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Rayâs not that popular but maybe Will Wood will bring in more people lmao.
I finished this in liiiikee.. a day⌠and then forgot to post it⌠> 3 â˘
I think Jack gives Will Wood core but this song kinda gave Ray, and Mellon_Soup is just so inspiring with their pose references, so here we are. Maybe Jack will get some content too :3c
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Credits to the original works for the voice clips! Additionally, Hudson is @unnoticedunawarestillhereâs character, so the art + voice claim isnât mine, I just put it together!
Depiction of choking/suffocating + blood! It isnât very graphic, but the themes are still dark!!
I canât breathe.
I try to take a breath, but Iâm just gasping for air, my lungs never satisfied.
They ache and burn.
I canât scream either. My voice is muted and dull, like it was just taken away from me.
Maybe itâs because I canât. BREATHE.
Itâs his fault. Whoâs fault? I look around, but I canât see anything. Why canât I see anything?
Smoke. Thereâs too much smoke. It clouds my vision; fills my lungs. It stings my eyes, making them water, and now I canât tell if Iâm crying because it hurts or because Iâm terrified.
My hand grasps at my chest, pulling at the fabric of my shirt. It feels wet. Warm. I glance down.
My hand is stained red, so is my shirt. Red blossoms from my chest, reaching across the white fabric.
I liked this shirt, I think past the buzzing of other noises echoing in my head. But itâs ruined now. It was white and I donât want a red shirt.
By now my lungs have found enough air to send me spiraling into a coughing fit, and suddenly Iâm doubled over, my chest and stomach heaving uncontrollably. I feel nauseous. The coughing is making me gag, so is the smell of all this smoke.
Everything is so overwhelming. My body is failing me. Tears are spilling out of my eyes and down my cheeks as I helplessly gasp for air past the ragged wheezing. Iâm dying.
Iâm dying.
I feel soft cloth pressing against my skin as I sit up so quickly itâs dizzying.
Iâm still gasping for air, but now itâs not because the roomâs full of smoke, my heart is just beating out of my chest. Iâm in a cold sweat and Iâm shaking like crazy.
Through all of the panting and buzzing in my ears, I hear my name. Soft and confused, a voice I would recognize anywhere.
He asks if Iâm okay, and I can tell any response I give will convey a ânoâ even if I say I am.
I nod and close my eyes for a moment, trying to steady my breathing. I let him pull me in; nod once more when he asks me if it was another nightmare.
Weâll talk about it later, but for now I just assure him that Iâm okay, he should go back to sleep. He holds me in his arms, which feels weird considering Iâm usually the one doing that. Itâs nice though.
Heâs still concerned, but heâs also half-asleep, so he goes along with it as I settle back down. He wraps an arm around me and I rest my head on his chest, staring into the room as I think about other things to distract myself.
Chores. Comic ideas. I repeat the steps to make a paper chrysanthemum in my head and Iâm already drifting off by the third flower.
I feel bad for waking him. Even worse that itâs become so normal he doesnât even look surprised anymore. But he cares.
Finally got this out here! Still playing around with Rayâs design but I know that he was a lot one in the cycle and has some scarring/injury on his chest and back (though I didnât show the latter here) from his death. Cause of that, I think when he was ârebornâ the ink patched up his chest, and heâs got some side effects from that. Didnât go crazy with all the ink stuff, but I wanted to put out a general concept for his post-cycle character.
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Catherine watched her boy go bound off towards the forest, already passing a gathering of boys, the group exchanging excited words about the upcoming hike.
She greeted a fellow Mother, her smile just twitching when the madame pronounced her name wrong.
She had given up on correcting people long ago, already feeling fatigue from having to watch all those people tumble and slip up with it.
She then noticed a burly man dragging a little boy down to the camp grounds. She didn't recall meeting the man before nor the little boy before, so she was already brushing off her dress and walking towards them with a smile.
"Bonjour monsieur! It's quite lovely to see new faces around here. Is your boy joining this group as well? It's such a wonderful thing to see kids interested in participating in this!"
The man looked up as he was approached, offering a small smile as he crossed his arms over his chest.
âWell hello there, maâam. Yeah, my sonâs gonna give it a go. Iâm on a little, uh, work trip, so I figured I wouldnât bore him with my business.â He ruffled his sonâs hair as he said that last bit. His accent sharply contrasted hers, one that could be identified as Southern from the U.S.
He turned to his son and moved his hand to his shoulder as he added, âRay, why donât you go on and run ahead. Make sure you talk to the other boys, yâhear? No point avoidinâ it if you wanna have fun.â
The kidâRayânodded and gave him a hug before walking off to join the other boys. His father watched him go for a moment before turning back to Catherine.
âAh, sorry âbout that, maâam. âGot all wrapped up⌠ânameâs Daniel,â he said, offering her a hand. âMy sonâs name is Raymond. Weâre from Virginia, just stayinâ for the summer.â
"Oh that is just swell! I do hope your stay here is mighty fine. You'll love it here. The thick forests, the homey small smalls on the way and you can't forget about the maple candies here."
"Well, Daniel, you may call me Cathy. If you would like, I could show your little Raymond around the camp grounds. My son goes here as well so perhaps I'll introduce him."
She tilted her head, still smiling as she always seemed to be in such a chipper mood. "I understand about the work thing. My husband, David, is such a busy man. He works in the military, proud and loud."
âCathy⌠Nice tâmeet you, Ms. Cathy,â Daniel replied with a smile. âIâm sure Ray would appreciate that very much. Heâs real quiet, âdonât talk to strangers much, so it would be nice for him to make some friends.â
He raised an eyebrow in response to the information on Catherineâs husband.
âMilitary, eh? I bet he is proud. Maybe Iâll give it a few years before I join again. I used to be in it and all. Gotta give Ray a couple years to grow up though, yâknow? HeâsâŚâ he shrugged and trailed off, glancing back at Ray. The kid was sort of hanging off to the side of the group of boys.
With a polite and warm dip of her head, Cathy waved and walked over to Ray.
She caught the kid awkwardly shuffling around a grand oak, its branches outstretched to the sky as sunlight seeped through its leaves and branches.
She smiled, chuckling when she knelt down, her dress sweeping over dirt and grass. Her warm benevolent brown eyes melted in Ray's as she tilted her head. "Well hello, miel. How are you over here? Is the oak giving you company?"
Her teasing was light and sympathetic, before her hands reached out to adjust Ray's collar and sash and patches.
"There. What a pretty little boy you are," she praised, her tone sweet like honey.
âThank you,â Ray replied softly, straightening his posture a bit with the womanâs new presence. A smile pulled at his lips at the compliment.
âIâm uh⌠Iâm fine.â He looked up at the towering oak tree, then back at the woman. âI suppose it is. They tend to be good company. Nature and all.â
His accent was a little softer than his fatherâs, his words flowing together a bit neater. He was quieter though, as his father had said.
He liked the way the branches stretched up and outward, like they were trying to soak up every bit of sun possible. He wondered if he could climb itâŚ
Ray wrapped a strand of hair around his finger as he spoke, twisting it around tight almost to the point of knotting it. He didnât seem too consciously aware of it, like it was a fidget of sorts.
ââŚWhose mom are you, if you donât mind me askinâ?â he asked, glancing between Catherine and the group of children.
Catherine giggled, tips of her fingers touching her lips as they crinkled upwards. She tilted her head once more, her black loose bun loose as strands of dark string blew in the gale.
"I'm the bossy one's mother. Don't let his fierceness drive you away, darling. He's my sweet sparrow, after all. And I know that he'll probably take you under his wing."
She glanced at the chattering group of kids behind them, the young boys rough housing and never being mindful of their volume, butchering each other's conversations.
"Seems that he isn't sulking around, oh my. Well, mon ami, would you like to help poor me hunt for him?"
"You are a scout. And I am the clueless damsel here. Perhaps I shall put your leadership skills to the test," she said, her eyes encouraging as her presence seemed to be full of serenity.
Ray wasnât entirely on board, especially at the mention of his âleadership skillsâ which were definitely nonexistent. He hated leading. It was so much easier to just let someone else who wanted to; just follow along with what they tell you.
âUhm⌠Iâm not real sure how much more clueless you are than me, maâam,â Ray said anxiously, âIâm awfully lost myselfâŚâ
Heâd successfully tied a small knot into his hair by now, and he just fidgeted with that instead. His gaze had traveled to the rest of the Scouts as he watched a few of them, whoâd become fascinated with killing a bug on the ground.
âI donât know any of the other guysâŚâ
The concept of joining a new group where everyone knew each other sounded like hell, not that he wanted to tell his dad that because this was the only option, and his parents had always encouraged him to socialize.
âŚHe didnât know why he needed supervision anyways. What would he do? Not like he could hardly cook, and it wasnât like he would leave the house either.
Catherine let out another giggle, straightening herself and standing up slowly, her dress sweeping the floor once more before hovering over the ground. Her gaze inspected the little boy's eyes, sensing how troubled the young boy did.
"Ah, quiet and bashful, aren't you? How endearing," she said with a sweet lilt in her voice. Her voice was accented and light, her voice seemed warm and feather light forever and always.
Her hand gently reached the boy's and put a pause on the twirling finger. She calmly made him unravel the strand of hair, freeing his finger and instead gave him a small piece of paper.
"Sometimes I like to fold this into little shapes or animals, or just play with it. Better than putting strain in that pretty hair of yours."
She straightened herself once more and motioned for the boy to follow him, her eyes slightly brighter in the sunlight, but still warm.
"Now, now, you will in time. How about we get away from these noisy bunches and take a nice quiet stroll? I'm sure we'll bump into my sparrow on the way."
âOkayâŚâ Ray murmured. He couldnât really deny, after all, and if needed, he supposed he could probably outrun her. If needed.
But she seemed nice enough⌠Mothers werenât usually a threat, right?
He followed the woman away from the big oak tree, holding the paper in his pale hands. Heâd started folding it into small triangles as they walked. It didnât have the same feel as playing with his hair, but it worked.
âAre the guys here nice?â He asked, looking up at the Catherine. âI donât want any trouble.â
He had some trouble with his other troop, and the last thing he wanted was to be picked on during some trip he didnât even want to go on.
Kids had a tendency to be insensitive, Ray had noted, at least adults directed their judgement to his parents instead of him.
Catherine gave him a hesitant look, biting her lip a little. She shook her head, as if dismissing what she was going to originally say.
"I haven't met them all, but I'm sure they'll see your values," she answered bluntly.
The thickets around them were lush with all sorts of blooming colours while sunlight happened to seep through the variety of pine trees. Catherine could be seen glancing around, surveying the trail in hopes of seeing even a glimpse of her son.
She glanced down at Ray, "I have hopes you'll fit in well enough. Besides, it's only for this summer."
"You may call me Cathy, by the way."
Catherine snapped her head up when she heard some sort of rattling noise. She exhaled sharply through her nose, a hand on her forehead.
"He better not be trying to climb that fence again..."
Cathyâs response didnât fill Ray with hope whatsoever.
In fact, he could feel a flicker of dread in his stomach. He found himself regretting asking the question in the first place.
âAh, Iâm⌠Iâm sure I will,â he mumbled, crumpling the paper slightly. He was quick to smooth it out again and keep folding it. No one ever saw his damn values, what was she talking about?
He looked up at the noise as well, folding the paper a few more times. A fence? Climbing a fence. Alright then. Now his hopes were really low.
âMaybe you should go check,â Ray offered blandly as he looked back up at Cathy. ââSpecially if this is a reoccurrence.â
He was losing the will to talk again and the paper was getting too small to fold. The woman seemed nice, but she was still some adult, and that seemed far off from an actual friend, especially if she was a parent.
Befriending parents of kids you donât know wasnât normal, was it? That was essentially rhetorical.
Cathy sighed, shaking her head in distaste. She gave Ray a mere glance, "Sorry. That would be my sparrow."
She marched over to the fence, a moving figure already coming into view as the trees were now having some distance between each other.
The figure happened to a young boy. His scout uniform was smooth, but dishevelled and dirty. One knee had a bandage while one knuckles had a bandage as well. The hat the boy was wearing was teetering at the edge of his scalp, threatening to fall off.
The boy gave his mother a quick glance, before scrambling to hop the fence, causing Cathy to already be on the move. She argued and scolded the boy in French, while the boy was already spitting back at her.
Cathy awkwardly glanced back at Ray, tugging her son off the fence and making him jump off. "Ray, this is Hudson."
"Hudson, this is Ray. You're going to take good care of this boy, okay? He's new to your unit," Cathy said in a soft tone, glancing back at Ray.
Face burning, Ray gave him an awkward wave. He wanted to exclaim, âyou absolutely do not have to take care of me,â but he felt that wouldnât go over well with Cathy.
âNice tâmeet you,â he said as he pocketed the folded paper. âIâll try not tâa bother you too much.â
He offered the boyâwho looked older than him, Ray thought, though he figured it wasnât by muchâa small smile that he hoped looked pleasant and not utterly awkward and miserable.
He didnât move as close to the fence as Cathy had done, standing a yard or two away from the two of them.
He really didnât want to be the kid that youâre forced to hang out with because your parents make youâŚughâŚ
Ray let Hudson fix his clothing, taking the time to properly study the boy up close. He noted the dirt on his face and his off-kilter hat.
âHow is my first impression?â Ray asked as his eyes drifted up to the boyâs skewed hat. He reached up and pushed it back into place, mouthing the word, âsorryâ.
He couldnât really tell if the Hudson was judging him (it sort of felt like he was) and despite the fact that Ray had just met him, he felt the need to not disappoint.
ââŚSorry your mom dumped me on you, by the way,â he added in a mumble as his dark eyes flickered up to meet Hudsonâs before looking away again.
