Chaos Gremlin / Tiefling Wild Magic Sorcerer
| Tav X Emperor | Tav x Tav | Tav x Bhaalspawn | OC x Durge | OC x Bhaalspawn
AU Gallore
(Val is my little treasure)
BG3
18+
Blog is 18+ and things may and WILL get weird sometimes.
☆Main Tav: Valeria Tremaine
☆Beloved characters by Erin
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☆Discord Server: The TAVeller's Rest - a small 18+ Discord Server, just us nerding about our blorbos as if they were real people nips and dicks present
Now also a tumblr community
☾⋆⁺₊✩ Ultimate Intro
Young Lady Valeria Tremaine
Val. Just Val.
☾⋆⁺₊✩ Kind Shadow
The Lonely Goddess
Just a silly little idea that would allow me to have my cookie and eat it too - so to have different Tavs and Durge's interact - with their parent's consent ofc.
Writing?
| Misericorde - Val x Emperor
Sometimes even you can forget than under her need to save and tendency to electrify everyone in her vicinity (oftentimes both things not being exclusive) with spouts of wild magic, the tiefling sorcerer is still so very young.
TW/CW: Childhood abuse, unhealthy relationships, grooming, manipulation, violence, gore, sex, hints of suicidal ideation?
Not beta read, writer is not a native English speaker. Once I finish it I plan to edit it, maybe try to fix some plotholes - maybe add some more story here and there, flesh it out. Alternating POV.
| The Envoy - the fever dream that is all the content that I create for @erin-unknown's Spooky Deet-verse. Now, finally in chronological reading order:
Act I
1 2 3 4 5 6(nsfw) 7 8 9
| Playing House Masterpost - The Bride just wants to love her happy little family.
| Snippets - short writings set in Misericorde but things that might not fit the flow of the fic itself.
| Prompts - mostly from the Astral Campfire community, unless I see something that will inspire me
| Photo - photos and screenshots from the game I found especially pleasing and just want to add them. May or may not have additional snippets. Photo mode might be used to recreate some past "adventures" Val had and show people from her life.
| Art - *ugly snickering* yeah I don't think there will be anything added here
|OC Ask Game - just an excuse to ramble about my blorbo and pretend it's because YOU asked
| NSFW Alphabet - a collection of simple references to how Val is in bed
| The NSFW Tag - finally getting the hang of writing straight/xeno smut so this may as well be its own tag
| Memes - "funny" things that are relatable
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Prompt originally posted by Amai on bsky, we yoinked it for out Discord prompt because character limit did not allow our thoughts to run.
Your Tav/Durge and their LI have been body swapped for 24 hours! How do they deal with it? What problems/issues arise?
Tagging some people (some already responded on the server);
@erin-unknown (the other side of this mess), @burnt-by-marigolds, @bunnymonarchy, @ilinarie, @elceewunjo, @litsenn, @des-no9, @ixiagrey, @theya-art
*~
Well, it was bound to happen one of these days. In hindsight, it's surprising that it took so long for her Wild Magic to trigger a body swap of all things (and, really, she turned Gale into a vicuña once). Thankfully, experience shows that these things rarely stuck for more than a full day.
So, first off all; the braids and the warpaint got to go. She can't deal with having anything painted on her face and the thickness of whatever the fuck Spooky is using reminds her of the foundation Mother's servants forced onto her face to cover her natural skin. So yeah, off with the makeup unless the Elfsong wasn't another surge of Wild magic.
Braided bangs come next - similar reasons, it's a sensory nightmare to her - and while at it, she will brush her hair (even if it is a bit hypocritical given she doesn't really care about her own looks most of the time).
Next, we're spending a couple of minutes sulking because everything looks different now that She Is Tall (taller than before at least) and, with sudden lack of her dead weight of a tail, there is a certain lack of balance but once that's done and she stops walking into things, she then notices how fucking cold she is.
Granted, the wind carrying the lovely stench of the fishmarket does not help but yeah. No wonder Deet is always cold when he's wearing next to nothing.
Also, the sudden… awareness of another pair of twins being present. And unrestricted.
Pants, she needs to find pants that will fit these giraffe legs. Then socks and shoes because she knows those cobblestone streets - and his poor excuse of sandals is not enough for those.
A shirt, an undershirt, maybe a vest - capes, she will forever question his fashion choices - and she's somewhat readier to face the Gate.
