the weight of his words pressed upon her, measured and deliberate, each one settling into the silence like stones in water. katherine did not flinch, nor did she let her composure slip, but within her, something tensed, a quiet, careful thing, like the flutter of a birdâs wings just before it takes flight.
she understood what he was telling her. what he had always told her, in one way or another. she knew her place. she had always known it.
and yet, for all her understanding, for all the grace with which she bore her station, there was something within her that would not still. not fear, not defiance, something softer, something she did not yet have the words to name.
her gaze remained steady upon him, even as he turned away, even as he did not look at her. she let the silence settle between them for a moment longer before she finally spoke, her voice quiet, unhurried.
"of course, your grace," she said, the words carrying the easy acceptance he expected of her. and yet, beneath them, something lingered, a note too subtle to be named outright. "i have never doubted your hand upon the kingdom, nor the strength that holds it steady. i admit, the trials of motherhood weigh heavily on me today," she said softly, her voice laced with quiet exhaustion. "i have thought only of arthur, his future, his safety." her hands remained folded, her posture unyielding in its poise, but she allowed a breath to slip through her lips, measured, careful.
"butâŚ" she hesitated, her voice trailing for a fraction of a second before she lifted her chin, just slightly. "it is not matters of state that trouble me. i spoke with prince arron," she said, her voice careful, composed. "earlier."
katherine inhaled slowly, smoothing the fabric of her gown between her fingers, willing away the quiet anger that still simmered beneath the surface. she had known her duty from the moment she had taken her vows. her purpose, her greatest purpose, had always been clear, to bear a son, to secure the line, to ensure that the golden lion remained unchallenged upon its throne. she did not resent it. she did not question it. it was the weight she had accepted the moment she had become queen.
âthe prince,â she said at last, her voice smooth, careful, betraying none of the offense that still simmered beneath the surface, âspoke to me in a manner i did not expect.â
her gaze drifted to the fire, its flickering light catching the gold in her hair, before she looked back to her husband. âi approached him for the sake of this family, for jasperâs sake, for our son's sake, to ensure there was nothing that could be turned against us, no whisper that might fester into something greater. but his responseâŚâ she let out a soft breath, measured, as if weighing the words before she spoke them. âhis anger was not unexpected. but the disrespect,â she hesitated, just for a moment, before continuing, âi will admit, it did wound me.â
slender fingers brushed absently against the fabric of her gown, though her composure did not break. âhe called himself your brother first, above all else, including me, and made it clear that my concerns were unwelcome.â a pause, measured. âhe spoke to me as though my words held no weight, as though my place meant nothing in matters of our family.â
she let the silence stretch for a moment before exhaling softly. âit was not his anger that stayed with me,â she admitted, âbut how easily he sought to diminish me.â