With the paper all folded and his re-found social anxiety, he went back to twirling a thin strand of hair around his finger. It twisted and hooked around his finger before he pulled it out and started again.
Hudson glanced at Ray when he fixed his hat, raising a brow, but at least didn't swat Ray's hand away nor hiss. He watched Catherine walk away in a haste, yelling a quick goodbye in French. He would then snap his attention back on Ray.
"Your first impression is that you're asking to get bullied. Stand up straighter, goodness."
Hudson folded his arms, tilting his head as he watched Ray twirl his hair. "Whatever. You're not the first kid my Mere shoved towards me. And you probably won't be the last, knowing her."
He brushed the dirt off his knees and stood up, back tall and shoulders squared. "I wouldn't do that in front of the other guys. They'll probably call you a girl."
His hard glare slowly melted into something more...warmer. Still intense, but no longer icy. He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. "Ahem. Sorry. Sometimes I forget that no ones around and I don't need to act like this."
He stretched out hand, smiling sheepishly with that cute little gape in his teeth. "I'm Hudson. And I'm going to help you make it through this, alright?"
Ray stared at him for a moment, eyebrows furrowed and lips slightly parted. Okay⌠That wasnât really the response he wanted.
Eventually he pursed his lips and glanced down at Hudsonâs hand.
âDo you plan to do that through insults to my character to keep me in check?â he deadpanned as he looked between Hudsonâs face and his outstretched hand.
He was still rightly offended, but he felt bad just ignoring him (he supposed he implied it was an actâŚdid that help?) so he took his hand and shook it.
ââŚRay,â he grumbled. He wouldâve felt nicer about that cute look of his if the kidâs first words to him werenât, in summary, âshape up or youâre getting bulliedâ after just looking at him.
Hudson shrugged, "Pretty much, but I'll dial it down since you're new after all."
"Look, sugar coating is for babies, I'm just saying. So don't hate me just yet," he chuckled, rolling his shoulders, before waving Ray to follow him.
He fixed his hat, boots marching down the beaten trail full of gravel and tripping hazards such as loose roots. The sound of boys screaming and adults yelling could be heard up ahead, signalling that it might be time to group up with your units.
"Alright, Ray, try not to anger the scout master too much, he does hold grudges. The tallest kid in the group is named Nickson and all you need to know about him is that he's a jerk. As well as his two henchmen, Alex and Ricky. But, they're dumb, so I wouldn't worry too much."
Right off the bat, Hudson was giving Ray intel on the whole cast in the unit. Even telling him a few secrets that could be used to blackmail the fellow scouts. From the looks of it, Hudson seemed....intense.
Ray followed behind Hudson, just quietly listening to his advice as they walked down the path.
His gaze mostly stayed on the worn path as he stepped over roots and stones, taking in all of theâŚwarnings, mostly.
âYeah, I got it,â he hummed, glancing back up at Hudson. âYouâre not givinâ me much tâa look forward to, yâknow.â
âEveryone just seems, uhâŚâ he kicked a pebble, sending it flying in front of them as it skittered down the path, âout to get me?â
He snapped his fingers suddenly, vaguely pointing at Hudson. âAh, but wait, yer just gonna say somethinâ like âthatâs the real worldâ or âdonât expect to get coddled hereâ, right? âGuess that was a dumb observation.â
He kicked another pebble, sending this one flying into the bushes.
ââŚIâll keep quiet,â he added softly, shoving his hands his pockets.
Hudson glanced at him, adjusting the tie around his collar.
"Well, um, that's just my way of thinking. Doesn't mean it's true or anything."
"A-anyway, it's not you. I guess I'm just...paranoid..for you? I don't know, that's kind of always been my thing. I tend to overthink things and get all defensive," he muttered awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Observations aren't dumb. Even if they can be obvious sometimes, it's important to have the skill to take note of them."
He swallowed a little, fiddling with a patch on his uniform.
"You don't have to be quiet. In all honesty, I-I like your voice. It's...nice. A bit Innocent, but it's got a nice sound to it. L-like, if I were to write about it, I wouldn't but still, I'd probably use the word "dulcet" or something."
Ray fell silent for a moment, processing all of that.
ââŚhuh,â he said after a beat. âSo you arenât all tough as nails? Got some sweet parts after all, huh? Kinda like a geode.â
ââS not bad, yâknow, the whole worryinâ thing. Iâd rather someone care a whole lot than not at all.â He studied Hudson as he spoke, like this was the first time he was actually paying attention.
He perked up a bit at the comment on his voice.
ââŚReally? Iâve never heard anythinâ like that about my voice. I mean, I guess everyone around me usually sounds about the same, but Iâve never heard it described as⌠well, nice. I like yours too. I ainât got any fancy word for it, but Iâve never quite heard anythinâ like it. Guess itâs just cause youâre from âround here and Iâm not, but I still like it.â
His hands found the folded piece of paper in his pocket and took it out again, beginning to unfold it.
âI like to draw. My daddy say itâs kinda useless âcause I wonât get a job drawinâ, but itâs still fun. I think itâs nice to have somethinâ thatâs less, uhâŚâ he gestured around, âphysical?â
Hudson's cheeks flushed a light pink, "No way, never mistake me as sweet! A-and I'm tough, so don't forget it."
Hudson shoved his hands in his pockets, hunched forward as his eyes were dead set ahead. "Nah. My voice could be better. I got rid of the Quebec accent, but now it feels like my voice just got squeaky and uneven...."
"Are you serious? My Mere takes me to the local gallery once every other weekend. Those art pieces aren't cheap! Like uh.....Tom Thomson! He's a painter!....One of my favourites, actually."
Hudson gave him a surprised look, tilting his head. "I say you have a good shot at getting a job as an artist. People need people to draw or paint moments in history, like in the Great War. Or in the entertainment business."
He coughed, not liking how his voice cracked at the end. He picked up the pace, channelling all of his nervous energy into his legs. The leaves and gravel crunched as they fell prey in his path.
He still didn't like how he could easily lose the "tough guy" act.
âAh, but that all requires paint.â He kicked another stone in front of them, this one bigger. âPaintâs messy and yâcanât take it everywhere. âS pretty, but only if yâknow how tâa use it,â Ray said as they walked. At some point he had come to walk next to Hudson instead of behind him. âI mean, Iâm sure Tom Thompson does it well, whoever he is.â
âHistory stuff would be cool, though I dunno if Iâd be paintinâ The Great WarâŚâs kinda brutal,â he mused, âI like drawinâ animals and uhm⌠ocean-scapes, I guess.â
ââŚI got the oceanography merit badge no problem,â he added with a small smile, his gaze staying on the path in front of them. âI think they like the ray doodles I added..â
âAnd uhm⌠Entertainment would be cool as well, I think. Maybe if we put your writinâ and my drawinâ together we could make a comic or somethinâ.â He offered Hudson a crooked smile, flashing a few crooked teeth.
Ray was still nervous about the whole Scout thing, but the conversation had put his mind at ease a bit. Reminded him he wasnât entirely alone.
Hudson gave him an abashed look, "Well, it's not like I'm some sort of wordsmith or anything. But I guess, if you want..."
"Glad to hear that you got the oceanography merit badge though. I could never. I hardly deserve that badge."
"In fact, I suck at geography and navigation."
He finally entered the clearing, checking Ray was beside him before he marched ahead. The scout master Tucker was already separating scouts into groups, acting like a Shepard.
Hudson waved Ray over as he walked over to the master. The man seemed to be in his early 20's and seemed...fine. Not that interesting really.
"Ah, hello there. You must be the new scout! Care to introduce yourself?"
Tucker glanced at Hudson, narrowing his eyes. "Hendricks. No tricks, no kicks, no glass."
âThat would be nice,â Ray hummed as they approached the troop.
He straightened up a bit once addressed, offering a weak smile.
âUhm, Ray Graves, sir,â he said, trying to keep his voice even and lessâŚ. Well, Southern American.He wasnât really sure how the other would react given all the dumb stereotypes.
He had rooted himself next to Hudson because, despite his insistence that he didnât have to stay, the bit of comfort of having something nice was nice.
âIâm, uh. From Virginia. âM just tagginâ along for this trip, I think,â he added softly. He had to resist the urge to fidget with his hair; reach for the paper in his pocketâsomething⌠He wasnât about to mess up another first impression though.
Ray had noted the scout masterâs comment about Hudsonâapparently he really was a problem child. Maybe heâd mention it later.
Tucker pulled out a piece of paper, attendance maybe, and wrote down something. "I believe you'll be with us for the rest of the summer, correct?"
"Either way, it's a pleasure to have you on our unit. If you ever need help, look for an adult, never try tackling something you don't know. You and your fellow scouts. Never stray too far either. I don't know what kind of forests Virginia has, but here in Ontario? Our forests are thick."
"Before you go rough house with your fellow boys, I'm going to need the names of parents and allergies. I assume your father already signed the papers, so I won't pester about that.
Tucker smiled, before catching Hudson glaring at a taller scout. He sighed, rolling his eyes.
âAll summerâŚ.I guess so, if thatâs what my daddy told ya,â Ray replied, shrugging.
âRight, names,â he said with a nod, âDaniel and Annie Graves are my parents. Yâwonât get much from my ma though, since Iâm not with her right now. âDonât think she knows Iâm here.â
He glanced over at Hudson and the other boy before looking back to the scout master and clearing his throat.
âAllergies wise, uhmâŚ. Pollenâs the only thing that comes to mind. I dunno what yâall got out here, but I should be fine.â
He was quiet for a moment, watching the man write as he awkwardly scuffed his boot against the rough ground.
Tucker made sure to jolt all that down, green eyes skimming over words, before tucking the pen in his front pocket.
"It is. Thank you for being cooperative, Ray. We're happy to have you, even if it's just for the summer. I'm sure you'll make friends."
Tucker then clapped his hands together, grabbing the boys attention as all gathered around him. Curious eyes were already glancing at Ray.
"Boys! This is Ray Graves. Now, he may be from the States, but he is still a fellow scout, just like all of us. I expect you all to treat him with respect."
A boy, the tallest, began to snicker, before rolling his hazel eyes. "Right, right, but what's up with the uniform?"
He placed his hands on his hips, glaring at Ray. "You think you're better than us, American? Hm? Too high that you can't wear our uniform?"
Ray flushed a little under the boysâ gaze, expecting the spotlight yet still getting a little flustered under it.
At the boyâs comment though, he stirred.
âUhm,â he shrank slightly under the boyâs gaze, eyebrows furrowed. ââŚNo? I just⌠I wasnât goinâ to go tailor my uniform just for the summer. Somethinâ wrong with that?â
He studied the boy for a moment before stepping back, not wanting to make trouble as soon as he was introduced.
âThe scout master was right, Iâm just like the rest of you,â he added, holding his arms up in surrender. âA lot of us canât afford to throw money at scout uniformsâŚâ
Heâd maneuvered himself back to Hudsonâs side, though he tried to make it look inconspicuous. He subconsciously twisted his hair, twirling it into a knot.
Nickson curled his lips in distaste, "Oh sure, be a coward. Even hiding behind Tiny mouse for protection."
Hudson stepped in front of Ray, his brown eyes now flaring up in fury. "Shut up, dirt bag! Like you're the one to talk! Last week, I threw a rock at your neck and you cried."
Scout Master Tucker looked baffled, before rolling his eyes and sighing. "That's enough, boys!"
But they didn't listen.
"That hurt y'know!"
"Glad it did, because I was originally aiming for your face!"
The two boys were now nose to nose as they spat and argued. Well, more like a nose to collarbone. The bickering was tense, tense enough for Hudson's hand to curl into a fist.
Ray looked alarmed at the sudden tension, his eyes widening as he stepped further behind Hudson.
Great. First day and heâd already started a fight.
âHudsonââ he mumbled, though the older boy couldnât hear him. Or maybe chose not to in favor of the fighting, Ray couldnât really tell.
âHudson,â he tried again, pulling at Hudsonâs sleeve. That seemed to do the trick.
Ray narrowed his eyes at Nickson, his annoyance apparent, but just turned back to Hudson.
âItâs not even worth it,â he muttered to him, his hand finally releasing Hudsonâs sleeve. It returned to his hair, dark strands pinched between his index and thumb, twisting around and around his ring finger.
Hudson stubbornly held his guard, "Yeah, and I'm not going to let him win!" His brown eyes pointed daggers at Nickson, his posture turning even more tense.
Nickson sneered at the two, before Tucker came in between the two boys. His lanky tall figure looming over the two boys, hands folded across his chest. "That's enough! Fallows, keep in your lane. Hendricks, keep your temper in check. I do not want another fight breaking out between you two. The last one, I had to call your parents, a forest ranger and a doctor."
Tucker grabbed Hudson firmly by his shoulder, holding him back while giving him a dark look.
"Shall I call your father? I mean...I'd hate to pull him out of drills right now."
Hudson ripped his shoulder out of the Scout Master's grip, shaking his head. "No."
Catherine watched her boy go bound off towards the forest, already passing a gathering of boys, the group exchanging excited words about the upcoming hike.
She greeted a fellow Mother, her smile just twitching when the madame pronounced her name wrong.
She had given up on correcting people long ago, already feeling fatigue from having to watch all those people tumble and slip up with it.
She then noticed a burly man dragging a little boy down to the camp grounds. She didn't recall meeting the man before nor the little boy before, so she was already brushing off her dress and walking towards them with a smile.
"Bonjour monsieur! It's quite lovely to see new faces around here. Is your boy joining this group as well? It's such a wonderful thing to see kids interested in participating in this!"
The man looked up as he was approached, offering a small smile as he crossed his arms over his chest.
