keep breathing

It’s kind of insane how much I love you. I admit that I have always been a hopeless romantic and that whenever I have loved someone, I loved them hard. But with you this love feels different. It feels like “the one” kind of love. Which is so insane to me because at 23, I’m feeling this way. When we first met I never thought we would be where we are today.

I can truly picture a future with you. It doesn’t feel like something that’s out of reach. It seems like something that can really happen and it’s something that I truly want to happen. You make me the happiest I’ve ever been. Yeah, we go through some shit, but what relationship doesn't? Even though I’ve always said that I want to get married and have kids, the thought of marriage has actually always scared me because I don't ever want to end up like my parents. But with you, I know that would never happen. The thought of marriage with you isn’t scary, it’s comforting.