Only, there comes the problem of performing any work because knowing their luck - it will end in a fight. And while she's good with a sickle or a scimitar (it's something about the curve) on a regular day, it's with a body she knows. Not this, tall, too heavy with muscles developed by running rather than walking, fighting with bows and daggers and claws and fangs.
And she'd rather die again than tap into warlock powers but her own Wild magic is dormant in this body. There is not tingle in her veins, no scent of ozone that seems to cling to the inside of her nose whenever she casts.
Instead, there is that long forgotten feeling of an unwelcome guest behind her eye and another presence poking at her memories before she shuts the connection violently.
No, we would not be dealing with him. Not today. And hopefully not ever again.
Thankfully, the tadfools can handle all the end-of-the-world bits. Hopefully. Right?
Right?
Eh, it will be fine.
Which means a day of absofuckinglutely nothing. Yay, vacations in the middle of end of the world.
But honestly, it will be fiiiiine.
Also, because she is a rude little thing, she likes that the twins have a brother.
"Finally! I can piss standing!"
Val vs Deet (picture by @erin-unknown)
Valeria actually enjoys being in 'Spooky's' body; being taller than him, with broader shoulders - it makes her feel more correct. She's always felt protective of Deet and will definitely try to come up with ways to just pull him closer to her and just hold him.
There was always a part of her that felt ridiculous for acting like this due to their size difference; like a lap dog trying to appear threatening and guarding its owner. Now, she can just wrap herself around him and even if she can't shield him the way she wishes - not when it's his body being in harms way - it feels right to her.
Granted, it is a bit like navigating through a thick fog; Val never did get much experience with simply being affectionate, nor receiving affection and she's still afraid of not doing it justice and Deet not being able to get the experience he deserves she tries not to think about what she'd want because she will never be really comfortable with asking for things in fear of being denied.
Still, in the moments they are separated - Deet refusing to sit back and let the tadfools handle whatever task they currently need to complete, and Val being out of her depth with this heavier body - she finds herself being a bit... selfish with her exploration.
Not too much, of course. Despite being very happy with finally understanding how it feels to have a dick, she's also very content that she didn't get Deet's sex drive in this swap (and because she's an idiot, it will take forever for her to remember that her bo-- that Deet is quite the pervert and is definitely as much - if not more - curious as her).
Still, as a tiefling, she never really had any experience with body hair and while she loves the feeling of Deet's against her, casually touching his arms makes her feel silly. And touching his chest or belly is more often than not associated with sex so it wasn't she could just do either.
But here, in the privacy of her room at Elfsong, she does let herself enjoy the feeling of coarse hair under the palms of her hands. As much as Deet's braids and bangs are a sensory nightmare on her face, running her fingertips over the forearms is almost comforting.
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The spark of fire glowing brightly in her palms cracks and fizzles out, leaving a tiny stain of soot, barely noticeable against the skin of her palm.
"Again," Ran's raspy voice - the one of the few real giveaways that pretty face did not belong to a woman - chuckles into the back of her head "A match'd give ya a bigger flame." She furrows her brows, fingers curling slightly before his own hands wrap themselves of her always too-big ones. "Again."
"I'm afraid." heat blooming her cheeks, embarrassed at admitting a weakness "What if it'll hurt?" What if the spell explodes in both of their faces? She rubs her fingers together, skin still tingling from the feeling of that one spark going off; the sensation of skin being pulled too tightly over callused palms. Life on the road was not the easiest and she was still trying to grow into the role; silks and confining dresses replaced with old leathers and bandages. A delicate quill of her writing lessons gathering dust at the house she left behind, in its stead a dagger or a sword or, nowadays more often, a quarterstaff in one hand and a spell in other.
A shrug against her back pulls her back from her memories, long arms pulling her closer; Ran looked a bit too lanky at first glance, it took a moment all those limbs were lean muscle and veins pulsing with raw magic. The older tiefling was a fighter even if all of that was hidden by wide smiles and loose clothing and an attitude that often ended with him being threatened with a punch to the face.
More than once, the threats came for Valeria herself. Though, as she learned with quite a bit of pride, she could pack a mean right hook if having the advantage of surprise.
"Well," a hum "We do have some healing salve for the burns," Another chuckle and she tenses, curls shoulder around her head.