âWell hello there, maâam. Yeah, my sonâs gonna give it a go. Iâm on a little, uh, work trip, so I figured I wouldnât bore him with my business.â He ruffled his sonâs hair as he said that last bit. His accent sharply contrasted hers, one that could be identified as Southern from the U.S.
He turned to his son and moved his hand to his shoulder as he added, âRay, why donât you go on and run ahead. Make sure you talk to the other boys, yâhear? No point avoidinâ it if you wanna have fun.â
The kidâRayânodded and gave him a hug before walking off to join the other boys. His father watched him go for a moment before turning back to Catherine.
âAh, sorry âbout that, maâam. âGot all wrapped up⌠ânameâs Daniel,â he said, offering her a hand. âMy sonâs name is Raymond. Weâre from Virginia, just stayinâ for the summer.â
"Oh that is just swell! I do hope your stay here is mighty fine. You'll love it here. The thick forests, the homey small smalls on the way and you can't forget about the maple candies here."
"Well, Daniel, you may call me Cathy. If you would like, I could show your little Raymond around the camp grounds. My son goes here as well so perhaps I'll introduce him."
She tilted her head, still smiling as she always seemed to be in such a chipper mood. "I understand about the work thing. My husband, David, is such a busy man. He works in the military, proud and loud."
âCathy⌠Nice tâmeet you, Ms. Cathy,â Daniel replied with a smile. âIâm sure Ray would appreciate that very much. Heâs real quiet, âdonât talk to strangers much, so it would be nice for him to make some friends.â
He raised an eyebrow in response to the information on Catherineâs husband.
âMilitary, eh? I bet he is proud. Maybe Iâll give it a few years before I join again. I used to be in it and all. Gotta give Ray a couple years to grow up though, yâknow? HeâsâŚâ he shrugged and trailed off, glancing back at Ray. The kid was sort of hanging off to the side of the group of boys.
With a polite and warm dip of her head, Cathy waved and walked over to Ray.
She caught the kid awkwardly shuffling around a grand oak, its branches outstretched to the sky as sunlight seeped through its leaves and branches.
She smiled, chuckling when she knelt down, her dress sweeping over dirt and grass. Her warm benevolent brown eyes melted in Ray's as she tilted her head. "Well hello, miel. How are you over here? Is the oak giving you company?"
Her teasing was light and sympathetic, before her hands reached out to adjust Ray's collar and sash and patches.
"There. What a pretty little boy you are," she praised, her tone sweet like honey.
âThank you,â Ray replied softly, straightening his posture a bit with the womanâs new presence. A smile pulled at his lips at the compliment.
âIâm uh⌠Iâm fine.â He looked up at the towering oak tree, then back at the woman. âI suppose it is. They tend to be good company. Nature and all.â
His accent was a little softer than his fatherâs, his words flowing together a bit neater. He was quieter though, as his father had said.
He liked the way the branches stretched up and outward, like they were trying to soak up every bit of sun possible. He wondered if he could climb itâŚ
Ray wrapped a strand of hair around his finger as he spoke, twisting it around tight almost to the point of knotting it. He didnât seem too consciously aware of it, like it was a fidget of sorts.
ââŚWhose mom are you, if you donât mind me askinâ?â he asked, glancing between Catherine and the group of children.
Catherine giggled, tips of her fingers touching her lips as they crinkled upwards. She tilted her head once more, her black loose bun loose as strands of dark string blew in the gale.
"I'm the bossy one's mother. Don't let his fierceness drive you away, darling. He's my sweet sparrow, after all. And I know that he'll probably take you under his wing."
She glanced at the chattering group of kids behind them, the young boys rough housing and never being mindful of their volume, butchering each other's conversations.
"Seems that he isn't sulking around, oh my. Well, mon ami, would you like to help poor me hunt for him?"
"You are a scout. And I am the clueless damsel here. Perhaps I shall put your leadership skills to the test," she said, her eyes encouraging as her presence seemed to be full of serenity.
Ray wasnât entirely on board, especially at the mention of his âleadership skillsâ which were definitely nonexistent. He hated leading. It was so much easier to just let someone else who wanted to; just follow along with what they tell you.
âUhm⌠Iâm not real sure how much more clueless you are than me, maâam,â Ray said anxiously, âIâm awfully lost myselfâŚâ
Heâd successfully tied a small knot into his hair by now, and he just fidgeted with that instead. His gaze had traveled to the rest of the Scouts as he watched a few of them, whoâd become fascinated with killing a bug on the ground.
âI donât know any of the other guysâŚâ
The concept of joining a new group where everyone knew each other sounded like hell, not that he wanted to tell his dad that because this was the only option, and his parents had always encouraged him to socialize.
âŚHe didnât know why he needed supervision anyways. What would he do? Not like he could hardly cook, and it wasnât like he would leave the house either.
Catherine let out another giggle, straightening herself and standing up slowly, her dress sweeping the floor once more before hovering over the ground. Her gaze inspected the little boy's eyes, sensing how troubled the young boy did.
"Ah, quiet and bashful, aren't you? How endearing," she said with a sweet lilt in her voice. Her voice was accented and light, her voice seemed warm and feather light forever and always.
Her hand gently reached the boy's and put a pause on the twirling finger. She calmly made him unravel the strand of hair, freeing his finger and instead gave him a small piece of paper.
"Sometimes I like to fold this into little shapes or animals, or just play with it. Better than putting strain in that pretty hair of yours."
She straightened herself once more and motioned for the boy to follow him, her eyes slightly brighter in the sunlight, but still warm.
"Now, now, you will in time. How about we get away from these noisy bunches and take a nice quiet stroll? I'm sure we'll bump into my sparrow on the way."
âOkayâŚâ Ray murmured. He couldnât really deny, after all, and if needed, he supposed he could probably outrun her. If needed.
But she seemed nice enough⌠Mothers werenât usually a threat, right?
He followed the woman away from the big oak tree, holding the paper in his pale hands. Heâd started folding it into small triangles as they walked. It didnât have the same feel as playing with his hair, but it worked.
âAre the guys here nice?â He asked, looking up at the Catherine. âI donât want any trouble.â
He had some trouble with his other troop, and the last thing he wanted was to be picked on during some trip he didnât even want to go on.
Kids had a tendency to be insensitive, Ray had noted, at least adults directed their judgement to his parents instead of him.
Catherine gave him a hesitant look, biting her lip a little. She shook her head, as if dismissing what she was going to originally say.
"I haven't met them all, but I'm sure they'll see your values," she answered bluntly.
The thickets around them were lush with all sorts of blooming colours while sunlight happened to seep through the variety of pine trees. Catherine could be seen glancing around, surveying the trail in hopes of seeing even a glimpse of her son.
She glanced down at Ray, "I have hopes you'll fit in well enough. Besides, it's only for this summer."
"You may call me Cathy, by the way."
Catherine snapped her head up when she heard some sort of rattling noise. She exhaled sharply through her nose, a hand on her forehead.
"He better not be trying to climb that fence again..."
Cathyâs response didnât fill Ray with hope whatsoever.
In fact, he could feel a flicker of dread in his stomach. He found himself regretting asking the question in the first place.
âAh, Iâm⌠Iâm sure I will,â he mumbled, crumpling the paper slightly. He was quick to smooth it out again and keep folding it. No one ever saw his damn values, what was she talking about?
He looked up at the noise as well, folding the paper a few more times. A fence? Climbing a fence. Alright then. Now his hopes were really low.
âMaybe you should go check,â Ray offered blandly as he looked back up at Cathy. ââSpecially if this is a reoccurrence.â
He was losing the will to talk again and the paper was getting too small to fold. The woman seemed nice, but she was still some adult, and that seemed far off from an actual friend, especially if she was a parent.
Befriending parents of kids you donât know wasnât normal, was it? That was essentially rhetorical.
Cathy sighed, shaking her head in distaste. She gave Ray a mere glance, "Sorry. That would be my sparrow."
She marched over to the fence, a moving figure already coming into view as the trees were now having some distance between each other.
The figure happened to a young boy. His scout uniform was smooth, but dishevelled and dirty. One knee had a bandage while one knuckles had a bandage as well. The hat the boy was wearing was teetering at the edge of his scalp, threatening to fall off.
The boy gave his mother a quick glance, before scrambling to hop the fence, causing Cathy to already be on the move. She argued and scolded the boy in French, while the boy was already spitting back at her.
Cathy awkwardly glanced back at Ray, tugging her son off the fence and making him jump off. "Ray, this is Hudson."
"Hudson, this is Ray. You're going to take good care of this boy, okay? He's new to your unit," Cathy said in a soft tone, glancing back at Ray.
Face burning, Ray gave him an awkward wave. He wanted to exclaim, âyou absolutely do not have to take care of me,â but he felt that wouldnât go over well with Cathy.
âNice tâmeet you,â he said as he pocketed the folded paper. âIâll try not tâa bother you too much.â
He offered the boyâwho looked older than him, Ray thought, though he figured it wasnât by muchâa small smile that he hoped looked pleasant and not utterly awkward and miserable.
He didnât move as close to the fence as Cathy had done, standing a yard or two away from the two of them.
He really didnât want to be the kid that youâre forced to hang out with because your parents make youâŚughâŚ
Ray let Hudson fix his clothing, taking the time to properly study the boy up close. He noted the dirt on his face and his off-kilter hat.
âHow is my first impression?â Ray asked as his eyes drifted up to the boyâs skewed hat. He reached up and pushed it back into place, mouthing the word, âsorryâ.
He couldnât really tell if the Hudson was judging him (it sort of felt like he was) and despite the fact that Ray had just met him, he felt the need to not disappoint.
ââŚSorry your mom dumped me on you, by the way,â he added in a mumble as his dark eyes flickered up to meet Hudsonâs before looking away again.
With the paper all folded and his re-found social anxiety, he went back to twirling a thin strand of hair around his finger. It twisted and hooked around his finger before he pulled it out and started again.
Hudson glanced at Ray when he fixed his hat, raising a brow, but at least didn't swat Ray's hand away nor hiss. He watched Catherine walk away in a haste, yelling a quick goodbye in French. He would then snap his attention back on Ray.
"Your first impression is that you're asking to get bullied. Stand up straighter, goodness."
Hudson folded his arms, tilting his head as he watched Ray twirl his hair. "Whatever. You're not the first kid my Mere shoved towards me. And you probably won't be the last, knowing her."
He brushed the dirt off his knees and stood up, back tall and shoulders squared. "I wouldn't do that in front of the other guys. They'll probably call you a girl."
His hard glare slowly melted into something more...warmer. Still intense, but no longer icy. He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. "Ahem. Sorry. Sometimes I forget that no ones around and I don't need to act like this."
He stretched out hand, smiling sheepishly with that cute little gape in his teeth. "I'm Hudson. And I'm going to help you make it through this, alright?"
Ray stared at him for a moment, eyebrows furrowed and lips slightly parted. Okay⌠That wasnât really the response he wanted.
Eventually he pursed his lips and glanced down at Hudsonâs hand.
âDo you plan to do that through insults to my character to keep me in check?â he deadpanned as he looked between Hudsonâs face and his outstretched hand.
He was still rightly offended, but he felt bad just ignoring him (he supposed he implied it was an actâŚdid that help?) so he took his hand and shook it.
ââŚRay,â he grumbled. He wouldâve felt nicer about that cute look of his if the kidâs first words to him werenât, in summary, âshape up or youâre getting bulliedâ after just looking at him.
Hudson shrugged, "Pretty much, but I'll dial it down since you're new after all."
"Look, sugar coating is for babies, I'm just saying. So don't hate me just yet," he chuckled, rolling his shoulders, before waving Ray to follow him.
He fixed his hat, boots marching down the beaten trail full of gravel and tripping hazards such as loose roots. The sound of boys screaming and adults yelling could be heard up ahead, signalling that it might be time to group up with your units.
"Alright, Ray, try not to anger the scout master too much, he does hold grudges. The tallest kid in the group is named Nickson and all you need to know about him is that he's a jerk. As well as his two henchmen, Alex and Ricky. But, they're dumb, so I wouldn't worry too much."
Right off the bat, Hudson was giving Ray intel on the whole cast in the unit. Even telling him a few secrets that could be used to blackmail the fellow scouts. From the looks of it, Hudson seemed....intense.
Ray followed behind Hudson, just quietly listening to his advice as they walked down the path.
His gaze mostly stayed on the worn path as he stepped over roots and stones, taking in all of theâŚwarnings, mostly.
âYeah, I got it,â he hummed, glancing back up at Hudson. âYouâre not givinâ me much tâa look forward to, yâknow.â
âEveryone just seems, uhâŚâ he kicked a pebble, sending it flying in front of them as it skittered down the path, âout to get me?â
He snapped his fingers suddenly, vaguely pointing at Hudson. âAh, but wait, yer just gonna say somethinâ like âthatâs the real worldâ or âdonât expect to get coddled hereâ, right? âGuess that was a dumb observation.â
He kicked another pebble, sending this one flying into the bushes.
ââŚIâll keep quiet,â he added softly, shoving his hands his pockets.
Hudson glanced at him, adjusting the tie around his collar.
"Well, um, that's just my way of thinking. Doesn't mean it's true or anything."
"A-anyway, it's not you. I guess I'm just...paranoid..for you? I don't know, that's kind of always been my thing. I tend to overthink things and get all defensive," he muttered awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Observations aren't dumb. Even if they can be obvious sometimes, it's important to have the skill to take note of them."
He swallowed a little, fiddling with a patch on his uniform.
"You don't have to be quiet. In all honesty, I-I like your voice. It's...nice. A bit Innocent, but it's got a nice sound to it. L-like, if I were to write about it, I wouldn't but still, I'd probably use the word "dulcet" or something."
