hey guys...
so as you can probably tell I haven’t posted since the beginning of February. this is because i have simply just lost my motivation to check Tumblr, Instagram, and to just post. it became a chore, which it shouldn’t seem like one. it should be something I should look forward to, something that should connect me with you guys. i love all of you more than you’ll ever know. some of you have been with me from the beginning. while there are a slim few of you, that’s doesn’t matter. i used to love to post and see everyone’s thoughts and theories and creativity. but that motivation has just faded. no matter how hard i try I can’t bring myself to check or post on anything. i havent checked Instagram nor tumblr in weeks. school is also a major factor of this. i am coming to the close of my 8th grade year, and the last half of the year is and will be crazy. lots of fun and sadness as well as stress. stress is the main thing that is preventing me from checking social media. at the end of the day this is sad to say, but it’s the last thing i want to do.
PLEASE NOTE:
i love Taylor more that you’ll ever know. i have mini concert “sessions” in my room at least twice a week. i literally pretend I’m taylor and i scream to 1989 world tour and reputation stadium tour as well as lover, and that is how i see myself as a swiftie. a day in my life is also not complete without listening to her songs. so don’t get me wrong, i would DIE if i met Taylor, that is my dream, but right now, i don’t have that motivation.
with that being said, i will be taking a large break. by large break I mean like i might not come back till summer. this is NOT goodbye, i never would intend this to be a goodbye, just an update on what’s happening. i will pop in here and there, but i won’t be posting about awards ceremonies, things like that. OF COURSE i will be back before lover fest, how could i not? anyways, when i do come back, i will be keeping this account but i will be making a new Instagram account. i feel that my account is suffering and I only got 160 followers in a year, and that number just keeps decreasing. i just need time to rejuvenate.
SUMMARY
-I am not leaving forever, i am taking a large break till probably June.
-when I come back, i will keep this account but make a new Instagram account to start fresh.
-I love Taylor dearly, I just need a break (NOT FROM HER!)
if you made it this far, congratulations!
I will see you all in the summer!
Love(r),
Lauren (wefoundswiftedland)
💗💗
