NSFW: Desperate for Denial

Been laying here idly edging myself for about 20 minutes. I'm gagging for it. Desperate to cum. Yet the sub in me simply can't do it without permission. So annoying!!! Anyone wanna help me out here???! #sub #male #UK #t&d #edging #permissiontocum

...had been ordered. Eeeeeek! Quite scared of both the task and the follow up! *bows*

How is everyone? I miss my connections here, life took a word turn there for a time but I'm still here, still a closet submissive! Would love to hear from you all. Hit me!

...so today I had my first proper 'experience'. My mind is utterly blown. I'm in subspace! Little details keep coming back as I recall it all. It may have been discussed at high level before hand, but bugger me was it executed so well! Just a brilliant experience with an amazing woman. As much as I'm currently basking in the glow of the event, I'm already wondering where it could lead. Clearly in the hands of an experienced and intuitive Lady. :-)

...who thinks I should try the Aneros whilst out shopping then?!

...and I wish I was locked, plugged or wearing panties. Or something. Anything to humiliate and demonstrate control over me. That'd be fab.

So I bought a strap on to wear whilst in chastity to enable me to pleasure my W/M in ways other than my tongue. She's still on the fence on whether we should use it sadly. However I tried it on at home last week and just the pictures had me straining at the cage. Wanna see?

If you're the D in a D/s scenario I'd love your opinion on wet dreams for chaste subs and similar please?

Purchased! It's nighttime here and lighting awful so won't post a wearing pic tonight as ordered. I was going to promise tomorrow but I'm working from my head office so that won't work either. I'll figure something out...