"What if," she starts. Pauses. Licks her lower lips. "What is that happens again?" That. The Surge, explosion of wild magic; a current of energy threatening to swallow them whole and spit out who knows what.
Valeria didn't understand the expression at the time, but she still remembers her Mother's chalk white face, wide eyes, and brows furrowed in anger.
Ran is quiet for a moment, before giving a quiet sigh and pulling her closer against him, pointed chin resting on her shoulder.
"These are the cards we've been dealt." he starts, slowly "I'm all about fighting destiny and all that crap but some things about ourselves cannot be changed," his useless wings give a flutter in agreement. He pauses again, arms reaching out again, hands wrapping around hers "This magic is part of you, it is you; wild, loud and an acquired taste," he ducks his head with a chuckle to avoid the headbutt "Accept it; work with it. Let it flow with you and if push comes to shove - ride that fuckin' wave."
She closes her eyes, loose hair falling down onto her face but there is no hiding the small smile that plays around the corners of her lips.
"Now," he smacks his lips "Again."
She closes her eyes, scared, to ground herself. Ran might have had the aura of someone who had not one worry in his life but she knew better - and she knew how demanding of a teacher he could be.
Sighing, she curls her fingers slightly, almost feels how they tingle from the inside from the Weave swimming through her veins. She takes a deep breath; the smell of burning wood and smoke washing away as a new scent tickles her nostrils - sharp and metallic with an undertone of cleanness that comes only from using strong concoctions.
"Ignis,"
The spell comes out quieter than Valeria would like, but she doesn't have time to be embarrassed about it as a new spark blinks into existence between her cupped hands. There's a crack not unlike that of burned wood and it bursts into a small flame; not but not burning, dancing happily.
"I did it!" she utters with a gasp "Ran, I did it!"
"So you did," Val turns her neck to stare at the man; her bright smile reflected on his face "The weave is as much part of you as your horrible singing voice," he chuckles at the offended look "It is you, Val. To be ashamed of it, to hid it... It's as you were to hide yourself. "
"Don't ever hide yourself Val," Kieran pulls her closer again "And fuck those who want to make you feel like you need to."
She should say something to that. Years later will be angry with herself for never talking more. Never thanking him. For being too quiet when she wanted to be loud and alive.
But in this very moment, she could only stare amazed, as the flame danced at the tips of her fingers.
*
The pungent stench of ozone burns at her nose, metallic and too clean, chemical.
The lighting crackles in the palm of her gloved hand, agitated. Release me, it seems to scream, licks at the worn leather. She squeezes her hand into a fist, extinguishing the spell. Gale is talking in the other chamber, Astarion picking at a chest stained with blood and guts. Smells like iron. Everything here smells like iron and rot.
Her hands, once again covered, are dirty, the changeling's meat stuck under her claws. Her body a twisted, mangled, half burned mess even if her dying laugh still echoes in Valeria's head.
Samuel is alive again, remaining wounds tended to by Shadowheart. They will need to get going soon. Take care of the tyrant, one last push and the Stones will be reunited. Just a little bit more and this all will be over. One way or another.
She clenches her fist, the spell cracking and breaking apart as if it were a physical thing; an empty eggshell too delicate to withstand the assault.
...i feel like all of them want to kill me for making them pose these >_>
In other news - I am learning how to make 'armor' pieces and apart from these I have some works in progress on modern clothes for BT2 that I do want to refit for 4 too >_>
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i'm torn between learning how to make my own maps and keeping them forever, or if these ephemeral sets that get ruined or deleted are better (for my creativity and for my computer's memory... >_>)
and, like, naturally these can only exist thanks to like half a dozen mods. i should put together a list maybe (not that anyone's really looking for that, or to me for any kind of advice, but i can try)
well, i'm feeling a bit under the weather today so i thought i'd sit down and compile some of my usual mods into a list of links (below the cut); this won't include anything exclusively relating to equipment or posing, as each could be their own lists, honestly.
i've provided nexus links for those mods that are on nexus c:
Locations
Snapshots and Photobooth
There are some really lovely maps included with these two mods but some of my favorite places include the "Null Room" in Photobooth and the "Emperor's Bedroom" and "Alternate Elfsong" maps in Snapshots, because there is a lot of space for when I decide I want to make my own little set. I also use the maps more or less as created, but it's fun to really customize things to a particular vision sometimes.
