Ok… logged back on after being gone for a while. I ended up needing to go back into the operating room. That finally happened last week. I’ve been really through it. I do finally have names for the bigger illnesses I have. I had to get an implant device in May during my first major surgery. My body rejected it pretty much. I lost the ability to walk much at all & I was dealing with the worst pains I ever had, not even a painkiller could stop it. Worse than my usual. It was a nightmare.
I haven’t been hiking in 8 months. Life has been stressful. But I finally got to go to a small forest here yesterday. I did have to hold people’s hands for parts of the hike lol. Feel like I sort of need to relearn how to walk well but yeah.
What to do with this blog though…
I sorta lost some of my interest in tumblr a while back tbh. I found a photography app that I enjoy much more. It is just for photographers. That app is called Foto. It’s instagram without all the noise basically. It’s peaceful.
But I’m also active on instagram since it does pretty well for me.
I’ve debated whether to just delete this blog… I have the queues going so that it wouldn’t be inactive even if I’m not here. But might stop that now? Or just abandon the blog. Leave it as an archive lol. For those who stayed supporting it, thank you so much. Nature is all that really makes me happy in life atm.
But yeah, Idk. Also thought of starting completely over with a new blog. I’ve been using other accounts for photography, under a new name (for a while) that suits it much better. Been enjoying a rebrand in other places tbh.
If I do decide to get a new blog & restart… if some of my mutuals are curious, can always message me. I’ve met a small few kind souls here.