Ray fell silent for a moment, processing all of that.
ââŚhuh,â he said after a beat. âSo you arenât all tough as nails? Got some sweet parts after all, huh? Kinda like a geode.â
ââS not bad, yâknow, the whole worryinâ thing. Iâd rather someone care a whole lot than not at all.â He studied Hudson as he spoke, like this was the first time he was actually paying attention.
He perked up a bit at the comment on his voice.
ââŚReally? Iâve never heard anythinâ like that about my voice. I mean, I guess everyone around me usually sounds about the same, but Iâve never heard it described as⌠well, nice. I like yours too. I ainât got any fancy word for it, but Iâve never quite heard anythinâ like it. Guess itâs just cause youâre from âround here and Iâm not, but I still like it.â
His hands found the folded piece of paper in his pocket and took it out again, beginning to unfold it.
âI like to draw. My daddy say itâs kinda useless âcause I wonât get a job drawinâ, but itâs still fun. I think itâs nice to have somethinâ thatâs less, uhâŚâ he gestured around, âphysical?â
Hudson's cheeks flushed a light pink, "No way, never mistake me as sweet! A-and I'm tough, so don't forget it."
Hudson shoved his hands in his pockets, hunched forward as his eyes were dead set ahead. "Nah. My voice could be better. I got rid of the Quebec accent, but now it feels like my voice just got squeaky and uneven...."
"Are you serious? My Mere takes me to the local gallery once every other weekend. Those art pieces aren't cheap! Like uh.....Tom Thomson! He's a painter!....One of my favourites, actually."
Hudson gave him a surprised look, tilting his head. "I say you have a good shot at getting a job as an artist. People need people to draw or paint moments in history, like in the Great War. Or in the entertainment business."
He coughed, not liking how his voice cracked at the end. He picked up the pace, channelling all of his nervous energy into his legs. The leaves and gravel crunched as they fell prey in his path.
He still didn't like how he could easily lose the "tough guy" act.
âAh, but that all requires paint.â He kicked another stone in front of them, this one bigger. âPaintâs messy and yâcanât take it everywhere. âS pretty, but only if yâknow how tâa use it,â Ray said as they walked. At some point he had come to walk next to Hudson instead of behind him. âI mean, Iâm sure Tom Thompson does it well, whoever he is.â
âHistory stuff would be cool, though I dunno if Iâd be paintinâ The Great WarâŚâs kinda brutal,â he mused, âI like drawinâ animals and uhm⌠ocean-scapes, I guess.â
ââŚI got the oceanography merit badge no problem,â he added with a small smile, his gaze staying on the path in front of them. âI think they like the ray doodles I added..â
âAnd uhm⌠Entertainment would be cool as well, I think. Maybe if we put your writinâ and my drawinâ together we could make a comic or somethinâ.â He offered Hudson a crooked smile, flashing a few crooked teeth.
Ray was still nervous about the whole Scout thing, but the conversation had put his mind at ease a bit. Reminded him he wasnât entirely alone.
Hudson gave him an abashed look, "Well, it's not like I'm some sort of wordsmith or anything. But I guess, if you want..."
"Glad to hear that you got the oceanography merit badge though. I could never. I hardly deserve that badge."
"In fact, I suck at geography and navigation."
He finally entered the clearing, checking Ray was beside him before he marched ahead. The scout master Tucker was already separating scouts into groups, acting like a Shepard.
Hudson waved Ray over as he walked over to the master. The man seemed to be in his early 20's and seemed...fine. Not that interesting really.
"Ah, hello there. You must be the new scout! Care to introduce yourself?"
Tucker glanced at Hudson, narrowing his eyes. "Hendricks. No tricks, no kicks, no glass."
âThat would be nice,â Ray hummed as they approached the troop.
He straightened up a bit once addressed, offering a weak smile.
âUhm, Ray Graves, sir,â he said, trying to keep his voice even and lessâŚ. Well, Southern American.He wasnât really sure how the other would react given all the dumb stereotypes.
He had rooted himself next to Hudson because, despite his insistence that he didnât have to stay, the bit of comfort of having something nice was nice.
âIâm, uh. From Virginia. âM just tagginâ along for this trip, I think,â he added softly. He had to resist the urge to fidget with his hair; reach for the paper in his pocketâsomething⌠He wasnât about to mess up another first impression though.
Ray had noted the scout masterâs comment about Hudsonâapparently he really was a problem child. Maybe heâd mention it later.
Tucker pulled out a piece of paper, attendance maybe, and wrote down something. "I believe you'll be with us for the rest of the summer, correct?"
"Either way, it's a pleasure to have you on our unit. If you ever need help, look for an adult, never try tackling something you don't know. You and your fellow scouts. Never stray too far either. I don't know what kind of forests Virginia has, but here in Ontario? Our forests are thick."
"Before you go rough house with your fellow boys, I'm going to need the names of parents and allergies. I assume your father already signed the papers, so I won't pester about that.
Tucker smiled, before catching Hudson glaring at a taller scout. He sighed, rolling his eyes.
âAll summerâŚ.I guess so, if thatâs what my daddy told ya,â Ray replied, shrugging.
âRight, names,â he said with a nod, âDaniel and Annie Graves are my parents. Yâwonât get much from my ma though, since Iâm not with her right now. âDonât think she knows Iâm here.â
He glanced over at Hudson and the other boy before looking back to the scout master and clearing his throat.
âAllergies wise, uhmâŚ. Pollenâs the only thing that comes to mind. I dunno what yâall got out here, but I should be fine.â
He was quiet for a moment, watching the man write as he awkwardly scuffed his boot against the rough ground.
Tucker made sure to jolt all that down, green eyes skimming over words, before tucking the pen in his front pocket.
"It is. Thank you for being cooperative, Ray. We're happy to have you, even if it's just for the summer. I'm sure you'll make friends."
Tucker then clapped his hands together, grabbing the boys attention as all gathered around him. Curious eyes were already glancing at Ray.
"Boys! This is Ray Graves. Now, he may be from the States, but he is still a fellow scout, just like all of us. I expect you all to treat him with respect."
A boy, the tallest, began to snicker, before rolling his hazel eyes. "Right, right, but what's up with the uniform?"
He placed his hands on his hips, glaring at Ray. "You think you're better than us, American? Hm? Too high that you can't wear our uniform?"
Ray flushed a little under the boysâ gaze, expecting the spotlight yet still getting a little flustered under it.
At the boyâs comment though, he stirred.
âUhm,â he shrank slightly under the boyâs gaze, eyebrows furrowed. ââŚNo? I just⌠I wasnât goinâ to go tailor my uniform just for the summer. Somethinâ wrong with that?â
He studied the boy for a moment before stepping back, not wanting to make trouble as soon as he was introduced.
âThe scout master was right, Iâm just like the rest of you,â he added, holding his arms up in surrender. âA lot of us canât afford to throw money at scout uniformsâŚâ
Heâd maneuvered himself back to Hudsonâs side, though he tried to make it look inconspicuous. He subconsciously twisted his hair, twirling it into a knot.
Nickson curled his lips in distaste, "Oh sure, be a coward. Even hiding behind Tiny mouse for protection."
Hudson stepped in front of Ray, his brown eyes now flaring up in fury. "Shut up, dirt bag! Like you're the one to talk! Last week, I threw a rock at your neck and you cried."
Scout Master Tucker looked baffled, before rolling his eyes and sighing. "That's enough, boys!"
But they didn't listen.
"That hurt y'know!"
"Glad it did, because I was originally aiming for your face!"
The two boys were now nose to nose as they spat and argued. Well, more like a nose to collarbone. The bickering was tense, tense enough for Hudson's hand to curl into a fist.
Ray looked alarmed at the sudden tension, his eyes widening as he stepped further behind Hudson.
Great. First day and heâd already started a fight.
âHudsonââ he mumbled, though the older boy couldnât hear him. Or maybe chose not to in favor of the fighting, Ray couldnât really tell.
âHudson,â he tried again, pulling at Hudsonâs sleeve. That seemed to do the trick.
Ray narrowed his eyes at Nickson, his annoyance apparent, but just turned back to Hudson.
âItâs not even worth it,â he muttered to him, his hand finally releasing Hudsonâs sleeve. It returned to his hair, dark strands pinched between his index and thumb, twisting around and around his ring finger.
Catherine watched her boy go bound off towards the forest, already passing a gathering of boys, the group exchanging excited words about the upcoming hike.
She greeted a fellow Mother, her smile just twitching when the madame pronounced her name wrong.
She had given up on correcting people long ago, already feeling fatigue from having to watch all those people tumble and slip up with it.
She then noticed a burly man dragging a little boy down to the camp grounds. She didn't recall meeting the man before nor the little boy before, so she was already brushing off her dress and walking towards them with a smile.
"Bonjour monsieur! It's quite lovely to see new faces around here. Is your boy joining this group as well? It's such a wonderful thing to see kids interested in participating in this!"
The man looked up as he was approached, offering a small smile as he crossed his arms over his chest.
âWell hello there, maâam. Yeah, my sonâs gonna give it a go. Iâm on a little, uh, work trip, so I figured I wouldnât bore him with my business.â He ruffled his sonâs hair as he said that last bit. His accent sharply contrasted hers, one that could be identified as Southern from the U.S.
He turned to his son and moved his hand to his shoulder as he added, âRay, why donât you go on and run ahead. Make sure you talk to the other boys, yâhear? No point avoidinâ it if you wanna have fun.â
The kidâRayânodded and gave him a hug before walking off to join the other boys. His father watched him go for a moment before turning back to Catherine.
âAh, sorry âbout that, maâam. âGot all wrapped up⌠ânameâs Daniel,â he said, offering her a hand. âMy sonâs name is Raymond. Weâre from Virginia, just stayinâ for the summer.â
"Oh that is just swell! I do hope your stay here is mighty fine. You'll love it here. The thick forests, the homey small smalls on the way and you can't forget about the maple candies here."
"Well, Daniel, you may call me Cathy. If you would like, I could show your little Raymond around the camp grounds. My son goes here as well so perhaps I'll introduce him."
She tilted her head, still smiling as she always seemed to be in such a chipper mood. "I understand about the work thing. My husband, David, is such a busy man. He works in the military, proud and loud."
âCathy⌠Nice tâmeet you, Ms. Cathy,â Daniel replied with a smile. âIâm sure Ray would appreciate that very much. Heâs real quiet, âdonât talk to strangers much, so it would be nice for him to make some friends.â
He raised an eyebrow in response to the information on Catherineâs husband.
âMilitary, eh? I bet he is proud. Maybe Iâll give it a few years before I join again. I used to be in it and all. Gotta give Ray a couple years to grow up though, yâknow? HeâsâŚâ he shrugged and trailed off, glancing back at Ray. The kid was sort of hanging off to the side of the group of boys.
With a polite and warm dip of her head, Cathy waved and walked over to Ray.
She caught the kid awkwardly shuffling around a grand oak, its branches outstretched to the sky as sunlight seeped through its leaves and branches.
She smiled, chuckling when she knelt down, her dress sweeping over dirt and grass. Her warm benevolent brown eyes melted in Ray's as she tilted her head. "Well hello, miel. How are you over here? Is the oak giving you company?"
Her teasing was light and sympathetic, before her hands reached out to adjust Ray's collar and sash and patches.
"There. What a pretty little boy you are," she praised, her tone sweet like honey.
âThank you,â Ray replied softly, straightening his posture a bit with the womanâs new presence. A smile pulled at his lips at the compliment.
âIâm uh⌠Iâm fine.â He looked up at the towering oak tree, then back at the woman. âI suppose it is. They tend to be good company. Nature and all.â
His accent was a little softer than his fatherâs, his words flowing together a bit neater. He was quieter though, as his father had said.
He liked the way the branches stretched up and outward, like they were trying to soak up every bit of sun possible. He wondered if he could climb itâŚ
Ray wrapped a strand of hair around his finger as he spoke, twisting it around tight almost to the point of knotting it. He didnât seem too consciously aware of it, like it was a fidget of sorts.
ââŚWhose mom are you, if you donât mind me askinâ?â he asked, glancing between Catherine and the group of children.
Catherine giggled, tips of her fingers touching her lips as they crinkled upwards. She tilted her head once more, her black loose bun loose as strands of dark string blew in the gale.
"I'm the bossy one's mother. Don't let his fierceness drive you away, darling. He's my sweet sparrow, after all. And I know that he'll probably take you under his wing."
She glanced at the chattering group of kids behind them, the young boys rough housing and never being mindful of their volume, butchering each other's conversations.
"Seems that he isn't sulking around, oh my. Well, mon ami, would you like to help poor me hunt for him?"
"You are a scout. And I am the clueless damsel here. Perhaps I shall put your leadership skills to the test," she said, her eyes encouraging as her presence seemed to be full of serenity.
Ray wasnât entirely on board, especially at the mention of his âleadership skillsâ which were definitely nonexistent. He hated leading. It was so much easier to just let someone else who wanted to; just follow along with what they tell you.
âUhm⌠Iâm not real sure how much more clueless you are than me, maâam,â Ray said anxiously, âIâm awfully lost myselfâŚâ
Heâd successfully tied a small knot into his hair by now, and he just fidgeted with that instead. His gaze had traveled to the rest of the Scouts as he watched a few of them, whoâd become fascinated with killing a bug on the ground.
âI donât know any of the other guysâŚâ
The concept of joining a new group where everyone knew each other sounded like hell, not that he wanted to tell his dad that because this was the only option, and his parents had always encouraged him to socialize.
âŚHe didnât know why he needed supervision anyways. What would he do? Not like he could hardly cook, and it wasnât like he would leave the house either.
