and GO -> sitting in my addiction counseling class and can't hear shit because my kid is trying to escape her stroller while she's screaming at me. when she screams her little friend tells me off in the backround and end result i can't hear my lecture and i'm partially deaf. i'm being ganged up on by 2 year olds with no fear alone and war together. only option i have is to lock myself in a bathroom where i can't be found and let the kids live their best life. problem is that whenever i find a quiet spot to sit down a crowd follows. you know when you're doing something really important and have excused yourself from all the noise happening everywhere else and it follows ... not a single person notices you or what you're trying to do. one comes in blasting spanish music, another brings in her screaming child, someone else starts tap dancing and shit. now if i ask anyone to stop i'm the "fun police" and should remove myself because it's not my room it's the communities.. right, well the community can go fuck itself and hold the attitude because now my class is over and i have no idea what i'm supposed to do for homework. at this point it doesn't matter because the struggle is real and the only option i have left is to buy a snowsuit and take my kid's rain cover for her stroller and sit in the yard if i need a quiet, private space. it's 8:50 PM, i'm tired and going to bed because .. i'm old and boring and have to adult in the morning.
