nc 🎀

i would give anything for a medication regimen that works

90% of my life is damage control after i act crazy

drinking the coffee of instant bpd and anxiety

tell me im yours and tell me to be good and tell me you’ll always take me home.

i yelled at my dad earlier and he’s being so kind now. he keeps kissing me on the head and the hand and told me im a beautiful person and can do whatever i want to in life and i feel as if i don’t deserve it. my dad has always felt like a mom.

i love orange juice

prayer, again

time to Lock in and stop being Embarrassing

i need someone to drag my around my room by my hair and tell me to look at my disgusting life and ask me if i really think i deserve more than all the things that i resent

need my feet in mouth

im so depressed and angry over unsubstantiated betrayal

god forbid