above is something i put together from scratch in Photobooth's Null Room last night; i wanted a more neutral wall for a more modern setting and i tried to suggest that it's in a larger room with lighting
and here are some shots where i've only enhanced the lighting and either adjusted where things are to better serve the composition (Snapshots—Alternate Elfsong, left), or added a few extra elements for visual interest (Snapshots—Selunite Courtyard, right)
this shot was built from scratch in the Emperor's Bedroom map; the only remaining elements from the original map here are the window/curtain, the walls, and the tapestry
Stuff
Adorable Decor
If you have rakor's MoveHere, many of the furniture/decor items have adjustable colors, so I always check (though FridgeTroll also offers several in a variety of colors, so you don't have to worry about that if you don't care much) You can use Easy Cheat to summon individual items if you don't want to summon the whole category (which is nice once you know what your favorite items are... like pillows >_>)
P.S.—this mod is fucking huge, so I also recommend having a Tutorial Chest summoning mod to yeet unwanted items into when you're done with them (though I think the mod author also gives you the ability to remove and destroy any items you're done with, i just like cleaning up inventory as I go)
Props 2 U
Modern props! I've been using the furniture the most, but there's a lot in there. I find some need to be resized, but MoveHere or Realm Builder should be able to help with this.
My best friend, Utrennyaya, releases a mix of fun props on Nexus and on her Patreon (and has made props for use with several of her pose packs); which reminds me that I still have a date with some adorable skeletal horses... >_>
More Furniture and More Decor
Great if you want a smaller/more manageable mod than Adorable Decor (though I have both because they don't overlap as much as you think they would); I love More Furniture's selection of chairs and I will sometimes pull up the More Decor bag just looking for little items to fill out a set, though there's a lot more than just trinkets in that bag. In both cases, the items from More Decor and More Furniture are summonable with Easy Cheat.
Tools
EasyCheat
Get almost anything you want directly into your inventory. Changed my fucking life ;_; you can search for items by item name, mod name (i think), or by category (like "food" or "helmet") and maybe more; you can also use it for teleporting to specific locations in the game, but I still haven't figured out how to consistently get good results. Should check if anyone's published a good cheat sheet...
Lighty Lights
Lighting can make a set just as much as the stuff you fill it up with, so this is a big one for me. I've taken some shots I'm really proud of before I ever knew LL existed, but between the lighting options, the PM tab and now Bonezone, this opened up a whole new world of possibilities.
It can feel overwhelming when it's still new, you can definitely overdo the lighting and just blow everything out (I did this the other day, lol), and there are elements of it that I'm still learning how to use even after a year, but I've not regretted any of the hours I've spent with it.
Note: if you're using LL, I personally recommend trying to apply your lights with photomode's default post processing settings off (if you go the post processing tab and open the drop down for presets, select "original"). Some people prefer leaving that alone, but I feel like I have more control over the contrast and saturation this way.
my first time using this mod (left) vs something i did last week (right) lol
screenshots of one of the above pieces with and without my added lights
here is a shot from the Bare Moon Bath House map where I used lights in various shades of green to try and give the scenery a green cast that felt natural and enhanced the native sunlight coming in from outside (I also used a couple lights to give the impression of another window in the foreground, where there was none)
Backgrounds
Not one I really use much, but I'm including because you can use it to do things like blocking unwanted lighting sources out of frame, or to create more abstract sets, like these below.
these were built in the Null Room with shapes generated with the Backgrounds mod and assets from Feel the Rhythm
Realm Builder
I have not used this personally yet, but people seem to like it. I'll have to try it out at some point. To my understanding, this would replace at least two mods I use all the time: MoveHere and MMMPMS (both available for free on the Faerun Fashionists discord server, but the latter mod is no longer being updated or maintained). I just don't like change, so it will take me a while to try this new one out—but why have two mods if there's one that does both jobs?
Note: I do use Otis and Reshade for most of my shoots these days, mainly for tweaking contrast, saturation, and light balance in-game, applying bloom if it feels appropriate, and I do prefer the IGCS Depth of Field tool over the native DoF sliders however the native camera and post processing tools are still great on their own (those last two shots for my friend's lookbook were shot with the native camera and using photomode's post processing tab).
Some of these mods have been around for a while, so maybe no one needed me to point these out, but I used a lot of these so often that I kind of wanted to shout them out.
