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Im fascinated by the idea that other people can do things right or wrong socializing with you that affect your level of social interest in them. Obviously I get it to a point but , unjustly, I pretty much will tolerate absolutely anything from people i insane style love , a great deal from people i like a lot in a normal sane way, and virtually nothing from anyone else. I can objectively evaluate how much someones behavior aligns with my values and make myself behave as consistently as i can but in a very real way i pretty rarely actually care THAT much about anything objectionable people im crazy about do unless its to each other. i experience "liking people" as basically metaphysical and about 80% untethered in any straightforward way from any specific action or speech. It feels cosmically preordained

The utterly orgasmic sensation of topping off my wildlife pond with collected rainwater

If you ruminate correctly people will regularly just directly ask you the exact question you've prepared an entire speech about. If this doesn't happen to you then definitely just stop you're not good at it