Uh Oh

So many things have happened in such an short time it’s so scary I hate it

Gotcha! MUAHAHAHHA

No more please I can’t take it please I trusted you I trusted you you’re my person I told you everything I told you everything I trusted you I trusted you

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I can’t take this it hurts too much it always hurts and he never cares and it makes it hurt more he never cares is always about how he’s not at fault how he wasn’t mean and I’m just delusional it’s always my fault I’m hurt and I can’t take I can’t take my childhood again I can’t do it I trusted him I felt safe with him and it’s just my childhood all over again he hurts me and he doesn’t care all he cares about is that he’s not at fault that’s it he just wants to no be at fault he doesn’t care that I’m hurting

This is just making me so mad like I do so much and I keep myself in check and what does he do he just fucking does whatever he wants and doesn’t even care how much it hurts me he doesn’t care how much he hurts me I don’t think he cares about me anymore he doesn’t give me reassurance because he doesn’t have any he just does whatever he wants and I cry and cry and ask he cares about is that he’s not at fault that he was just grumpy that he was just mad I DON’T CARE THAT YOU’RE MAD IT’S NOT AN EXCUSE TO NOT CARE ABOUT ME I’M HURTING I’M HURTING AND HE DOESN’T CARE IT HURTS AND HE USED TO CARE SO MUCH BUT NOT ANYMORE

He was everything he was perfect he was everything he was perfect and it’s over isn’t it is over because of me he was the only person that ever loved me more than I loved them and now I love him more than he loves me

I always do this dont I i always fucking push people away it’s my fault it’s my fault it’s my fault it’s my fault

Is this my fault

I trusted him with my heart I was vulnerable and he doesn’t care anymore

I hope I die today

I’m cringing so fucking hard I just contacted my bf cousin cause I thought my bf was going to kill himself and it turned out to be a false alarm and so I deleted the message BUT THEN HE STILL ANSWERED BACK AAGGGHHHHHGHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHGHHHH

I’m so fucking shitty I’m so fucking shitty

I make him unhappy and I make everyone unhappy

I’m just a nuisance

I’m just a nuisance

I’m a nuisance