──★ ˙⚔️ ̟      I'M    DOOMED   TO   ALWAYS   END   UP    ALONE      ...     you always come to my RESCUE.  that much i know.

    # 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐕𝐒𝐋  ,     independent roleplay blog for the war vessel    ———     ASA MITAKA,   a normal high school girl.          ;      cared for by:    BOSS.     they/them.     pht timezone.

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a study in  :     loss of autonomy  ,   body horror  ,    defying     DESTINY  ,     choosing to live selfishly  ,    gore  ,   losing oneself  ,  fighting helplessly     &     girlhood.     /     additionally :     portrayal of asa mitaka is canon-divergent   &   headcanon-centric.    yoru is a present entity within the blog, though not as the main focus. content in this blog may be uncomfortable in nature due to the elements present in chainsaw man. please be warned.

" are you trying to be irritating on purpose ? what the hell does that even mean. "

     IS   THAT    A    GOOD    THING    OR   A   BAD   THING   ?     is that a good thing or a bad thing is that a good thing or a bad thing is th-    "  y  -   you  smell like. . .    a fart.  "

you know i actually thought i'd be angrier but honestly i'm kind of in a state of—okay, thank god it didn't get worse from there. i'll be completely frank that this ending could have been better, there could have been more chapters to make this all a bit more fulfilling, there is a rushed feeling to it that makes it seem like fujimoto just wanted it to be wrapped up and dealt with but tbh im just wholly glad that denji didn't fucking kill himself and leave us off with a "life without pochita means nothing to denji" and left him with something a bit more hopeful EVEN IF he doesn't meet the best thing that's ever happened to him (pochita).

did they butcher the fuck out of asa's characterization which left a LOT of us at our highs while being given a slap to the face shoujo ending? yeah. am i mad? disappointed, but not mad—because there's SOME form of resolution in this life that the boy that she was relentlessly trying to save in her older life placed DOWN the chainsaw to save her. which meant she was never hated by the entire class, had the chance to join them, and never met yoru. is that a fairy tale ending? yeah, i'll be completely transparent that i WANTED a fairy tale ending for everyone but i can also be a little peeved that this came at the expense of asa's character arc. i love her though and i adore her, i will keep writing her and want to keep writing her.

also we got these cute panels + POWY BACK so like ?

     THE   DEVIL   NEVER   CARED   ABOUT   PROPER   MIMICRY.     the vessel is almost insignificant,  although entertaining,  none of her actions truly mean much in the greater scape of the world.     so,  the body's relationship with the hybrid before her hardly amounts to much.    it's easy to understand why this     BOND    exists when the host is lonely.    

inspecting the other's face,  she reaches out.     her hands,  usually warm   &    careful,  barely reaching out,  begin to feel    CHILLY    when it takes hold of reze's chin.    her head is tilted up,  then from side to side.    she can hear the nagging inside her head,  insisting that she stop before she is    SUSPECTED    for being strange.    

a soft laugh.    it comes easily,  almost melodic——————her voice to thank.    "  no,  "     sitting back,  there is a growing    FEELING    that builds in her chest.    but,  one thing becomes more certain.   it is clearer by day.     "  i just thought you had something in your face.  "

the girl before her isn't as   INNOCENT    as she deems to be.    

"  but i think i was mistaken.  "