W.W.D

hi 

yummy yum yum

brothers?

JAKE THE DOG 

Me: one sec

All my life i've looked for exceptions  in my peers I looked to be the cute girl i looked to be the cool girl i looked to be the funny girl I looked  to be the tough girl i wanted to be everything to fit into every box but at  the same time I didn't fit into any box at all i was always searching but could never find a spot for ever lost forever not fitting in forever not fully happy always mocked always put down always pushing down pain and swallowing the lump in my throat the sweet big eyed girl who just craved love and attention with every hurtful event the sweetness withered away and the sweet big eyed girl started looking for fullness in different things then her peers first it was the bitter hard to drink liquid that made her feel kinda numb and forget the pain she carried with her soon that was not enough then it was different colors and shapes crushed into powder with her handy straw for a while that mixed with her old harsh liquid friend that helped her not remember not fitting in not remember ever being let down every tear that rolled down her cheek soon her new friend started to team up with her peers and made it easier for them to run all over her and use her in ways the sweet big eyed girl couldn't imagine thinking she found an out she was wrong now there was bigger scars and bigger things to forget the lump seem to grow and became even harder to swallow now she cried every night most nights she cried herself to sleep feeling even more empty and used then she came a crossed this earthy green that made her forget but didn't make her forget herself and loose herself the pain was slowly going away but not fully it seemed like she had to inhale this earthy green more and more to even live thought of leaving for good came to mind if she was out honestly that sweet big eyed girl always wanted to leave for good but she fought to find the one thing that filled the hole in her heart all her life but nothing seemed to help only patch the hole for a bit but it always felt off until that sweet big eyed girl had a sweet big eyed boy growing inside her then in her arms looking at the sweet big eyed boy slowly filled the hole in her heart until it was full now the sweet big eyed girl knows what love is  no longer does she need to fit in a box she made her own she's a mommy to a sweet big eyed boy who will love her to the fullest and the big eyed girl was finally where she always wanted to be