Stuck in this hell

// like ive said with my previous post, i just havent been on tumblr often enough + im not too interested in outlast right now not to mention im really busy with school and life in general but i promise soon ill try to answer some of the asks that havent been repeated about a dozen times :D

( @cowboysmilk but i dont really post outlast stuff on there! i do post art from time to time but it is considerably more active than this old account )

[won't be responding in character since I really don't have the energy atm but!! I think Outlast Trials is very fun imo! my favourite character has to be Coyle in terms of design. might have to draw him at some point but I don't think I'll post it to this blog since it's currently inactive from me hopping in-between games rn]

// hello !! mod here :) i have not been too interested in doing stuff for this blog as of recently but i might come back to it soon :) then again im not exactly active on tumblr either. i use my twitter more

// hihi !!! sorry ive been really busy recently but as soon as I can Ill answer some asks . no guarantee though since i am rarely on tumblr nowadays

// if you're asking the mod then I would really love to play trials whenever it comes out :) ive been keeping a close eye on it since its trailers been released so I'm really excited for it ! whether it turns out good or bad I know I'll play it anyways

"Well... while I was trying to find some way to contact someone I ran into him multiple times... one time he caught me but some random variant just... came up and started beating the shit out of him for no reason and I managed to slip away."

"There weren't really any I had to hurt before everything went to shit with that... Walrider thing. There was a security guard at every fucking corner it seemed like so even if any of the patients tried to hurt just about anybody they'd end up getting in trouble with the guards."

"What the fuck?! Blaire? I thought you were fucking dead!"

"Initially I just figured I was working for a big company as a regular programmer but then Murkoff began making me fuck with those machines and to be honest I... I felt bad for those people." "To be completely honest with you, I originally felt bad for Eddie. He looked like any normal guy you'd see on the street before he got put into that... that fucking machine. I could literally see the scabs forming on his face and the blood vessels in his eyes bursting-- it was terrible."

"Trager..? I've never personally had a run-in with him after everything went to shit but I think I saw him dead at the elevator. Nobody else was there though so I had no idea if it was an accident or not."

"It'd take a while to tell you all the things Eddie has done to hurt me so using Eddie to help me escape is a last resort type thing." "Besides if I did use him to escape, he'd probably end up killing me in the end when he learned I was just using him... and who knows what he'd do to any poor woman he'd come across..."

"You all say these things as if I haven't actively been looking for an exit. Do you all really think I'd like to stay in this... hellhole?" "I'd rather not be constantly risking my life by staying here but every single time I find an exit, that fucking... Walrider thing stops me. I will not be answering anymore questions asking why I'm still here."