trying my best

Worked so hard to lose ten pounds and then I binged it all back. I hate having BED,, why couldn't I have gotten a good ed 😭😭

What is a good waist size? I need something to work towards

Going to bed dizzy and hungry is weirdly one of my favorite feelings

When i was 13 and suicidal, my biggest fear was when I would actually kill myself because the people carrying my body out would notice how fat and heavy I was. So that tells you something about my mental state throughout the years

Im going to japan with my friends next year so i need to lose weight immediately !! I cannot look like this tub of lard in all of our pictures together or ill actually kms 😭 and not to mention buying cute clothes. I seriously need to be locked the fuck in for this next year so i can get to my ugw 🥹

How did i lose five pounds ???

Someone tell me how to be physically afraid of food. Im so tired of overeating🫩

Going on long walks while fantasizing about how skinny i'll be is great because it takes away the hunger

Im so ready to lose this weight. One year of locking in will be all it takes. I understand that i will have ups and downs, and im prepared to stay consistent. Im getting giddy with how good ill look by the end of it 🤞🤞

I often think about how easy/fast it would be to get down in weight if i were already a "normal" weight. Oh well, I've made my bed and now I need to lie in it too.