NothingToSeeHere

i have such a crush on yelena belova, it’s not even funny

giggling and twirling my hair every time frank castle's on screen

having a lot of creative ideas in my head but simultaneously becoming disinterested in all of my hobbies within like 10–15 minutes of indulging them and feeling emotionally like shit bc of it which makes me more disinterested, and therefore, it makes me feel more like shit and ashamed bc i don’t have genuine hobbies and i can’t focus on anything is the definition of hell on earth, i think 🤩

i’m starting to not like taylor swift anymore, and my mom said that it “insults her intelligence” when current / popular authors write in a poc character and a gay / LGBTQ+ character… weird day today ig

why is my local theater not showing supergirl, isn’t that your job like wtf 😭☠️

i just finished watching the amazing digital circus after caving in from seeing all of the fandom hype around the finale. granted, i didn't have an initial interest to watch it, but i just had to know lol, and i wanted to share my thoughts after watching it all in one sitting. for starters, i'll share what i liked about it. no doubt, the animation style was really good, and i think that was a huge part of the appeal for this series. the character designs were also really good and very drawable, which i think is gold for any fandom lol. personally, I enjoyed kinger and caine's characters the most. this series had a lot of potential imo, but i think the major things that really let it down were the dialogue and jax herself. i'll admit, the dialogue had its moments at times (mainly with kinger tbh), but i feel like, recently, with these kinds of things, there's that middle school dialogue / humor that finds its way into the series, and it just downplays what could really be something great. there were good interpersonal conversations, but i felt the plot would just move on (or jax would open her mouth), and it would never get anywhere. but the biggest problem for me is that you couldn't pay me all the money in the world to get me to sympathize with jax. she tortured gangle the entire time and made everyone feel shitty about themselves in general. i understand having a bad childhood and parental issues can lead to someone closing themselves off and having isolating defense mechanisms (at least, based off of other media i've seen, i'm not a psychologist), but it's not an excuse to treat people like shit and never apologize. she had multiple chances to apologize to any of them, and she never took it. not to mention, the entire finale was about her, and all of the other characters' arcs were just pushed to the side. from what i've seen, people are calling jax a "complex character," but i don't really feel that's true. if anything, caine was the complex character in the whole thing. jax was just a bully the whole time, and her character never changed. why tf they had gangle crying over him will forever baffle me, especially since she received the brunt of jax's abuse. tbh, you know you really fucked up when the sort-of main villain in the whole series is more likeable than one of your "protagonists" (not to mention she's supposed to be a self-insert, like tf??). lastly, the finale was kinda terrible lmao. jax abstracted so fast, and that really lowered any kind of stakes imo. i've seen someone say that the rest of it just feels like one long epilogue, and i have to agree. i didn't feel like it really amounted to anything in the end. idk, maybe if the finale was shorter, or the series had more episodes that centered around other characters instead of three of them just becoming plot devices for jax's story, it might've been more interesting. i think the best way that i can describe it is a series with a lot of potential that fell down the same hole that makes other series' like hazbin hotel pretty much unwatchable and kind of unenjoyable when all is said and done. if you enjoyed, that's totally fine, and i can see elements in it that would make people enjoy, but i just don't think it was my kind of show lol.

marble hornets being 17 years old is crazyyyy

if i don't get into my college's nursing program, i fear i may be slightly fucked

din djarin’s cool as fuck, and he knows it, and the whole movie is just him serving