Valeria, Eli, and Aisling all belong to @wild-surge/@utrennyaya <3
The spark of fire glowing brightly in her palms cracks and fizzles out, leaving a tiny stain of soot, barely noticeable against the skin of her palm.
"Again," Ran's raspy voice - the one of the few real giveaways that pretty face did not belong to a woman - chuckles into the back of her head "A match'd give ya a bigger flame." She furrows her brows, fingers curling slightly before his own hands wrap themselves of her always too-big ones. "Again."
"I'm afraid." heat blooming her cheeks, embarrassed at admitting a weakness "What if it'll hurt?" What if the spell explodes in both of their faces? She rubs her fingers together, skin still tingling from the feeling of that one spark going off; the sensation of skin being pulled too tightly over callused palms. Life on the road was not the easiest and she was still trying to grow into the role; silks and confining dresses replaced with old leathers and bandages. A delicate quill of her writing lessons gathering dust at the house she left behind, in its stead a dagger or a sword or, nowadays more often, a quarterstaff in one hand and a spell in other.
A shrug against her back pulls her back from her memories, long arms pulling her closer; Ran looked a bit too lanky at first glance, it took a moment all those limbs were lean muscle and veins pulsing with raw magic. The older tiefling was a fighter even if all of that was hidden by wide smiles and loose clothing and an attitude that often ended with him being threatened with a punch to the face.
More than once, the threats came for Valeria herself. Though, as she learned with quite a bit of pride, she could pack a mean right hook if having the advantage of surprise.
"Well," a hum "We do have some healing salve for the burns," Another chuckle and she tenses, curls shoulder around her head.
"What if," she starts. Pauses. Licks her lower lips. "What is that happens again?" That. The Surge, explosion of wild magic; a current of energy threatening to swallow them whole and spit out who knows what.
Valeria didn't understand the expression at the time, but she still remembers her Mother's chalk white face, wide eyes, and brows furrowed in anger.
Ran is quiet for a moment, before giving a quiet sigh and pulling her closer against him, pointed chin resting on her shoulder.
"These are the cards we've been dealt." he starts, slowly "I'm all about fighting destiny and all that crap but some things about ourselves cannot be changed," his useless wings give a flutter in agreement. He pauses again, arms reaching out again, hands wrapping around hers "This magic is part of you, it is you; wild, loud and an acquired taste," he ducks his head with a chuckle to avoid the headbutt "Accept it; work with it. Let it flow with you and if push comes to shove - ride that fuckin' wave."
She closes her eyes, loose hair falling down onto her face but there is no hiding the small smile that plays around the corners of her lips.
"Now," he smacks his lips "Again."
She closes her eyes, scared, to ground herself. Ran might have had the aura of someone who had not one worry in his life but she knew better - and she knew how demanding of a teacher he could be.
Sighing, she curls her fingers slightly, almost feels how they tingle from the inside from the Weave swimming through her veins. She takes a deep breath; the smell of burning wood and smoke washing away as a new scent tickles her nostrils - sharp and metallic with an undertone of cleanness that comes only from using strong concoctions.
"Ignis,"
The spell comes out quieter than Valeria would like, but she doesn't have time to be embarrassed about it as a new spark blinks into existence between her cupped hands. There's a crack not unlike that of burned wood and it bursts into a small flame; not but not burning, dancing happily.
"I did it!" she utters with a gasp "Ran, I did it!"
"So you did," Val turns her neck to stare at the man; her bright smile reflected on his face "The weave is as much part of you as your horrible singing voice," he chuckles at the offended look "It is you, Val. To be ashamed of it, to hid it... It's as you were to hide yourself. "
"Don't ever hide yourself Val," Kieran pulls her closer again "And fuck those who want to make you feel like you need to."
She should say something to that. Years later will be angry with herself for never talking more. Never thanking him. For being too quiet when she wanted to be loud and alive.
But in this very moment, she could only stare amazed, as the flame danced at the tips of her fingers.
*
The pungent stench of ozone burns at her nose, metallic and too clean, chemical.
The lighting crackles in the palm of her gloved hand, agitated. Release me, it seems to scream, licks at the worn leather. She squeezes her hand into a fist, extinguishing the spell. Gale is talking in the other chamber, Astarion picking at a chest stained with blood and guts. Smells like iron. Everything here smells like iron and rot.
