To all of my lovely followers… I want to thank you all for everything. For following me to begin with, for reblogging my posts and commenting on them. For messaging me and always being so kind. I’ve met a lot of amazing people here and what I’m about to say weighs heavy on my heart. This is my final post on this site. I’ve posted a few personal things about myself here but I’ve always been very careful never to be too personal. Only a few of you know my story and even to them this will probably come as a shock because I’ve always come off as being happy and stable. But the truth is, you never really know what’s going on in someone’s head or how they’re really feeling behind their computer screens. I’ve been suicidal for years now and tonight I’m finally going through with it. I just can’t take it anymore. I’m exhausted, both physically and emotionally. I’m broken and I just want to close my eyes and sleep forever.
I love each and every single one of you. Thank you for always being so nice to me and making me feel loved. And to my followers who are currently also suffering. I genuinely wish you all the best and hope you find it in yourselves to be stronger than me. Goodbye, darlings. Love, Gwen <3
