huh?? bwuh??

Ok i just have to get really into one thing again so that it consumes my whole being again. Ill be fine

Maybe I'm tired of being scared all the time. Theres not even anything i can do about it. I was better for awhile and now im one million times worse for reasons i cant even control, im tired of this. I havent gone and done the thing i like doing in months because im scared. Im tired, and theres no point in doing any of this because i cant even do the things i like doing and enjoy doing them

Maybe iw anna be mean. Maybe im tired of this and i wanna be mean. But i have to spread kindness. Because everyone is so mean

shit keeps happening to me and now im the authority what am i even supposed to do. Yall are older than me figure it out

All i need is this caffeine addiction and the like 7 foods i can eat without feeling sick.

part of why i think i have such a hard time with gender and sexuality and labels is because i am still a girl, but im more than that. Idk thats stupid snd i dont even like being outwardly referred to that way, but i am a girl. And im not

I had to unlock the portion of myself that is a woman yesterday. I forgot she was here. I am her