despite everything, it's still you

the transition from people needing each other to wanting each other is literally one of my greatest weaknesses that shit makes me want to walk into the sea and sit on the ocean floor for a thousand years

like. characters whose entire self worth is based on how useful they can be to others, who think that they're going to be abandoned as soon as they're no longer necessary, being told by someone that they want them to stay and realizing that they have value to people in and of themselves and not just for what they can do for them will never fail to completely unmake me. like on a molecular level.

it's about the moment dependence becomes devotion

you know what? Fuck you. *turns your strong and stoic and serious character into a crying, traumatized, whimpering, curled up mess in the floor*

"Do you insert yourself as the top/bottom of your favorite ship?" No, I'm the cameraman

thinking about how gale “yapper” dekarios told astarion that their walks together were only enjoyable in silence. do you know how atrociously annoying you have to be for gale of all people to tell you to shut the fuck up

Reblog and put in the tags if you can remember where you got the shirt you're currently wearing.

oh my god. oh my god, I just realized, I’m an author. I can just write a book where this is the love interest. holy shit.

Sometimes having an OC is like "this character is an outlet for my insecurity and trauma" and sometimes it's like "this character is an outlet for my love of vampires :)". Sometimes it's both

Sometimes you think it's "this character is an outlet for my love and nothing more :)" and then you look it over later like "shit. product of the deepest depths of my soul again"