🖤 Di, 28y/o TMA girlthing puppycreature (she/it/pup), UK-based 🖤 🖤 AuDHD, transfem NB, bisexual, polyam, switch, plural 🖤 🖤 this is a sideblog 🖤 🖤 i love being T4T! 🖤 🖤 bigots and minors DNI 🖤 🖤 send me asks! 🖤 🖤 mutuals can DM me for casual chat, sexting, and nudes 🖤 🖤 mom of @softlyforged #kittendeer 🖤 🖤 pup of @fireisle #mommyisle 🖤 🖤 mutuals met IRL: 3 🖤 😇 And Let The Feast Begin In Earnest 😈
Hi this is my kinky hornyposting sideblog 😇 (main is @existentialsquid)
This is an 18+ only space. Minors DNI.
This is a pro-kink, pro-trans, anti-capitalist, anti-imperialist space. Bigots, transphobes, conservatives, and zionists DNI. Also, die!!!!
This is a place for me to explore all my kinks, including the dark ones. Continue with this in mind.
If you want to DM me, please read my whole pinned!
Anyway, about me:
Call me Di and use my pronouns (she/they/it) and you will be spared. You may also call me any feminine term of endearment if we’re mutuals 💖 (i love pet names so i will probably end up calling you “darling” and/or "babes" if i take a liking to you 😇)
I am a vers switch but my "default" is dom top, although that can change very quickly in the right situation :3
Other than kink, I enjoy TTRPGs, Fromsoftware games (Dark Souls, Bloodborne, Elden Ring, etc.), animated media and wargaming/hobbycraft (if you have miniatures or models you built/painted, I want to see them!)
I’m polyam and in an open relationship with my girlfriends @softlyforged and @fireisle, and I’m not really looking for a new romantic relationship right now. I’m totally up for friendship and sexting with mutuals though! 🥰
i am here to make friends, explore kink, flirt with mutuals, and post about:
transformation/corruption (usually overlapping with monsterfucking stuff)
and
gore (blood, eroticised cannibalism, etc.)
(Note: there will be no real snuff, only occasional art and smut, as well as me just talking about gory fantasies)
and
unsanitary (sweat and blood only)
Also, obligatory: I have a bit of an oral fixation so there will be talk of biting - if I ever mention “breaking the skin” with a bite, please know that it is purely in a fantasy sense! Drawing blood with your teeth is very dangerous IRL due to risk of infection. Buuuut it’s pretty sexy in fantasy though, so I will talk about it in that sense. Stay safe out there!
If you don’t like any of those kinks, you have my blessing to never interact with me ever and live blissfully unaware of my existence. This is a pro-kink space.
On that note, there are some kinks I’m not into and would prefer not to be brought to this blog by replies or asks or what-have-you. No offence intended to anyone with these kinks, but these are my hard lines:
Being preyed on (I can get subby as hell but I draw the line at being treated like a prey animal 🙅♀️ I’m not a little rabbit or a deer or a puppy that gets hunted, the idea of me being that is not sexy to me)
Piss
Scat
Raceplay
My soft lines (i.e. things I might be comfortable with if done with someone I trust and can discuss them with) are:
Choking (choking is sexy but it also makes me a little nervous, so I’d only ever do it with people I trust.)
Detransition/misgendering (I would never want to be misgendered myself but I am open to the idea of misgendering someone if they’re really into it ❤️)
The above is not a DNI list. You can still interact with this blog if you have any/all of the above kinks, just don’t bring anything on the hard lines list into my replies, reblogs, asks, or DMs. If you’re interested in something on the soft lines list please keep my boundaries in mind.
On the subject of interaction, i would love to see anon asks related to:
monsterfucking concepts
T4T flirting 🥰
True/False game (make an assumption about me and I’ll say if it’s true or false)
NSFW ask game
Kink Rating ask game
Fifty Shades of Blue ask game
NSFT Emoji ask game
Telling me you just masturbated to my blog/pics 😇
If you want to sext/RP with me, please:
Send me an ask or two first to break the ice
Chat with me for a bit
Pitch the scene you want to RP and/or ask if I’m in the mood first
ok thanks enjoy
ANON ASKS: OPEN
DMs: OPEN (MUTUALS ONLY)
My tags:
#me (whatever reminds me of myself)
#kittendeer (posts relating to my gf @softlyforged)
#mommyisle (posts relating to my gf @fireisle)
#personal post (stuff that’s more about me than anything)
#my fiction (my short stories and smut)
#transition goals (what i’d want to look like in an ideal world)
#need (general horny thoughts)
#i can be trusted around cute boys (subby boy tag)
#i bite (this one is self-explanatory)
#i am looking (real people selfies and nudes)
#tf kink (content relating to fantasy transformation)
#monsterfucker (monster stuff)
#my asks + #my answers (self-explanatory)
mutal tags: #kittendeer (@softlyforged) #mommyisle (@fireisle) misc (@miscling) #🐊 (@crocofsouls) #gothy kitten (@gothykitten16) #dommy demon (@serotoninswitch) #elf mutual (@mira-mira-0n-the-wall) #dungeon essie (@beansira) #baz (@hyenabrainedpup) #glowy (@glowy-and-sharp) and probably more when i get round to it lol
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in my view the central joke of halimede is that even our most fervent and passionate advocate is still banally transmisogynistic, which in her case manifests as ever-present condescension, self-aggrandizement and sexual entitlement. i think about this one a lot:
spectacular. transcendent, if you'll allow me. borderline blanchardian. denying trans women agency in their own sexual proclivities. for her to be a bottom is aberrant, it must be a product of trauma, something to be fixed, and something that only coincidentally makes her un-useful to halimede. it's so dark
I think this is my favorite Halimede tweet. Starts off painfully real, touching, even. Then a sickening turn at the end that recontextualizes the whole thing. Plunges it all straight into hell
the positioning of transfem hypervisibility and transmasc invisibility as two opposing forces is so insidious and dangerous because it reinforces the status quo where trans men's voices are already valued over trans women's
trans women can never speak because we're already apparently soaking up all the attention... nevermind that the "attention" is fearmongering government propaganda
trans women can take up no space, because any amount of attention is further proof that we hog the spotlight from trans men. our visibility is thought of as coming at the cost of that of trans men. so if a trans man speaks over us or silences us, he's just seen as balancing the scales. but our visibility and theirs are not actually opposing forces. a decrease in visibility for trans women is not an increase for trans men. it's just a decrease
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now, look, i’m not ever one to turn down Ambassador Project volunteers, but i do have to make sure you understand the ramifications of this choice for legal reasons. you’re sober?