Her hands, once again covered, are dirty, the changeling's meat stuck under her claws. Her body a twisted, mangled, half burned mess even if her dying laugh still echoes in Valeria's head.
Samuel is alive again, remaining wounds tended to by Shadowheart. They will need to get going soon. Take care of the tyrant, one last push and the Stones will be reunited. Just a little bit more and this all will be over. One way or another.
She clenches her fist, the spell cracking and breaking apart as if it were a physical thing; an empty eggshell too delicate to withstand the assault.
so this is a work of progress because setting up the scene took me a better part of last night but honestly; there is a lot of little tidbits that I still like about it
otis bugged in on me in three different ways and attempt four my eyes were tired and I was frustrated with this project.
Huge part of this is on the scattering life and how Bloom shaders reacted with it, adding some softness to the otherwise harsh colors of the mask (you can tell there is a difference between first photo which was… attempt 2 maybe?). Problem is, the bloom and scattering were such a delicate creature I needed to get a particular angle and shades + probably hope at the perfect placement of the animated fog effects (and, come to think of it I used Snapshots' AnL Rain effect at first and forgot about it)
But. I like the angles. I wanted to give this series a feel of a boss encounter honestly I like how the horizontal shot makes me think of an intro to a cutscene before the camera zooms in on him.
Also, what @erin-unknown reminded me of the trials of posing him; this is a bonezone pose which - in hindsight - was a stupid idea because making it in blender was ultimately faster but I really didn't want to start up toolkit. But I have way more control over the center of gravity with blender rigs.
Pro tip for those who want to learn Bone Zone tho - make sure the character is start naked in either armor or camp sets and toggle it for photomode; you will have a better experience with posing these losers naked and then just adjusting for clothes.
But anyway, at some point i moved his leg closer to the camera and thought 'he would be standing on something'. Vicissitude is still a cocky little shit even if the mood of the scene is more on the serious/dangerous side of the scale. And this pose and disrespect to a human corpse (from a Bhaalspawn! shocking, I know) shows this pretty nicely, even if his mind is elsewhere.
I'm not the best at VP but you know what? I'm proud of the amount of detail that goes into my characters - especially the expressions.
Even if you don't want to use LL and BoneZone, the amount of expressions mods we currently have does offer such a variety that can blow your mind (which might be why I glued myself to the face rig; for me sometimes it's difficult to focus).
But I feel people work within constraints of "the expression belongs to 'pain' or 'anger' category so I surely can't use it for Y, right? '
Wrong!
The only time you should worry about category and name of an expression in VP is when you find The One and want to remember it for future projects.
Everything else will be adjusted with angles, body language and lighting.
All these expression belong to the Lifted Eyebrows category from APEX
A lot can be done with what we have available even if you choose not to use LL/BZ. Some expressions translate differently depending on context and angle, some will look completely different on different face rigs.
Sometimes a character does not have to have a wide smile to convey happiness, even the true Neutral expression can be enough. Angling where the character is placed against the camera works well too.
The spark of fire glowing brightly in her palms cracks and fizzles out, leaving a tiny stain of soot, barely noticeable against the skin of her palm.
"Again," Ran's raspy voice - the one of the few real giveaways that pretty face did not belong to a woman - chuckles into the back of her head "A match'd give ya a bigger flame." She furrows her brows, fingers curling slightly before his own hands wrap themselves of her always too-big ones. "Again."
"I'm afraid." heat blooming her cheeks, embarrassed at admitting a weakness "What if it'll hurt?" What if the spell explodes in both of their faces? She rubs her fingers together, skin still tingling from the feeling of that one spark going off; the sensation of skin being pulled too tightly over callused palms. Life on the road was not the easiest and she was still trying to grow into the role; silks and confining dresses replaced with old leathers and bandages. A delicate quill of her writing lessons gathering dust at the house she left behind, in its stead a dagger or a sword or, nowadays more often, a quarterstaff in one hand and a spell in other.
A shrug against her back pulls her back from her memories, long arms pulling her closer; Ran looked a bit too lanky at first glance, it took a moment all those limbs were lean muscle and veins pulsing with raw magic. The older tiefling was a fighter even if all of that was hidden by wide smiles and loose clothing and an attitude that often ended with him being threatened with a punch to the face.