Catherine let out another giggle, straightening herself and standing up slowly, her dress sweeping the floor once more before hovering over the ground. Her gaze inspected the little boy's eyes, sensing how troubled the young boy did.
"Ah, quiet and bashful, aren't you? How endearing," she said with a sweet lilt in her voice. Her voice was accented and light, her voice seemed warm and feather light forever and always.
Her hand gently reached the boy's and put a pause on the twirling finger. She calmly made him unravel the strand of hair, freeing his finger and instead gave him a small piece of paper.
"Sometimes I like to fold this into little shapes or animals, or just play with it. Better than putting strain in that pretty hair of yours."
She straightened herself once more and motioned for the boy to follow him, her eyes slightly brighter in the sunlight, but still warm.
"Now, now, you will in time. How about we get away from these noisy bunches and take a nice quiet stroll? I'm sure we'll bump into my sparrow on the way."
âOkayâŚâ Ray murmured. He couldnât really deny, after all, and if needed, he supposed he could probably outrun her. If needed.
But she seemed nice enough⌠Mothers werenât usually a threat, right?
He followed the woman away from the big oak tree, holding the paper in his pale hands. Heâd started folding it into small triangles as they walked. It didnât have the same feel as playing with his hair, but it worked.
âAre the guys here nice?â He asked, looking up at the Catherine. âI donât want any trouble.â
He had some trouble with his other troop, and the last thing he wanted was to be picked on during some trip he didnât even want to go on.
Kids had a tendency to be insensitive, Ray had noted, at least adults directed their judgement to his parents instead of him.
Catherine gave him a hesitant look, biting her lip a little. She shook her head, as if dismissing what she was going to originally say.
"I haven't met them all, but I'm sure they'll see your values," she answered bluntly.
The thickets around them were lush with all sorts of blooming colours while sunlight happened to seep through the variety of pine trees. Catherine could be seen glancing around, surveying the trail in hopes of seeing even a glimpse of her son.
She glanced down at Ray, "I have hopes you'll fit in well enough. Besides, it's only for this summer."
"You may call me Cathy, by the way."
Catherine snapped her head up when she heard some sort of rattling noise. She exhaled sharply through her nose, a hand on her forehead.
"He better not be trying to climb that fence again..."
Cathyâs response didnât fill Ray with hope whatsoever.
In fact, he could feel a flicker of dread in his stomach. He found himself regretting asking the question in the first place.
âAh, Iâm⌠Iâm sure I will,â he mumbled, crumpling the paper slightly. He was quick to smooth it out again and keep folding it. No one ever saw his damn values, what was she talking about?
He looked up at the noise as well, folding the paper a few more times. A fence? Climbing a fence. Alright then. Now his hopes were really low.
âMaybe you should go check,â Ray offered blandly as he looked back up at Cathy. ââSpecially if this is a reoccurrence.â
He was losing the will to talk again and the paper was getting too small to fold. The woman seemed nice, but she was still some adult, and that seemed far off from an actual friend, especially if she was a parent.
Befriending parents of kids you donât know wasnât normal, was it? That was essentially rhetorical.
Cathy sighed, shaking her head in distaste. She gave Ray a mere glance, "Sorry. That would be my sparrow."
She marched over to the fence, a moving figure already coming into view as the trees were now having some distance between each other.
The figure happened to a young boy. His scout uniform was smooth, but dishevelled and dirty. One knee had a bandage while one knuckles had a bandage as well. The hat the boy was wearing was teetering at the edge of his scalp, threatening to fall off.
The boy gave his mother a quick glance, before scrambling to hop the fence, causing Cathy to already be on the move. She argued and scolded the boy in French, while the boy was already spitting back at her.
Cathy awkwardly glanced back at Ray, tugging her son off the fence and making him jump off. "Ray, this is Hudson."
"Hudson, this is Ray. You're going to take good care of this boy, okay? He's new to your unit," Cathy said in a soft tone, glancing back at Ray.
Face burning, Ray gave him an awkward wave. He wanted to exclaim, âyou absolutely do not have to take care of me,â but he felt that wouldnât go over well with Cathy.
âNice tâmeet you,â he said as he pocketed the folded paper. âIâll try not tâa bother you too much.â
He offered the boyâwho looked older than him, Ray thought, though he figured it wasnât by muchâa small smile that he hoped looked pleasant and not utterly awkward and miserable.
He didnât move as close to the fence as Cathy had done, standing a yard or two away from the two of them.
He really didnât want to be the kid that youâre forced to hang out with because your parents make youâŚughâŚ
Ray let Hudson fix his clothing, taking the time to properly study the boy up close. He noted the dirt on his face and his off-kilter hat.
âHow is my first impression?â Ray asked as his eyes drifted up to the boyâs skewed hat. He reached up and pushed it back into place, mouthing the word, âsorryâ.
He couldnât really tell if the Hudson was judging him (it sort of felt like he was) and despite the fact that Ray had just met him, he felt the need to not disappoint.
ââŚSorry your mom dumped me on you, by the way,â he added in a mumble as his dark eyes flickered up to meet Hudsonâs before looking away again.
With the paper all folded and his re-found social anxiety, he went back to twirling a thin strand of hair around his finger. It twisted and hooked around his finger before he pulled it out and started again.
Hudson glanced at Ray when he fixed his hat, raising a brow, but at least didn't swat Ray's hand away nor hiss. He watched Catherine walk away in a haste, yelling a quick goodbye in French. He would then snap his attention back on Ray.
"Your first impression is that you're asking to get bullied. Stand up straighter, goodness."
Hudson folded his arms, tilting his head as he watched Ray twirl his hair. "Whatever. You're not the first kid my Mere shoved towards me. And you probably won't be the last, knowing her."
He brushed the dirt off his knees and stood up, back tall and shoulders squared. "I wouldn't do that in front of the other guys. They'll probably call you a girl."
His hard glare slowly melted into something more...warmer. Still intense, but no longer icy. He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. "Ahem. Sorry. Sometimes I forget that no ones around and I don't need to act like this."
He stretched out hand, smiling sheepishly with that cute little gape in his teeth. "I'm Hudson. And I'm going to help you make it through this, alright?"
Ray stared at him for a moment, eyebrows furrowed and lips slightly parted. Okay⌠That wasnât really the response he wanted.
Eventually he pursed his lips and glanced down at Hudsonâs hand.
âDo you plan to do that through insults to my character to keep me in check?â he deadpanned as he looked between Hudsonâs face and his outstretched hand.
He was still rightly offended, but he felt bad just ignoring him (he supposed he implied it was an actâŚdid that help?) so he took his hand and shook it.
ââŚRay,â he grumbled. He wouldâve felt nicer about that cute look of his if the kidâs first words to him werenât, in summary, âshape up or youâre getting bulliedâ after just looking at him.
Hudson shrugged, "Pretty much, but I'll dial it down since you're new after all."
"Look, sugar coating is for babies, I'm just saying. So don't hate me just yet," he chuckled, rolling his shoulders, before waving Ray to follow him.
He fixed his hat, boots marching down the beaten trail full of gravel and tripping hazards such as loose roots. The sound of boys screaming and adults yelling could be heard up ahead, signalling that it might be time to group up with your units.
"Alright, Ray, try not to anger the scout master too much, he does hold grudges. The tallest kid in the group is named Nickson and all you need to know about him is that he's a jerk. As well as his two henchmen, Alex and Ricky. But, they're dumb, so I wouldn't worry too much."
Right off the bat, Hudson was giving Ray intel on the whole cast in the unit. Even telling him a few secrets that could be used to blackmail the fellow scouts. From the looks of it, Hudson seemed....intense.
Ray followed behind Hudson, just quietly listening to his advice as they walked down the path.
His gaze mostly stayed on the worn path as he stepped over roots and stones, taking in all of theâŚwarnings, mostly.
âYeah, I got it,â he hummed, glancing back up at Hudson. âYouâre not givinâ me much tâa look forward to, yâknow.â
âEveryone just seems, uhâŚâ he kicked a pebble, sending it flying in front of them as it skittered down the path, âout to get me?â
He snapped his fingers suddenly, vaguely pointing at Hudson. âAh, but wait, yer just gonna say somethinâ like âthatâs the real worldâ or âdonât expect to get coddled hereâ, right? âGuess that was a dumb observation.â
He kicked another pebble, sending this one flying into the bushes.
ââŚIâll keep quiet,â he added softly, shoving his hands his pockets.
Hudson glanced at him, adjusting the tie around his collar.
"Well, um, that's just my way of thinking. Doesn't mean it's true or anything."
"A-anyway, it's not you. I guess I'm just...paranoid..for you? I don't know, that's kind of always been my thing. I tend to overthink things and get all defensive," he muttered awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Observations aren't dumb. Even if they can be obvious sometimes, it's important to have the skill to take note of them."
He swallowed a little, fiddling with a patch on his uniform.
"You don't have to be quiet. In all honesty, I-I like your voice. It's...nice. A bit Innocent, but it's got a nice sound to it. L-like, if I were to write about it, I wouldn't but still, I'd probably use the word "dulcet" or something."
Ray fell silent for a moment, processing all of that.
ââŚhuh,â he said after a beat. âSo you arenât all tough as nails? Got some sweet parts after all, huh? Kinda like a geode.â
ââS not bad, yâknow, the whole worryinâ thing. Iâd rather someone care a whole lot than not at all.â He studied Hudson as he spoke, like this was the first time he was actually paying attention.
He perked up a bit at the comment on his voice.
ââŚReally? Iâve never heard anythinâ like that about my voice. I mean, I guess everyone around me usually sounds about the same, but Iâve never heard it described as⌠well, nice. I like yours too. I ainât got any fancy word for it, but Iâve never quite heard anythinâ like it. Guess itâs just cause youâre from âround here and Iâm not, but I still like it.â
His hands found the folded piece of paper in his pocket and took it out again, beginning to unfold it.
âI like to draw. My daddy say itâs kinda useless âcause I wonât get a job drawinâ, but itâs still fun. I think itâs nice to have somethinâ thatâs less, uhâŚâ he gestured around, âphysical?â
Hudson's cheeks flushed a light pink, "No way, never mistake me as sweet! A-and I'm tough, so don't forget it."
Hudson shoved his hands in his pockets, hunched forward as his eyes were dead set ahead. "Nah. My voice could be better. I got rid of the Quebec accent, but now it feels like my voice just got squeaky and uneven...."
"Are you serious? My Mere takes me to the local gallery once every other weekend. Those art pieces aren't cheap! Like uh.....Tom Thomson! He's a painter!....One of my favourites, actually."
Hudson gave him a surprised look, tilting his head. "I say you have a good shot at getting a job as an artist. People need people to draw or paint moments in history, like in the Great War. Or in the entertainment business."
He coughed, not liking how his voice cracked at the end. He picked up the pace, channelling all of his nervous energy into his legs. The leaves and gravel crunched as they fell prey in his path.
He still didn't like how he could easily lose the "tough guy" act.
âAh, but that all requires paint.â He kicked another stone in front of them, this one bigger. âPaintâs messy and yâcanât take it everywhere. âS pretty, but only if yâknow how tâa use it,â Ray said as they walked. At some point he had come to walk next to Hudson instead of behind him. âI mean, Iâm sure Tom Thompson does it well, whoever he is.â
âHistory stuff would be cool, though I dunno if Iâd be paintinâ The Great WarâŚâs kinda brutal,â he mused, âI like drawinâ animals and uhm⌠ocean-scapes, I guess.â
ââŚI got the oceanography merit badge no problem,â he added with a small smile, his gaze staying on the path in front of them. âI think they like the ray doodles I added..â
âAnd uhm⌠Entertainment would be cool as well, I think. Maybe if we put your writinâ and my drawinâ together we could make a comic or somethinâ.â He offered Hudson a crooked smile, flashing a few crooked teeth.
Ray was still nervous about the whole Scout thing, but the conversation had put his mind at ease a bit. Reminded him he wasnât entirely alone.
Hudson gave him an abashed look, "Well, it's not like I'm some sort of wordsmith or anything. But I guess, if you want..."
"Glad to hear that you got the oceanography merit badge though. I could never. I hardly deserve that badge."
"In fact, I suck at geography and navigation."
He finally entered the clearing, checking Ray was beside him before he marched ahead. The scout master Tucker was already separating scouts into groups, acting like a Shepard.
Hudson waved Ray over as he walked over to the master. The man seemed to be in his early 20's and seemed...fine. Not that interesting really.
"Ah, hello there. You must be the new scout! Care to introduce yourself?"
Tucker glanced at Hudson, narrowing his eyes. "Hendricks. No tricks, no kicks, no glass."
âThat would be nice,â Ray hummed as they approached the troop.
He straightened up a bit once addressed, offering a weak smile.
âUhm, Ray Graves, sir,â he said, trying to keep his voice even and lessâŚ. Well, Southern American.He wasnât really sure how the other would react given all the dumb stereotypes.
He had rooted himself next to Hudson because, despite his insistence that he didnât have to stay, the bit of comfort of having something nice was nice.
âIâm, uh. From Virginia. âM just tagginâ along for this trip, I think,â he added softly. He had to resist the urge to fidget with his hair; reach for the paper in his pocketâsomething⌠He wasnât about to mess up another first impression though.
Ray had noted the scout masterâs comment about Hudsonâapparently he really was a problem child. Maybe heâd mention it later.
Tucker pulled out a piece of paper, attendance maybe, and wrote down something. "I believe you'll be with us for the rest of the summer, correct?"
"Either way, it's a pleasure to have you on our unit. If you ever need help, look for an adult, never try tackling something you don't know. You and your fellow scouts. Never stray too far either. I don't know what kind of forests Virginia has, but here in Ontario? Our forests are thick."
