I haven’t been on here in quite some time. A lot has changed. I moved 2200 miles away from my parents with my boyfriend and two friends. I got a new job and I am planning to go back to school. Man, time flies and I don’t really know what to do with myself. I have a shit part time job; but it makes enough money to cover bare minimums for my boyfriend, dog, myself, and my car. A part of me thinks that everything that I’m doing is wrong. But a part of me is also to afraid to see what I can accomplish. I want to move forward and quit struggling in life; feeling as if I cannot contribute to the community that is in this house. I know that I could potentially be really good in the field that I am planning to go into for school; however, I completely suck in school. I’ve never been good with studying or test, even if I know the information that I am learning. It scares me that I may fail, and then I would be letting everybody that has been supporting me, down. I dunno. Shit is just rather ridiculous right now in my life and here I am ranting about bullshit that crosses my mind as I sit here drunk. Thank the gods for auto correct... I would be screwed otherwise. Well...
We’ll see what happens.





















