ava🥀

okay i think im actually getting over it now

i do not need a dating app

i looooove it when my coworker gives me music recs

i only want to text him because i'm bored want attention and want validation. i don't need him for that i've got like 3 men who are basically in love with me. i don't like them back but they'll validate me any day 😭

trying to remember it's okay to be sad and not want him back. my sadness is due to the feeling of rejection. my own insecurities. it is not because i need him. it's not even bc i want him. it is because i do not feel validated or valued. i will not find that in him.

my feelings are genuinely so hurt that he hasn't texted me once. not one message. nothing. was i nothing? i got played so bad. at least i only wasted a month this time

glad he is gone but my heart still feels disappointed

coworker told me i treat my emotions like a dataset and honestly kinda

the skate sesh i wanted to go to starts in 15 min and im sooooo sleepy

i hate that i let him make me feel this way