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Our Discord Server, LCF Cafe, is currently gearing up for the next annual event. Angst versus Fluff: Team Battle! We had so much fun last year, it would be a crime not to do it again.

It starts on June 1st and ends on July 31st. Two whole months of event chaos, yay.

The rules are simple. Join a team on Discord (either angst or fluff) and post your entries on your platform of choice. Please send the link to the awesome works/drawings/animations to the respective event channels, and you'll have successfully gained points for your team.

You can find more information in our event announcement channel. We have a bingo sheet for motivation. However, it is not mandatory, nor does it gain you extra points. It's just for fun.

At minute 24 of Season 1, Episode 4, Shane can be seen climbing off of Ilya's lap after they use each other's first names. At minute 24 of Season 1, Episode 5, Shane can be seen climbing into Ilya's lap after he starts crying.

Shane's jersey number is 24.

Jacob Tierney, we owe you our lives.

Imagine, in a meeting, after a minor conflict of opinions between the two,

Cale, with the most indifferent expression: Your existence is an ache to my soul.

Everyone else :???!!!????!!?!?!

Alberu, nonchalant: What book?

Cale: It's tragedy. You won't like it.

Alberu, nodding: Okay.

Cale: I'll give it to you after I'm done.

Alberu: ...I won't like it though?

Cale, deadpan: I said I'll give it to you.

And like, i too used to think it was hilarious. But rarely anything this redhead says isn't not shrouded by layers and layers of deception. He had been a Team Leader before. Even ignoring tcf he'd been responsible for so many lives that he'd lost count. But it happens again. This time it's not just his teammates but even children who all consider him his guardian. All he intended was to keep his fam safe and have his own peace at the end, but like, you cannot deny that the weight of the whole tcf world rested on his back alone. Whether he acknowledged it or not he was saving the whole world and not once was the responsibility lessened, not once was the burden removed till WS died.

And then you see some new character impressed by Cale and trying to tell him not so random secrets and Cale is desperately trying not to listen. Because knowing means acknowledging, and acknowledging means a responsibility, something he cannot bear more of.

And then it stops being funny to you. When this redhead tries so hard to remain oblivious, when he refuses to acknowledge that the people under his wing have grown. When people stare at him in disbelief at his slacker dream, when he ignores them all as he resumes fantasising his 'farming life'. It's funny when he coughs up blood, when he isn't really in pain but everyone misunderstands. But the thing is, it's never his own decision completely. If you're given a choice between coughing up blood and letting children averaging ten years old at best die, is that really a choice? And before anyone misunderstands no it wasn't his kindness. His love was what made the choice easier, that man was never given a choice to begin with. Ofc, it's only because of his own nature that the other option isn't even worth considering. But it does not deny that he was dragged everywhere against his will, and suddenly it stops being funny to you.

And like, imagine this from Cale's pov. He's given a choice which is basically a live-with-guilt-or-responsbility and he chooses the less painful one and he coughs up blood. But then. His fam is hurt. He sacrificed himself again and they couldn't do anything. And yk, it must be a dead end on both sides for Cale. He can take the responsibility and bear the pain but when his fam is hurt by his actions that were forced upon him he doesn't know what to do. In the first place he doesn't even understand why they'd be concerned, when he did the only thing he could've done.