"Before you go rough house with your fellow boys, I'm going to need the names of parents and allergies. I assume your father already signed the papers, so I won't pester about that.
Tucker smiled, before catching Hudson glaring at a taller scout. He sighed, rolling his eyes.
âAll summerâŚ.I guess so, if thatâs what my daddy told ya,â Ray replied, shrugging.
âRight, names,â he said with a nod, âDaniel and Annie Graves are my parents. Yâwonât get much from my ma though, since Iâm not with her right now. âDonât think she knows Iâm here.â
He glanced over at Hudson and the other boy before looking back to the scout master and clearing his throat.
âAllergies wise, uhmâŚ. Pollenâs the only thing that comes to mind. I dunno what yâall got out here, but I should be fine.â
He was quiet for a moment, watching the man write as he awkwardly scuffed his boot against the rough ground.
Tucker made sure to jolt all that down, green eyes skimming over words, before tucking the pen in his front pocket.
"It is. Thank you for being cooperative, Ray. We're happy to have you, even if it's just for the summer. I'm sure you'll make friends."
Tucker then clapped his hands together, grabbing the boys attention as all gathered around him. Curious eyes were already glancing at Ray.
"Boys! This is Ray Graves. Now, he may be from the States, but he is still a fellow scout, just like all of us. I expect you all to treat him with respect."
A boy, the tallest, began to snicker, before rolling his hazel eyes. "Right, right, but what's up with the uniform?"
He placed his hands on his hips, glaring at Ray. "You think you're better than us, American? Hm? Too high that you can't wear our uniform?"
Ray flushed a little under the boysâ gaze, expecting the spotlight yet still getting a little flustered under it.
At the boyâs comment though, he stirred.
âUhm,â he shrank slightly under the boyâs gaze, eyebrows furrowed. ââŚNo? I just⌠I wasnât goinâ to go tailor my uniform just for the summer. Somethinâ wrong with that?â
He studied the boy for a moment before stepping back, not wanting to make trouble as soon as he was introduced.
âThe scout master was right, Iâm just like the rest of you,â he added, holding his arms up in surrender. âA lot of us canât afford to throw money at scout uniformsâŚâ
Heâd maneuvered himself back to Hudsonâs side, though he tried to make it look inconspicuous. He subconsciously twisted his hair, twirling it into a knot.
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Catherine watched her boy go bound off towards the forest, already passing a gathering of boys, the group exchanging excited words about the upcoming hike.
She greeted a fellow Mother, her smile just twitching when the madame pronounced her name wrong.
She had given up on correcting people long ago, already feeling fatigue from having to watch all those people tumble and slip up with it.
She then noticed a burly man dragging a little boy down to the camp grounds. She didn't recall meeting the man before nor the little boy before, so she was already brushing off her dress and walking towards them with a smile.
"Bonjour monsieur! It's quite lovely to see new faces around here. Is your boy joining this group as well? It's such a wonderful thing to see kids interested in participating in this!"
The man looked up as he was approached, offering a small smile as he crossed his arms over his chest.
âWell hello there, maâam. Yeah, my sonâs gonna give it a go. Iâm on a little, uh, work trip, so I figured I wouldnât bore him with my business.â He ruffled his sonâs hair as he said that last bit. His accent sharply contrasted hers, one that could be identified as Southern from the U.S.
He turned to his son and moved his hand to his shoulder as he added, âRay, why donât you go on and run ahead. Make sure you talk to the other boys, yâhear? No point avoidinâ it if you wanna have fun.â
The kidâRayânodded and gave him a hug before walking off to join the other boys. His father watched him go for a moment before turning back to Catherine.
âAh, sorry âbout that, maâam. âGot all wrapped up⌠ânameâs Daniel,â he said, offering her a hand. âMy sonâs name is Raymond. Weâre from Virginia, just stayinâ for the summer.â
"Oh that is just swell! I do hope your stay here is mighty fine. You'll love it here. The thick forests, the homey small smalls on the way and you can't forget about the maple candies here."
"Well, Daniel, you may call me Cathy. If you would like, I could show your little Raymond around the camp grounds. My son goes here as well so perhaps I'll introduce him."
She tilted her head, still smiling as she always seemed to be in such a chipper mood. "I understand about the work thing. My husband, David, is such a busy man. He works in the military, proud and loud."
âCathy⌠Nice tâmeet you, Ms. Cathy,â Daniel replied with a smile. âIâm sure Ray would appreciate that very much. Heâs real quiet, âdonât talk to strangers much, so it would be nice for him to make some friends.â
He raised an eyebrow in response to the information on Catherineâs husband.
âMilitary, eh? I bet he is proud. Maybe Iâll give it a few years before I join again. I used to be in it and all. Gotta give Ray a couple years to grow up though, yâknow? HeâsâŚâ he shrugged and trailed off, glancing back at Ray. The kid was sort of hanging off to the side of the group of boys.
With a polite and warm dip of her head, Cathy waved and walked over to Ray.
She caught the kid awkwardly shuffling around a grand oak, its branches outstretched to the sky as sunlight seeped through its leaves and branches.
She smiled, chuckling when she knelt down, her dress sweeping over dirt and grass. Her warm benevolent brown eyes melted in Ray's as she tilted her head. "Well hello, miel. How are you over here? Is the oak giving you company?"
Her teasing was light and sympathetic, before her hands reached out to adjust Ray's collar and sash and patches.
"There. What a pretty little boy you are," she praised, her tone sweet like honey.
âThank you,â Ray replied softly, straightening his posture a bit with the womanâs new presence. A smile pulled at his lips at the compliment.
âIâm uh⌠Iâm fine.â He looked up at the towering oak tree, then back at the woman. âI suppose it is. They tend to be good company. Nature and all.â
His accent was a little softer than his fatherâs, his words flowing together a bit neater. He was quieter though, as his father had said.
He liked the way the branches stretched up and outward, like they were trying to soak up every bit of sun possible. He wondered if he could climb itâŚ
Ray wrapped a strand of hair around his finger as he spoke, twisting it around tight almost to the point of knotting it. He didnât seem too consciously aware of it, like it was a fidget of sorts.
ââŚWhose mom are you, if you donât mind me askinâ?â he asked, glancing between Catherine and the group of children.
Catherine giggled, tips of her fingers touching her lips as they crinkled upwards. She tilted her head once more, her black loose bun loose as strands of dark string blew in the gale.
"I'm the bossy one's mother. Don't let his fierceness drive you away, darling. He's my sweet sparrow, after all. And I know that he'll probably take you under his wing."
She glanced at the chattering group of kids behind them, the young boys rough housing and never being mindful of their volume, butchering each other's conversations.
"Seems that he isn't sulking around, oh my. Well, mon ami, would you like to help poor me hunt for him?"
"You are a scout. And I am the clueless damsel here. Perhaps I shall put your leadership skills to the test," she said, her eyes encouraging as her presence seemed to be full of serenity.
Ray wasnât entirely on board, especially at the mention of his âleadership skillsâ which were definitely nonexistent. He hated leading. It was so much easier to just let someone else who wanted to; just follow along with what they tell you.
âUhm⌠Iâm not real sure how much more clueless you are than me, maâam,â Ray said anxiously, âIâm awfully lost myselfâŚâ
Heâd successfully tied a small knot into his hair by now, and he just fidgeted with that instead. His gaze had traveled to the rest of the Scouts as he watched a few of them, whoâd become fascinated with killing a bug on the ground.
âI donât know any of the other guysâŚâ
The concept of joining a new group where everyone knew each other sounded like hell, not that he wanted to tell his dad that because this was the only option, and his parents had always encouraged him to socialize.
âŚHe didnât know why he needed supervision anyways. What would he do? Not like he could hardly cook, and it wasnât like he would leave the house either.
Catherine let out another giggle, straightening herself and standing up slowly, her dress sweeping the floor once more before hovering over the ground. Her gaze inspected the little boy's eyes, sensing how troubled the young boy did.
"Ah, quiet and bashful, aren't you? How endearing," she said with a sweet lilt in her voice. Her voice was accented and light, her voice seemed warm and feather light forever and always.
Her hand gently reached the boy's and put a pause on the twirling finger. She calmly made him unravel the strand of hair, freeing his finger and instead gave him a small piece of paper.
"Sometimes I like to fold this into little shapes or animals, or just play with it. Better than putting strain in that pretty hair of yours."
She straightened herself once more and motioned for the boy to follow him, her eyes slightly brighter in the sunlight, but still warm.
"Now, now, you will in time. How about we get away from these noisy bunches and take a nice quiet stroll? I'm sure we'll bump into my sparrow on the way."
âOkayâŚâ Ray murmured. He couldnât really deny, after all, and if needed, he supposed he could probably outrun her. If needed.
But she seemed nice enough⌠Mothers werenât usually a threat, right?
He followed the woman away from the big oak tree, holding the paper in his pale hands. Heâd started folding it into small triangles as they walked. It didnât have the same feel as playing with his hair, but it worked.
âAre the guys here nice?â He asked, looking up at the Catherine. âI donât want any trouble.â
He had some trouble with his other troop, and the last thing he wanted was to be picked on during some trip he didnât even want to go on.
Kids had a tendency to be insensitive, Ray had noted, at least adults directed their judgement to his parents instead of him.
Catherine gave him a hesitant look, biting her lip a little. She shook her head, as if dismissing what she was going to originally say.
"I haven't met them all, but I'm sure they'll see your values," she answered bluntly.
The thickets around them were lush with all sorts of blooming colours while sunlight happened to seep through the variety of pine trees. Catherine could be seen glancing around, surveying the trail in hopes of seeing even a glimpse of her son.
She glanced down at Ray, "I have hopes you'll fit in well enough. Besides, it's only for this summer."
"You may call me Cathy, by the way."
Catherine snapped her head up when she heard some sort of rattling noise. She exhaled sharply through her nose, a hand on her forehead.
"He better not be trying to climb that fence again..."
Cathyâs response didnât fill Ray with hope whatsoever.
In fact, he could feel a flicker of dread in his stomach. He found himself regretting asking the question in the first place.
âAh, Iâm⌠Iâm sure I will,â he mumbled, crumpling the paper slightly. He was quick to smooth it out again and keep folding it. No one ever saw his damn values, what was she talking about?
He looked up at the noise as well, folding the paper a few more times. A fence? Climbing a fence. Alright then. Now his hopes were really low.
âMaybe you should go check,â Ray offered blandly as he looked back up at Cathy. ââSpecially if this is a reoccurrence.â
He was losing the will to talk again and the paper was getting too small to fold. The woman seemed nice, but she was still some adult, and that seemed far off from an actual friend, especially if she was a parent.
Befriending parents of kids you donât know wasnât normal, was it? That was essentially rhetorical.
Cathy sighed, shaking her head in distaste. She gave Ray a mere glance, "Sorry. That would be my sparrow."
She marched over to the fence, a moving figure already coming into view as the trees were now having some distance between each other.
The figure happened to a young boy. His scout uniform was smooth, but dishevelled and dirty. One knee had a bandage while one knuckles had a bandage as well. The hat the boy was wearing was teetering at the edge of his scalp, threatening to fall off.
The boy gave his mother a quick glance, before scrambling to hop the fence, causing Cathy to already be on the move. She argued and scolded the boy in French, while the boy was already spitting back at her.
Cathy awkwardly glanced back at Ray, tugging her son off the fence and making him jump off. "Ray, this is Hudson."
"Hudson, this is Ray. You're going to take good care of this boy, okay? He's new to your unit," Cathy said in a soft tone, glancing back at Ray.
Face burning, Ray gave him an awkward wave. He wanted to exclaim, âyou absolutely do not have to take care of me,â but he felt that wouldnât go over well with Cathy.
âNice tâmeet you,â he said as he pocketed the folded paper. âIâll try not tâa bother you too much.â
He offered the boyâwho looked older than him, Ray thought, though he figured it wasnât by muchâa small smile that he hoped looked pleasant and not utterly awkward and miserable.
He didnât move as close to the fence as Cathy had done, standing a yard or two away from the two of them.
He really didnât want to be the kid that youâre forced to hang out with because your parents make youâŚughâŚ
Ray let Hudson fix his clothing, taking the time to properly study the boy up close. He noted the dirt on his face and his off-kilter hat.
âHow is my first impression?â Ray asked as his eyes drifted up to the boyâs skewed hat. He reached up and pushed it back into place, mouthing the word, âsorryâ.
He couldnât really tell if the Hudson was judging him (it sort of felt like he was) and despite the fact that Ray had just met him, he felt the need to not disappoint.
ââŚSorry your mom dumped me on you, by the way,â he added in a mumble as his dark eyes flickered up to meet Hudsonâs before looking away again.
With the paper all folded and his re-found social anxiety, he went back to twirling a thin strand of hair around his finger. It twisted and hooked around his finger before he pulled it out and started again.
Hudson glanced at Ray when he fixed his hat, raising a brow, but at least didn't swat Ray's hand away nor hiss. He watched Catherine walk away in a haste, yelling a quick goodbye in French. He would then snap his attention back on Ray.
"Your first impression is that you're asking to get bullied. Stand up straighter, goodness."
Hudson folded his arms, tilting his head as he watched Ray twirl his hair. "Whatever. You're not the first kid my Mere shoved towards me. And you probably won't be the last, knowing her."
He brushed the dirt off his knees and stood up, back tall and shoulders squared. "I wouldn't do that in front of the other guys. They'll probably call you a girl."
His hard glare slowly melted into something more...warmer. Still intense, but no longer icy. He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. "Ahem. Sorry. Sometimes I forget that no ones around and I don't need to act like this."
