lots of love

we’re supposed to be going camping tomorrow for the easter long weekend, but i’m honestly just so fkn tired that i really wanna bail. gimme 4 days of playing xbox and eating kfc, it’s all i need right now.

all i’ve ever wanted is a green eyed man to spend the rest of my life with and make sweet little babes with, and now it’s nearly my reality. lucky lucky lucky.

please please please let this be the cycle where it all works out 🙏🏻

why is my entire feed full of posts about god

i guess i just have to accept that I will miss you forever. five years of knowing you; seeing you grow and thrive. and now, nothing. I know that you will be back, you always are. and i’m never mad about it. but each time it gets shorter. i know I shouldn’t care, and my god have i tried not to miss you and love you, but at this point it’s impossible. i have spent thousands of dollars on therapy, and sometimes it seems like it may have been worth it, but at times like this i just think what was the point. he was right, you’re a drug to me. and i need another hit. i need a life time of hits.