now im curious will she realize later tomorrow or not

My strong opinion - cinnamon bun is one of the best pastries to eat with coffee

Almond cookies and croissants are great too, they rival with cinnamon to be the first in my list of preferences

It's my own photo and yess i'm drinking coffee right now

This cute lady speaks wisdom

I was about to brew myself a cup when i suddenly realized just how meditative and calming this whole routine has become for me...

No like fr im choosing a mug to match my mood, picking a syrup, measuring out the right amount of coffee, watching the brew rise in the Turkish coffee pot (? Idk what is it called, the thing in the right photo) and i just stop moving and start staring into space

Wow the poetry of this text died very fast, okay

It doesnt mean that i love coffee less though

Anyways, for the first time I noticed how truly meditative these actions are for me and even managed to finally get a beautiful shot of my coffee. This photo is a background of this blog btw

Since im in a really good mood rn (thanks to my coffee) i wish everyone peace and the same amazing vibes i have right now! And delicious coffee, of course

"I made you a coffee" IS A LOVE LANGUAGE AND I WILL DIE ON THAT HILL

P.S. Oh and only one of the photos is mine and the other is from pinterest ITS NOT MY HAND

So this is my first tumblr post, like EVER so i decided for this to be a simple introduction

You can call me LazyLady or smth like that. Pretty self-critical, right? You should get used to that shit

English is most definitely NOT my first language so pls ignore my future mistakes. I like to pretend that they give my texts a certain vibe so pls play along

Anyways, i think that the title of my page sums up this blogs theme pretty good. I plan for it to basically be the place where I will post cute coffee-photos along with coffee-pins and my girl-loving shenanigans. Because why not?..