More than once, the threats came for Valeria herself. Though, as she learned with quite a bit of pride, she could pack a mean right hook if having the advantage of surprise.
"Well," a hum "We do have some healing salve for the burns," Another chuckle and she tenses, curls shoulder around her head.
"What if," she starts. Pauses. Licks her lower lips. "What is that happens again?" That. The Surge, explosion of wild magic; a current of energy threatening to swallow them whole and spit out who knows what.
Valeria didn't understand the expression at the time, but she still remembers her Mother's chalk white face, wide eyes, and brows furrowed in anger.
Ran is quiet for a moment, before giving a quiet sigh and pulling her closer against him, pointed chin resting on her shoulder.
"These are the cards we've been dealt." he starts, slowly "I'm all about fighting destiny and all that crap but some things about ourselves cannot be changed," his useless wings give a flutter in agreement. He pauses again, arms reaching out again, hands wrapping around hers "This magic is part of you, it is you; wild, loud and an acquired taste," he ducks his head with a chuckle to avoid the headbutt "Accept it; work with it. Let it flow with you and if push comes to shove - ride that fuckin' wave."
She closes her eyes, loose hair falling down onto her face but there is no hiding the small smile that plays around the corners of her lips.
"Now," he smacks his lips "Again."
She closes her eyes, scared, to ground herself. Ran might have had the aura of someone who had not one worry in his life but she knew better - and she knew how demanding of a teacher he could be.
Sighing, she curls her fingers slightly, almost feels how they tingle from the inside from the Weave swimming through her veins. She takes a deep breath; the smell of burning wood and smoke washing away as a new scent tickles her nostrils - sharp and metallic with an undertone of cleanness that comes only from using strong concoctions.
"Ignis,"
The spell comes out quieter than Valeria would like, but she doesn't have time to be embarrassed about it as a new spark blinks into existence between her cupped hands. There's a crack not unlike that of burned wood and it bursts into a small flame; not but not burning, dancing happily.
"I did it!" she utters with a gasp "Ran, I did it!"
"So you did," Val turns her neck to stare at the man; her bright smile reflected on his face "The weave is as much part of you as your horrible singing voice," he chuckles at the offended look "It is you, Val. To be ashamed of it, to hid it... It's as you were to hide yourself. "
"Don't ever hide yourself Val," Kieran pulls her closer again "And fuck those who want to make you feel like you need to."
She should say something to that. Years later will be angry with herself for never talking more. Never thanking him. For being too quiet when she wanted to be loud and alive.
But in this very moment, she could only stare amazed, as the flame danced at the tips of her fingers.
*
The pungent stench of ozone burns at her nose, metallic and too clean, chemical.
The lighting crackles in the palm of her gloved hand, agitated. Release me, it seems to scream, licks at the worn leather. She squeezes her hand into a fist, extinguishing the spell. Gale is talking in the other chamber, Astarion picking at a chest stained with blood and guts. Smells like iron. Everything here smells like iron and rot.
Her hands, once again covered, are dirty, the changeling's meat stuck under her claws. Her body a twisted, mangled, half burned mess even if her dying laugh still echoes in Valeria's head.
Samuel is alive again, remaining wounds tended to by Shadowheart. They will need to get going soon. Take care of the tyrant, one last push and the Stones will be reunited. Just a little bit more and this all will be over. One way or another.
She clenches her fist, the spell cracking and breaking apart as if it were a physical thing; an empty eggshell too delicate to withstand the assault.
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the other day i thought i'd try to see if i could turn the Bare Moon Bath House into somewhere in Hlondeth? there's a lot of green stone there and this map already uses green marble, so I tried to apply some green tinting with LL and still have some strong sunlight coming in. i think it turned out pretty okay c:
the second shot of Mal was really just because i didn't get to take a nice shot of them up close or from the front in the bath house; it was nice to have them dressed in something other than long and layered robes (because they aren't used to the weather further north), so i wanted to make the most of it
the second shot wasn't taken anywhere specific; i just filled a corner of camp with assets because i was looking for some interesting textures to put behind Mal
i'm torn between learning how to make my own maps and keeping them forever, or if these ephemeral sets that get ruined or deleted are better (for my creativity and for my computer's memory... >_>)
and, like, naturally these can only exist thanks to like half a dozen mods. i should put together a list maybe (not that anyone's really looking for that, or to me for any kind of advice, but i can try)