être dans la lune

I made a fool of myself today and I will make a fool of myself tomorrow. Good night

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being in your youth can be so agonizing like the world is burning and the US is doing god knows what and one million other terrible things are happening and you’re so overworked and exhausted that all you can do is buy your groceries with reusable bags and skim headlines knowing vaguely that they’re prophecies of terror and feel ashamed you don’t know more than you do but your mental health is already so bad you just have to take your 10 minutes off to try to scrape together some meaning and peace as it all starts to crumble around you and yet here in your home on your laptop you still have deadlines and the streets outside are quiet and you can’t breathe

is there anything on earth more anxiety inducing than being given unclear instructions and then put under time pressure

adult life is truly just thinking “I NEED TO CLEAN” while dealing with the 17 other things that have a hard deadline