This is 33. This is a dreamer, and a pursuer of dreams. This is a chicken lover, cat owner, wannabe self-sufficient homesteader. This is a wife. A wife who loves her husband. A wife who has struggled with anger, with self-pity, with self-hate. A wife who wants to smile when her husband gets home from work, instead of scowling in anger and frustration. A wife who wants to feel good in her own skin again, who wants to love herself the way her husband loves her. Who wants to be the wife her husband deserves. This is a momma. A momma of 5 beautiful children. A momma who struggles with self-care, who is often angry, frustrated, tired. A momma who has yelled herself hoarse, who has lost her temper, who has wondered what happened to her patience. A momma who cried after a hard day filled with regret, too many nights to count. Who wondered where her true self was; who knew that this was not who she was, not who she wanted to be, but didn’t know how to find herself again. A momma who hated herself for not being the momma she wanted to be. Who wants to be the momma her children deserve. This is a woman who came back from the darkness. A woman who desires to thrive instead of survive. A woman who is changing her life one day at a time, who is not perfect but is moving forward. A woman who is investing in herself physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually; making time for herself, excited about a chance to chase her dreams, who is re-finding her passions and her energy, who wants to share this light with the world. Who desires to live radiantly. Who wants to be the woman she deserves to be. This is 33. This is the year, this is the day, this is the time to embrace change, make the transition, do the hard things, be the light, live radiantly, chase those dreams. This is me. https://www.instagram.com/p/CPYsj9INeBi/?utm_medium=tumblr
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