good. you’re of sound mind and body and all that?
good. ok, now, you understand that this is permanent. if you decide you don’t like it, you can’t change your mind. you won’t have a human body anymore and even if we still had it the surgery to put you back is so dangerous that we don’t do it. you understand all that? this isn’t a movie. you can’t just jump between them. you do this, there’s no undoing it.
well, you still seem eager, so we’ll take you. want to see her? follow me
this is her! we call her W-239, that’s her batch number, but you can keep the same name you use now or you can pick a different one; it’s up to you. she’s 35ish feet long from nose to tailtip and she weighs just shy of a thousand pounds
yeah, dragons are lighter than you’d expect from the size since they have to be able to get off the ground. oh, her wingspan is huge, thereabouts ninety feet! we’re not sure, her wings have never been open
no, she just has a vat-grown brainstub. all it does is keep her lungs and heart running and turn the iv nutrients we give her into dragon cells. she’s barely even alive. your brain is what gives her all the personality.
oh, no, the surgery is really safe as long as we go this way. we just knock you out, pop your brain out, and splice it into her spinal cord so you can control her body. it sounds scary, but it’s really not. there’s a reason your batch number starts with 200, we’ve literally done it hundreds of times and never had a single failure. don’t worry at all
yeah, you’re gonna get to be that. it’s pretty cool, isn’t it?
ok, follow me. this part is somewhat embarrassing. we need you to strip down so we can take 360° scans of your human body. no, it’s a legal thing. if you ever decide you want to look human again for any reason, you can do some shapeshifting magic. dragons are good at that sort of thing. you won’t be human, but you’ll be just about impossible to tell without DNA testing. anyway, we give you scans of your former body in your exit packet just in case, so you can look as close as you can to how you look now
arms up. arms out. arms to your sides. legs apart. bend forward. bend back. squat down? stand on your tiptoes? ok, nice, that’s all of them.
ok, come lay down here! we’re gonna put this iv in you to deliver the anesthetic. you’re gonna feel a little pinch- good. you did it! ok, this is room-temperature, so it’s gonna feel cold in your arm as we push it. just try to relax and count backwards from ten with me, ok? when you wake up, you’ll be in the new body!
(Piloting a massive scary machine, freaking the fuck out): “umm. Miss Handler.. I don’t know if I can do this.. what if I mess up :(“
(My Sister sitting in the passenger seat of my car, Google Maps open, unamused, sighing): “sweetie I promise I will let you know when the turn comes up.”
(Suddenly drooling all over myself): “um handler I think the stimulants just hit..”
(My Sister, enraged) “tell me you did not take edibles before driving-“
(Sees some white dude in a truck) “ENEMY COMBATANTS!” (Swerves into the other lane)
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being submissive is not the same as being a doormat!
say no once in a while! resist! give your dominant chances to flex their dominance! be a pain in the butt! on purpose! see where it gets you! don't just accept what you're told! question it! don't assume the only way you're gonna find the perfect domme is gonna be by being a complete pushover! have some pride in yourself as a submissive! stand up for yourself so you can get beaten down properly!
Not brat propaganda at all! anti doormat 'you can do anything you want' passive inactive doesn't take up space in the dynamic because it is just a submissive propaganda. you don't have to be a brat to occasionally let out a little 'no'! a little 'make me'! a little 'i will not'! to talk back and question an order not to brat but to play an active role in your submission! you can be perfectly obedient without obeying in advance! you don't always have to be complicit! submission freely given is nice, but submission that's been earned feels way better! if you never fight back, how can you be sure you're really being dominated? if you never fight back and lose, are you really being dominated at all?
resist! resist just a little! don't just give yourself to someone who couldn't enforce their dominance to get out of a wet paper bag! test your dominant and see if they're truly in charge, or if you've just put them in charge!
the idea that you can't say no at all without it being called bratting reveals a deep rot in the way submissives are perceived and alot of people need to stop treating a girl expressing any boundaties as bratting
yeah though this kinda explains why we feel a bit uncomfy about the idea being treated as bratting. it's not about proving that the domme wants to be there or bantering for the sake of bantering, it's about being a complete entity with thoughts, feelings, and boundaries, and not just a blank object right off the bat. it wants to be a blank object, you want it to be a blank object, so why not work together on that goal rather than expecting it to do all the work?
you betrayed everyhting you stand for and all you got in return was a kickass sword and ability to start fires with your mind and d cups. pretty good deal !
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i feel like being turned on by your own body is so agonizingly normal it's so fucked that that one guy made it a whole diagnosis specifically for trans women. and he's not even dead yet
Isn’t that some Narcissus level stuff? Also how is it trans women specific? I’m confused. It just makes me think of the likes of Patrick Bateman or, well, Narcissus.