He stretched out hand, smiling sheepishly with that cute little gape in his teeth. "I'm Hudson. And I'm going to help you make it through this, alright?"
Ray stared at him for a moment, eyebrows furrowed and lips slightly parted. Okay⌠That wasnât really the response he wanted.
Eventually he pursed his lips and glanced down at Hudsonâs hand.
âDo you plan to do that through insults to my character to keep me in check?â he deadpanned as he looked between Hudsonâs face and his outstretched hand.
He was still rightly offended, but he felt bad just ignoring him (he supposed he implied it was an actâŚdid that help?) so he took his hand and shook it.
ââŚRay,â he grumbled. He wouldâve felt nicer about that cute look of his if the kidâs first words to him werenât, in summary, âshape up or youâre getting bulliedâ after just looking at him.
Hudson shrugged, "Pretty much, but I'll dial it down since you're new after all."
"Look, sugar coating is for babies, I'm just saying. So don't hate me just yet," he chuckled, rolling his shoulders, before waving Ray to follow him.
He fixed his hat, boots marching down the beaten trail full of gravel and tripping hazards such as loose roots. The sound of boys screaming and adults yelling could be heard up ahead, signalling that it might be time to group up with your units.
"Alright, Ray, try not to anger the scout master too much, he does hold grudges. The tallest kid in the group is named Nickson and all you need to know about him is that he's a jerk. As well as his two henchmen, Alex and Ricky. But, they're dumb, so I wouldn't worry too much."
Right off the bat, Hudson was giving Ray intel on the whole cast in the unit. Even telling him a few secrets that could be used to blackmail the fellow scouts. From the looks of it, Hudson seemed....intense.
Ray followed behind Hudson, just quietly listening to his advice as they walked down the path.
His gaze mostly stayed on the worn path as he stepped over roots and stones, taking in all of theâŚwarnings, mostly.
âYeah, I got it,â he hummed, glancing back up at Hudson. âYouâre not givinâ me much tâa look forward to, yâknow.â
âEveryone just seems, uhâŚâ he kicked a pebble, sending it flying in front of them as it skittered down the path, âout to get me?â
He snapped his fingers suddenly, vaguely pointing at Hudson. âAh, but wait, yer just gonna say somethinâ like âthatâs the real worldâ or âdonât expect to get coddled hereâ, right? âGuess that was a dumb observation.â
He kicked another pebble, sending this one flying into the bushes.
ââŚIâll keep quiet,â he added softly, shoving his hands his pockets.
Hudson glanced at him, adjusting the tie around his collar.
"Well, um, that's just my way of thinking. Doesn't mean it's true or anything."
"A-anyway, it's not you. I guess I'm just...paranoid..for you? I don't know, that's kind of always been my thing. I tend to overthink things and get all defensive," he muttered awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Observations aren't dumb. Even if they can be obvious sometimes, it's important to have the skill to take note of them."
He swallowed a little, fiddling with a patch on his uniform.
"You don't have to be quiet. In all honesty, I-I like your voice. It's...nice. A bit Innocent, but it's got a nice sound to it. L-like, if I were to write about it, I wouldn't but still, I'd probably use the word "dulcet" or something."
Ray fell silent for a moment, processing all of that.
ââŚhuh,â he said after a beat. âSo you arenât all tough as nails? Got some sweet parts after all, huh? Kinda like a geode.â
ââS not bad, yâknow, the whole worryinâ thing. Iâd rather someone care a whole lot than not at all.â He studied Hudson as he spoke, like this was the first time he was actually paying attention.
He perked up a bit at the comment on his voice.
ââŚReally? Iâve never heard anythinâ like that about my voice. I mean, I guess everyone around me usually sounds about the same, but Iâve never heard it described as⌠well, nice. I like yours too. I ainât got any fancy word for it, but Iâve never quite heard anythinâ like it. Guess itâs just cause youâre from âround here and Iâm not, but I still like it.â
His hands found the folded piece of paper in his pocket and took it out again, beginning to unfold it.
âI like to draw. My daddy say itâs kinda useless âcause I wonât get a job drawinâ, but itâs still fun. I think itâs nice to have somethinâ thatâs less, uhâŚâ he gestured around, âphysical?â
Hudson's cheeks flushed a light pink, "No way, never mistake me as sweet! A-and I'm tough, so don't forget it."
Hudson shoved his hands in his pockets, hunched forward as his eyes were dead set ahead. "Nah. My voice could be better. I got rid of the Quebec accent, but now it feels like my voice just got squeaky and uneven...."
"Are you serious? My Mere takes me to the local gallery once every other weekend. Those art pieces aren't cheap! Like uh.....Tom Thomson! He's a painter!....One of my favourites, actually."
Hudson gave him a surprised look, tilting his head. "I say you have a good shot at getting a job as an artist. People need people to draw or paint moments in history, like in the Great War. Or in the entertainment business."
He coughed, not liking how his voice cracked at the end. He picked up the pace, channelling all of his nervous energy into his legs. The leaves and gravel crunched as they fell prey in his path.
He still didn't like how he could easily lose the "tough guy" act.
âAh, but that all requires paint.â He kicked another stone in front of them, this one bigger. âPaintâs messy and yâcanât take it everywhere. âS pretty, but only if yâknow how tâa use it,â Ray said as they walked. At some point he had come to walk next to Hudson instead of behind him. âI mean, Iâm sure Tom Thompson does it well, whoever he is.â
âHistory stuff would be cool, though I dunno if Iâd be paintinâ The Great WarâŚâs kinda brutal,â he mused, âI like drawinâ animals and uhm⌠ocean-scapes, I guess.â
ââŚI got the oceanography merit badge no problem,â he added with a small smile, his gaze staying on the path in front of them. âI think they like the ray doodles I added..â
âAnd uhm⌠Entertainment would be cool as well, I think. Maybe if we put your writinâ and my drawinâ together we could make a comic or somethinâ.â He offered Hudson a crooked smile, flashing a few crooked teeth.
Ray was still nervous about the whole Scout thing, but the conversation had put his mind at ease a bit. Reminded him he wasnât entirely alone.
Hudson gave him an abashed look, "Well, it's not like I'm some sort of wordsmith or anything. But I guess, if you want..."
"Glad to hear that you got the oceanography merit badge though. I could never. I hardly deserve that badge."
"In fact, I suck at geography and navigation."
He finally entered the clearing, checking Ray was beside him before he marched ahead. The scout master Tucker was already separating scouts into groups, acting like a Shepard.
Hudson waved Ray over as he walked over to the master. The man seemed to be in his early 20's and seemed...fine. Not that interesting really.
"Ah, hello there. You must be the new scout! Care to introduce yourself?"
Tucker glanced at Hudson, narrowing his eyes. "Hendricks. No tricks, no kicks, no glass."
âThat would be nice,â Ray hummed as they approached the troop.
He straightened up a bit once addressed, offering a weak smile.
âUhm, Ray Graves, sir,â he said, trying to keep his voice even and lessâŚ. Well, Southern American.He wasnât really sure how the other would react given all the dumb stereotypes.
He had rooted himself next to Hudson because, despite his insistence that he didnât have to stay, the bit of comfort of having something nice was nice.
âIâm, uh. From Virginia. âM just tagginâ along for this trip, I think,â he added softly. He had to resist the urge to fidget with his hair; reach for the paper in his pocketâsomething⌠He wasnât about to mess up another first impression though.
Ray had noted the scout masterâs comment about Hudsonâapparently he really was a problem child. Maybe heâd mention it later.
Tucker pulled out a piece of paper, attendance maybe, and wrote down something. "I believe you'll be with us for the rest of the summer, correct?"
"Either way, it's a pleasure to have you on our unit. If you ever need help, look for an adult, never try tackling something you don't know. You and your fellow scouts. Never stray too far either. I don't know what kind of forests Virginia has, but here in Ontario? Our forests are thick."
"Before you go rough house with your fellow boys, I'm going to need the names of parents and allergies. I assume your father already signed the papers, so I won't pester about that.
Tucker smiled, before catching Hudson glaring at a taller scout. He sighed, rolling his eyes.
âAll summerâŚ.I guess so, if thatâs what my daddy told ya,â Ray replied, shrugging.
âRight, names,â he said with a nod, âDaniel and Annie Graves are my parents. Yâwonât get much from my ma though, since Iâm not with her right now. âDonât think she knows Iâm here.â
He glanced over at Hudson and the other boy before looking back to the scout master and clearing his throat.
âAllergies wise, uhmâŚ. Pollenâs the only thing that comes to mind. I dunno what yâall got out here, but I should be fine.â
He was quiet for a moment, watching the man write as he awkwardly scuffed his boot against the rough ground.
Catherine watched her boy go bound off towards the forest, already passing a gathering of boys, the group exchanging excited words about the upcoming hike.
She greeted a fellow Mother, her smile just twitching when the madame pronounced her name wrong.
She had given up on correcting people long ago, already feeling fatigue from having to watch all those people tumble and slip up with it.
She then noticed a burly man dragging a little boy down to the camp grounds. She didn't recall meeting the man before nor the little boy before, so she was already brushing off her dress and walking towards them with a smile.
"Bonjour monsieur! It's quite lovely to see new faces around here. Is your boy joining this group as well? It's such a wonderful thing to see kids interested in participating in this!"
The man looked up as he was approached, offering a small smile as he crossed his arms over his chest.
âWell hello there, maâam. Yeah, my sonâs gonna give it a go. Iâm on a little, uh, work trip, so I figured I wouldnât bore him with my business.â He ruffled his sonâs hair as he said that last bit. His accent sharply contrasted hers, one that could be identified as Southern from the U.S.
He turned to his son and moved his hand to his shoulder as he added, âRay, why donât you go on and run ahead. Make sure you talk to the other boys, yâhear? No point avoidinâ it if you wanna have fun.â
The kidâRayânodded and gave him a hug before walking off to join the other boys. His father watched him go for a moment before turning back to Catherine.
âAh, sorry âbout that, maâam. âGot all wrapped up⌠ânameâs Daniel,â he said, offering her a hand. âMy sonâs name is Raymond. Weâre from Virginia, just stayinâ for the summer.â
"Oh that is just swell! I do hope your stay here is mighty fine. You'll love it here. The thick forests, the homey small smalls on the way and you can't forget about the maple candies here."
"Well, Daniel, you may call me Cathy. If you would like, I could show your little Raymond around the camp grounds. My son goes here as well so perhaps I'll introduce him."
She tilted her head, still smiling as she always seemed to be in such a chipper mood. "I understand about the work thing. My husband, David, is such a busy man. He works in the military, proud and loud."
âCathy⌠Nice tâmeet you, Ms. Cathy,â Daniel replied with a smile. âIâm sure Ray would appreciate that very much. Heâs real quiet, âdonât talk to strangers much, so it would be nice for him to make some friends.â
He raised an eyebrow in response to the information on Catherineâs husband.
âMilitary, eh? I bet he is proud. Maybe Iâll give it a few years before I join again. I used to be in it and all. Gotta give Ray a couple years to grow up though, yâknow? HeâsâŚâ he shrugged and trailed off, glancing back at Ray. The kid was sort of hanging off to the side of the group of boys.
With a polite and warm dip of her head, Cathy waved and walked over to Ray.
She caught the kid awkwardly shuffling around a grand oak, its branches outstretched to the sky as sunlight seeped through its leaves and branches.
She smiled, chuckling when she knelt down, her dress sweeping over dirt and grass. Her warm benevolent brown eyes melted in Ray's as she tilted her head. "Well hello, miel. How are you over here? Is the oak giving you company?"
Her teasing was light and sympathetic, before her hands reached out to adjust Ray's collar and sash and patches.
"There. What a pretty little boy you are," she praised, her tone sweet like honey.
âThank you,â Ray replied softly, straightening his posture a bit with the womanâs new presence. A smile pulled at his lips at the compliment.
âIâm uh⌠Iâm fine.â He looked up at the towering oak tree, then back at the woman. âI suppose it is. They tend to be good company. Nature and all.â
His accent was a little softer than his fatherâs, his words flowing together a bit neater. He was quieter though, as his father had said.
He liked the way the branches stretched up and outward, like they were trying to soak up every bit of sun possible. He wondered if he could climb itâŚ
Ray wrapped a strand of hair around his finger as he spoke, twisting it around tight almost to the point of knotting it. He didnât seem too consciously aware of it, like it was a fidget of sorts.
ââŚWhose mom are you, if you donât mind me askinâ?â he asked, glancing between Catherine and the group of children.
Catherine giggled, tips of her fingers touching her lips as they crinkled upwards. She tilted her head once more, her black loose bun loose as strands of dark string blew in the gale.
"I'm the bossy one's mother. Don't let his fierceness drive you away, darling. He's my sweet sparrow, after all. And I know that he'll probably take you under his wing."
She glanced at the chattering group of kids behind them, the young boys rough housing and never being mindful of their volume, butchering each other's conversations.
"Seems that he isn't sulking around, oh my. Well, mon ami, would you like to help poor me hunt for him?"
"You are a scout. And I am the clueless damsel here. Perhaps I shall put your leadership skills to the test," she said, her eyes encouraging as her presence seemed to be full of serenity.
Ray wasnât entirely on board, especially at the mention of his âleadership skillsâ which were definitely nonexistent. He hated leading. It was so much easier to just let someone else who wanted to; just follow along with what they tell you.
âUhm⌠Iâm not real sure how much more clueless you are than me, maâam,â Ray said anxiously, âIâm awfully lost myselfâŚâ
Heâd successfully tied a small knot into his hair by now, and he just fidgeted with that instead. His gaze had traveled to the rest of the Scouts as he watched a few of them, whoâd become fascinated with killing a bug on the ground.
