Deliciously Bizarre

Okay, so I have been dealing with way more than any human would be able to handle especially one with such a fucking fragile emotional continence and that fucking sucks and I wish that someone would just take me up in their arms and say, “Tell me everything. Talk for 8 hours if you need to. Let me just hold you and kiss your head while you cry. I won’t judge you. I just want to be here for you.” and as much as I love him, he does not know how to do that and I have tried a million times to tell him that’s what I need but he does not seem to understand it. Maybe it’s more of a friend thing I guess. Whatever, this is really self indulgent and no one is going to read this, but yeah. I feel pretty shitty right now overall and that kinda sucks.