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i still can’t get over itttt, i’m so, so happy. grabe, my heart is full of joy and kilig! after a year of just seeing you, hearing you, and talking to you online, i never thought the day would come this soon that i’d finally see you in person. you went all the way here just to surprise me and honestly, that moment still feels surreal up to now. i couldn’t think straight, i couldn’t stop smiling, i was literally speechless. i just kept looking at you, trying to process that my ber is really here.
when i saw you sitting there sa labas, my heart started pounding so fast. umuulan pa, di ako nakadala ng payong, and i was so torn between running to you or just standing there in shock. nakakakonsensya, kasi i knew how much effort it took for you to be here. grabe, ang dami mong tiniis, and yet you still showed up with that soft smile that always melts me. i felt bad na di ako prepared nung time na yun, nahihiya pa ako honestly ksi di ako ayos talaga, but at the same time, i was just too happy to care, mas need ko pa si ber alagaan ba. kinapalan ko na lang, kasi deep inside, i knew i couldn’t waste that moment. and when you stood up and pumunta na sa akin, it felt like time stopped. ang tagal kong hindi naramdaman yung ganung saya. i finally got to touch you, to hold you, to hug you tight, and to kiss those soft, tender lips of yours for the very first time. i never thought something so simple could feel that magical. it felt like everything we waited for, every call, every chat, every “magkikita tayo soon, promise yan” na sinasabi mo finally made sense. and now that you’ve gone home, i can’t stop replaying every second in my head. i miss you already, more than i can ever explain. kaiyak miss na miss na kita
thank you, love, for always finding ways to make me feel special. you didn’t just visit kasi you rlly made those three days the best days of my life. every little thing you did, from bringing me food, comforting me, giving me advice, making me laugh, to just being beside me — everything meant so much. you’re always so caring, sweet, and maalalahanin. sometimes i just stare at you and wonder how i got so lucky to be loved by someone like you o di kaya yung titigan kita tas itatanong ko sa utak ko if totoo ba talaga ang nakikita ko. LIKE AAAA YUNG KUNG PAANO KA MAGSALITA SA AKINNN
you seriously raised my standards so high, because now i know how it feels to be genuinely loved and valued. WALA NG MAKAKAPANTAY DOON! thank you my ber sa pagpapaikli ng distansya natin — not just physically, but emotionally. thank you for proving that love doesn’t have to feel hard, it just has to be real.
and now, i’m here, nakahiga lang sa kama, iniisip ka na naman. i miss your kisses, your warm hugs, at yung soft aura mo na laging nakakapagpakalma sa’kin. the way you look at me, the way you hold me, the way you talk to me, grabe, lahat yun paulit-ulit lang tumatakbo sa isip ko. i keep remembering how it feels to be beside you, how safe i feel kapag nasa tabi kita, at kung gaano ka kalambing kahit sa simpleng tingin o haplos. those small gestures mean so much to me, ber, more than you’ll ever know. you made me feel safe, loved, and genuinely felt, something i didn’t know i needed this much.
thank you, ber, for everything, for always finding ways to make me smile, for understanding me even when i don’t make sense, and for just being you. sobra akong nagpapasalamat kasi dumating ka sa buhay ko. minsan naiisip ko pa rin how lucky i am to have someone like you, someone na totoo, maalalahanin, at marunong magparamdam ng love na walang basehan.
sorry rin, ber, if minsan ako pa yung naging dahilan kung bakit nasaktan ka noon. it was my fault, and hanggang ngayon naiisip ko pa rin yun. pero thank you kasi pinili mo pa rin ako. you stayed, you understood, and you loved me even harder. you showed me what love really means, hindi lang puro saya, kundi patience, effort, and understanding.
dear love, i wouldn’t be this happily complete without you. thank you for being my comfort, my peace, my pahinga, at ang tahanan kong palaging babalikan. thank you for loving me through distance and time, for showing up when it mattered most, and for always making me feel that i’m enough. you’re the person i can always run to, my safe place, my constant. i’m falling in love with you more and more each day, ber. kahit ngayong hapon pa lang, i’m already thinking of you. i miss your cute giggles, your touch, your voice, and the warmth of your presence. miss na miss ka na ni malky, ber :( miss kita ihug, ikiss, magyap kay ber, miss na kita ibaby ber, lahat kay bir miss ko na ba:( sad ako ber:(((
pero bigla na lang akong ngumingiti habang naaalala ko yung mga moments natin. and in those times, i just whisper to myself na ang swerte ko talaga. and i just want ber to know na kahit anong mangyari, it’s still you, ber. it’s always ber. ikaw pa rin, lagi, palagi:)
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