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I dreamed of having a brother. But God took him away for some reason. I knew someone and treated as my brother but walked away because of my attitude. I am destined not to have a brother. I guess, i'll look forward to the time to have my own son. 👶😊😍👶

I was walking on the street together with my workmates when suddenly... EXCLUSIVE PARKING.. Uh, no. ESCLOSEVE PARKING ON UNLOADING LOADING PLS 😂😂

The only friend I have at this moment. #SadLife

This post just made me feel totally sad. This makes me realize how lonely I am. Yes, not everyone is excited for Christmas. First, I am not surrounded with the important people in my life. I am lonely in every aspect of me. I am envious. Because I don't have the kind of happiness pthers have. I even planned to celebrate christmas on darkness with God alone. Because I know he always listens. He is always on my side. I have been into a situation of ending my life, but I realized i am not supposed to do so. Life is wonderful. Life is perfect. I know everything happens for a reason. God has a reason. This feeling of anxiety, sadness and loneliness has been with me lately. Been trying to tay away from it but it keeps on chasing me. It's really hard to find happiness. It certainly is. Anyway, Merry Christmas to everyone. May you all have the all-out happiness I have always dreamed for myself. 😭 you guys is what matters most. I don't care about myself anymore. I am immuned with everything i have now. Anxiety. Sadness. Loneliness. Everything. I'm immuned to this. I really am.