âI donât know any of the other guysâŚâ
The concept of joining a new group where everyone knew each other sounded like hell, not that he wanted to tell his dad that because this was the only option, and his parents had always encouraged him to socialize.
âŚHe didnât know why he needed supervision anyways. What would he do? Not like he could hardly cook, and it wasnât like he would leave the house either.
Catherine let out another giggle, straightening herself and standing up slowly, her dress sweeping the floor once more before hovering over the ground. Her gaze inspected the little boy's eyes, sensing how troubled the young boy did.
"Ah, quiet and bashful, aren't you? How endearing," she said with a sweet lilt in her voice. Her voice was accented and light, her voice seemed warm and feather light forever and always.
Her hand gently reached the boy's and put a pause on the twirling finger. She calmly made him unravel the strand of hair, freeing his finger and instead gave him a small piece of paper.
"Sometimes I like to fold this into little shapes or animals, or just play with it. Better than putting strain in that pretty hair of yours."
She straightened herself once more and motioned for the boy to follow him, her eyes slightly brighter in the sunlight, but still warm.
"Now, now, you will in time. How about we get away from these noisy bunches and take a nice quiet stroll? I'm sure we'll bump into my sparrow on the way."
âOkayâŚâ Ray murmured. He couldnât really deny, after all, and if needed, he supposed he could probably outrun her. If needed.
But she seemed nice enough⌠Mothers werenât usually a threat, right?
He followed the woman away from the big oak tree, holding the paper in his pale hands. Heâd started folding it into small triangles as they walked. It didnât have the same feel as playing with his hair, but it worked.
âAre the guys here nice?â He asked, looking up at the Catherine. âI donât want any trouble.â
He had some trouble with his other troop, and the last thing he wanted was to be picked on during some trip he didnât even want to go on.
Kids had a tendency to be insensitive, Ray had noted, at least adults directed their judgement to his parents instead of him.
Catherine gave him a hesitant look, biting her lip a little. She shook her head, as if dismissing what she was going to originally say.
"I haven't met them all, but I'm sure they'll see your values," she answered bluntly.
The thickets around them were lush with all sorts of blooming colours while sunlight happened to seep through the variety of pine trees. Catherine could be seen glancing around, surveying the trail in hopes of seeing even a glimpse of her son.
She glanced down at Ray, "I have hopes you'll fit in well enough. Besides, it's only for this summer."
"You may call me Cathy, by the way."
Catherine snapped her head up when she heard some sort of rattling noise. She exhaled sharply through her nose, a hand on her forehead.
"He better not be trying to climb that fence again..."
Cathyâs response didnât fill Ray with hope whatsoever.
In fact, he could feel a flicker of dread in his stomach. He found himself regretting asking the question in the first place.
âAh, Iâm⌠Iâm sure I will,â he mumbled, crumpling the paper slightly. He was quick to smooth it out again and keep folding it. No one ever saw his damn values, what was she talking about?
He looked up at the noise as well, folding the paper a few more times. A fence? Climbing a fence. Alright then. Now his hopes were really low.
âMaybe you should go check,â Ray offered blandly as he looked back up at Cathy. ââSpecially if this is a reoccurrence.â
He was losing the will to talk again and the paper was getting too small to fold. The woman seemed nice, but she was still some adult, and that seemed far off from an actual friend, especially if she was a parent.
Befriending parents of kids you donât know wasnât normal, was it? That was essentially rhetorical.
Cathy sighed, shaking her head in distaste. She gave Ray a mere glance, "Sorry. That would be my sparrow."
She marched over to the fence, a moving figure already coming into view as the trees were now having some distance between each other.
The figure happened to a young boy. His scout uniform was smooth, but dishevelled and dirty. One knee had a bandage while one knuckles had a bandage as well. The hat the boy was wearing was teetering at the edge of his scalp, threatening to fall off.
The boy gave his mother a quick glance, before scrambling to hop the fence, causing Cathy to already be on the move. She argued and scolded the boy in French, while the boy was already spitting back at her.
Cathy awkwardly glanced back at Ray, tugging her son off the fence and making him jump off. "Ray, this is Hudson."
"Hudson, this is Ray. You're going to take good care of this boy, okay? He's new to your unit," Cathy said in a soft tone, glancing back at Ray.
Face burning, Ray gave him an awkward wave. He wanted to exclaim, âyou absolutely do not have to take care of me,â but he felt that wouldnât go over well with Cathy.
âNice tâmeet you,â he said as he pocketed the folded paper. âIâll try not tâa bother you too much.â
He offered the boyâwho looked older than him, Ray thought, though he figured it wasnât by muchâa small smile that he hoped looked pleasant and not utterly awkward and miserable.
He didnât move as close to the fence as Cathy had done, standing a yard or two away from the two of them.
He really didnât want to be the kid that youâre forced to hang out with because your parents make youâŚughâŚ
Ray let Hudson fix his clothing, taking the time to properly study the boy up close. He noted the dirt on his face and his off-kilter hat.
âHow is my first impression?â Ray asked as his eyes drifted up to the boyâs skewed hat. He reached up and pushed it back into place, mouthing the word, âsorryâ.
He couldnât really tell if the Hudson was judging him (it sort of felt like he was) and despite the fact that Ray had just met him, he felt the need to not disappoint.
ââŚSorry your mom dumped me on you, by the way,â he added in a mumble as his dark eyes flickered up to meet Hudsonâs before looking away again.
With the paper all folded and his re-found social anxiety, he went back to twirling a thin strand of hair around his finger. It twisted and hooked around his finger before he pulled it out and started again.
Hudson glanced at Ray when he fixed his hat, raising a brow, but at least didn't swat Ray's hand away nor hiss. He watched Catherine walk away in a haste, yelling a quick goodbye in French. He would then snap his attention back on Ray.
"Your first impression is that you're asking to get bullied. Stand up straighter, goodness."
Hudson folded his arms, tilting his head as he watched Ray twirl his hair. "Whatever. You're not the first kid my Mere shoved towards me. And you probably won't be the last, knowing her."
He brushed the dirt off his knees and stood up, back tall and shoulders squared. "I wouldn't do that in front of the other guys. They'll probably call you a girl."
His hard glare slowly melted into something more...warmer. Still intense, but no longer icy. He cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. "Ahem. Sorry. Sometimes I forget that no ones around and I don't need to act like this."
He stretched out hand, smiling sheepishly with that cute little gape in his teeth. "I'm Hudson. And I'm going to help you make it through this, alright?"
Ray stared at him for a moment, eyebrows furrowed and lips slightly parted. Okay⌠That wasnât really the response he wanted.
Eventually he pursed his lips and glanced down at Hudsonâs hand.
âDo you plan to do that through insults to my character to keep me in check?â he deadpanned as he looked between Hudsonâs face and his outstretched hand.
He was still rightly offended, but he felt bad just ignoring him (he supposed he implied it was an actâŚdid that help?) so he took his hand and shook it.
ââŚRay,â he grumbled. He wouldâve felt nicer about that cute look of his if the kidâs first words to him werenât, in summary, âshape up or youâre getting bulliedâ after just looking at him.
Hudson shrugged, "Pretty much, but I'll dial it down since you're new after all."
"Look, sugar coating is for babies, I'm just saying. So don't hate me just yet," he chuckled, rolling his shoulders, before waving Ray to follow him.
He fixed his hat, boots marching down the beaten trail full of gravel and tripping hazards such as loose roots. The sound of boys screaming and adults yelling could be heard up ahead, signalling that it might be time to group up with your units.
"Alright, Ray, try not to anger the scout master too much, he does hold grudges. The tallest kid in the group is named Nickson and all you need to know about him is that he's a jerk. As well as his two henchmen, Alex and Ricky. But, they're dumb, so I wouldn't worry too much."
Right off the bat, Hudson was giving Ray intel on the whole cast in the unit. Even telling him a few secrets that could be used to blackmail the fellow scouts. From the looks of it, Hudson seemed....intense.
Ray followed behind Hudson, just quietly listening to his advice as they walked down the path.
His gaze mostly stayed on the worn path as he stepped over roots and stones, taking in all of theâŚwarnings, mostly.
âYeah, I got it,â he hummed, glancing back up at Hudson. âYouâre not givinâ me much tâa look forward to, yâknow.â
âEveryone just seems, uhâŚâ he kicked a pebble, sending it flying in front of them as it skittered down the path, âout to get me?â
He snapped his fingers suddenly, vaguely pointing at Hudson. âAh, but wait, yer just gonna say somethinâ like âthatâs the real worldâ or âdonât expect to get coddled hereâ, right? âGuess that was a dumb observation.â
He kicked another pebble, sending this one flying into the bushes.
ââŚIâll keep quiet,â he added softly, shoving his hands his pockets.
Hudson glanced at him, adjusting the tie around his collar.
"Well, um, that's just my way of thinking. Doesn't mean it's true or anything."
"A-anyway, it's not you. I guess I'm just...paranoid..for you? I don't know, that's kind of always been my thing. I tend to overthink things and get all defensive," he muttered awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Observations aren't dumb. Even if they can be obvious sometimes, it's important to have the skill to take note of them."
He swallowed a little, fiddling with a patch on his uniform.
"You don't have to be quiet. In all honesty, I-I like your voice. It's...nice. A bit Innocent, but it's got a nice sound to it. L-like, if I were to write about it, I wouldn't but still, I'd probably use the word "dulcet" or something."
Ray fell silent for a moment, processing all of that.
ââŚhuh,â he said after a beat. âSo you arenât all tough as nails? Got some sweet parts after all, huh? Kinda like a geode.â
ââS not bad, yâknow, the whole worryinâ thing. Iâd rather someone care a whole lot than not at all.â He studied Hudson as he spoke, like this was the first time he was actually paying attention.
He perked up a bit at the comment on his voice.
ââŚReally? Iâve never heard anythinâ like that about my voice. I mean, I guess everyone around me usually sounds about the same, but Iâve never heard it described as⌠well, nice. I like yours too. I ainât got any fancy word for it, but Iâve never quite heard anythinâ like it. Guess itâs just cause youâre from âround here and Iâm not, but I still like it.â
His hands found the folded piece of paper in his pocket and took it out again, beginning to unfold it.
âI like to draw. My daddy say itâs kinda useless âcause I wonât get a job drawinâ, but itâs still fun. I think itâs nice to have somethinâ thatâs less, uhâŚâ he gestured around, âphysical?â
Hudson's cheeks flushed a light pink, "No way, never mistake me as sweet! A-and I'm tough, so don't forget it."
Hudson shoved his hands in his pockets, hunched forward as his eyes were dead set ahead. "Nah. My voice could be better. I got rid of the Quebec accent, but now it feels like my voice just got squeaky and uneven...."
"Are you serious? My Mere takes me to the local gallery once every other weekend. Those art pieces aren't cheap! Like uh.....Tom Thomson! He's a painter!....One of my favourites, actually."
Hudson gave him a surprised look, tilting his head. "I say you have a good shot at getting a job as an artist. People need people to draw or paint moments in history, like in the Great War. Or in the entertainment business."
He coughed, not liking how his voice cracked at the end. He picked up the pace, channelling all of his nervous energy into his legs. The leaves and gravel crunched as they fell prey in his path.
He still didn't like how he could easily lose the "tough guy" act.
âAh, but that all requires paint.â He kicked another stone in front of them, this one bigger. âPaintâs messy and yâcanât take it everywhere. âS pretty, but only if yâknow how tâa use it,â Ray said as they walked. At some point he had come to walk next to Hudson instead of behind him. âI mean, Iâm sure Tom Thompson does it well, whoever he is.â
âHistory stuff would be cool, though I dunno if Iâd be paintinâ The Great WarâŚâs kinda brutal,â he mused, âI like drawinâ animals and uhm⌠ocean-scapes, I guess.â
ââŚI got the oceanography merit badge no problem,â he added with a small smile, his gaze staying on the path in front of them. âI think they like the ray doodles I added..â
âAnd uhm⌠Entertainment would be cool as well, I think. Maybe if we put your writinâ and my drawinâ together we could make a comic or somethinâ.â He offered Hudson a crooked smile, flashing a few crooked teeth.
Ray was still nervous about the whole Scout thing, but the conversation had put his mind at ease a bit. Reminded him he wasnât entirely alone.
Hudson gave him an abashed look, "Well, it's not like I'm some sort of wordsmith or anything. But I guess, if you want..."
"Glad to hear that you got the oceanography merit badge though. I could never. I hardly deserve that badge."
"In fact, I suck at geography and navigation."
He finally entered the clearing, checking Ray was beside him before he marched ahead. The scout master Tucker was already separating scouts into groups, acting like a Shepard.
Hudson waved Ray over as he walked over to the master. The man seemed to be in his early 20's and seemed...fine. Not that interesting really.
"Ah, hello there. You must be the new scout! Care to introduce yourself?"
Tucker glanced at Hudson, narrowing his eyes. "Hendricks. No tricks, no kicks, no glass."
âThat would be nice,â Ray hummed as they approached the troop.
He straightened up a bit once addressed, offering a weak smile.
âUhm, Ray Graves, sir,â he said, trying to keep his voice even and lessâŚ. Well, Southern American.He wasnât really sure how the other would react given all the dumb stereotypes.
He had rooted himself next to Hudson because, despite his insistence that he didnât have to stay, the bit of comfort of having something nice was nice.
âIâm, uh. From Virginia. âM just tagginâ along for this trip, I think,â he added softly. He had to resist the urge to fidget with his hair; reach for the paper in his pocketâsomething⌠He wasnât about to mess up another first impression though.
Ray had noted the scout masterâs comment about Hudsonâapparently he really was a problem child. Maybe heâd mention it later.