lonelybitch

I was deeply inspired by tingin habang nagiging delulu about ni crushie akkskxkxk

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'Mga saglit na inilikha, Kakaiba ang tama'

Passing by the school hallway with my friends as we go back to the classroom as our next class is about to start soon.

Sharing stories and laughing as we walk along the halls, passing by students and seniors not paying attention as we passed by and continued chatting....yet one caught my attention resulting to me looking back.

'Ng sinag sa 'yong kutis na kayumanggi, Oh s'an ba 'ko dinadala'

He caught my attention, although he wasn't tan he definitely had a pale complexion, you had glasses too, for some reason I couldn't keep my eyes off him but decided to just brush it off, not thinking much of it.

'Bawat ngiting biglaang nabura, Iyong napinta'

Sitting with my friends during break time as we shared more stories, we never seem to run out of stories to share and that made break time fun.

I see you walk in with your classmates talking.

I see you smile and didn't notice I started smiling too....until my friend pointed it out

"Beh bat nakangiti ka?"

I suddenly stopped smiling, they all stopped their chit-chatting and followed where my eyes lingered and they saw you, they looked back at me and started making teasing sounds, and I knew where this was heading

'Hiwaga ng 'yong tingin, nang-aalipin, Kahit sa'n man madala'

I started looking for you, I didn't even notice that I was until my neck was in pain as it was being too far streched looking for that familiar figure of yours.

I never paid mind to it as I thought of it nothing much.

"Beh baka mahati yang leeg mo kakahanap kay mr. Salamin"

They gave you a nickname, they started teasing me too.

'Di pinapansin ingay sa tabi, magulong kapaligiran sayo lang ang tingin'

I didn't mind or care anymore, I knew within me and my friends knew that I would always look for you and without fail you were always there.

Everytime I would spot you, there would be a smile that would land on my face. Like I just had acquired a big accomplishment.

My friends would even call me when they saw you, telling me that you were right behind me.

"BEH AYAN NA SIYA SA LIKOD MO"

'Di pinapansin, ika'y paiikutin nang dahan-dahan lang, sa gitna na ng daan'

It came to a point where in looking for you after my classes became a habit, even if we had different schedules I knew we had the same breaks, because for some odd reason you were always there when I would look for you.

'Sa bawat sandali na ikaw ay pinagmamasdan'

I felt a pair of eyes on me but when I looked back I only saw a group of girls talking and laughing as if they owned the hallway.

'May dumadapong kiliti na 'di maunawaan'

One stood out with glasses and her hair in a bun, her smile gave off sunshine, it radiated peace and calm yet so much joy

I didn't even notice that I was staring until my classmate called me

"Pre okay ka lang?"

'Walang imik, di mabanggit na sa aking isip, Ikaw lang ang nagmamarka"

I noticed you staring at me through my pereferal vision, but I didn't mind because although my sight was limited I noticed how you would smile and I found that so wonderful.

Wishing I could look into your eyes without you looking away because I can stare at them all day.

"Bro nakatingin na naman siya sayo"

'Kahit mabitin aking salita, mata'y ibinubuyag na'

There you are again I see you along the hallway but I don't mind because seeing you oddly calms me down, you calm me down.

Especially with your smile.

'Sayo lang magpapaangkin, di palalampasin 'wag ka sanang kumawala.... 'Di mawawala'

There you are. Found you

'Di pinapansin, ingay sa tabi. Magulong kapaligiran, sa'yo lang ang tingin'

I would look for you and then once I find you I would purposely walk infront of you to see you smile, you wouldn't but I was aware that you are looking for me too.

I would walk pass by you just so I could see your smile and how your eyes would sparkle.

Because those are what keeps me going.

'Di pinapansin, ika'y paiikutin nang dahan-dahan lang, sa gitna na ng daan'

"Si bro ay parang tanga hinahanap tapos kapag andiyan biglang naging nonchalant"

"Pabayaan niyo na ngumingiti naman si girl kapag dumadaan siya"

Oo nga, pero hindi nila alam na napapngiti mo din ako habang nakita kita. Did I just think in straight tagalog?

'Oh~'

Oh I didn't see you today.

'Oh~'

Still didn't see you today.

'Oh~'

Where are you?

'Oh~'

Nag-aalala na ako, asan ka ba?

'Di man alam and darating, sa dulo at sa gitna ng dilim'

It's finals week and I am drowned with all of the studying, trying to catch up for my grades to be saved. Why did I even enter this course.

I have been studying that I wouldn't even go out for breaks and go home as soon as classes would end.

I haven't seen you in awhile as I am so occupied with studying for finals.

"Beh parang mababaliw ka na kakaaral diyan"

'Sa liwanag mo nakatingin, Sa'yo nakatingin, sayo lang ang tingin'

"Bro parang nababaliw ka na kakaisip kung saan si ate girl"

They're right it's finals week and I haven't seen you in a week.

I can't even study properly because I can't stop thinking about you and the nagging of my friends.

Where are you?

'Di man alam and darating, sa dulo at sa gitna ng dilim'

Another study day. I feel like dying.

The only thing I have been looking at this week were my notes.

I stopped studying for a moment to stretch my neck and back as I have been slouching for hours now.

I took off my earphones as I streched and opened my eyes again and saw....

'Sa liwanag mo nakatingin, Sa'yo nakatingin, sayo lang ang tingin'

I decided to have a change of scenery and decided to study in a cafe, away from my nagging friends. So I could have some alone time with my thoughts as well.

When I was nearing the cafe I looked at my phone check the time and when I entered the cafe I saw....

'Di pinapansin, ingay sa tabi. Magulong kapaligiran, sa'yo lang ang tingin'

You.

I saw You

'Di pinapansin, ika'y paiikutin nang dahan-dahan lang, sa gitna na ng daan'

I shocked when I saw you and even more shocked when you came near the table.

There you are, I didn't expect you to be here yet here you are. It was a good idea that i came here

"The other tables seems to be filled, can I sit with you?"

I nodded in shock, no words could come out of my mouth.

He is literally right infront of me talking to me smiling at me.

'Di pinapansin, ingay sa tabi. Magulong kapaligiran, sa'yo lang ang tingin'

He sat down right infront of me setting his things on the chair beside him as he set his study guides on the table.

I still couldn't process things.

I could sense that she was in a state of shock, I decided to converse with here to ease the vibe.

'Di pinapansin, ika'y paiikutin nang dahan-dahan lang, sa gitna na ng daan'

They both talked and talked

Minimal studying happened, atleast two hearts at a certain table in that cafe are happy.