Thinner than Yesterday

A note on thigh gaps:

My legs naturally turn inwards, thats on weak and injured joints and poor conformation. Because of that, when I stand wothout posing or flexing, I don’t have any kind of thigh gap. Like, nothing, no light shining through, full contact all the way down. This used to, and still does if I’m being honest, bother me SO much because it made me feel so horrible and fat.

BUT when I force my ankles to actually work and stand straight, make my knees rotate out to be in line with the ankles, and open my hips (aka pose) the entire profile of my legs changes. No, its not a massive thigh gap and I still hate my legs but the difference is clear. I can’t hold the pose for very long because my muscles are weak and tge tendons and ligaments hurt but for a photo its something :)

Tl;dr for all my knock kneed guys, gals, and others out there, how you legs align and the way you stand can be the difference between a thigh gap or not, don’t beat yourself up about it too much <3

Day 3: my thinspo

Elsa Hosk all the way, just everything about het but especially those legs. The things I’d do to look like that

Day4: greatest fear of weight loss

Day 2: do yoh like your height?

Honetly no. I am 185cm (6ft) tall and as a girl, all I have ever hear has either been borderline creepy sexualising comments or negative/mocking opinions. Anytime I wear a pair of cute heels most people just ask me if I wasnt tall enough without them.

Tl:dr no, ppls comments make me really insecure about it, I wish I was an average height.

In the name of being honest with myself and sharing this stuff somewhere (bc lord knows I need to get it out of my brain) here goes

Day 1: my stats

The scale at home says 69 kg, but the one in my room at uni says 65,5 amd both are really old so idek

Bmi is either 20 or 19.1 based off that

Ugw is 45kg, but goals inbetween are 65, 60, 55, 50, and 40