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｡ﾟ•┈୨ Drabbles … ? ✦﹕"I Hope This Hurts" [Mouthwashing]

｡ﾟ•┈୨ Head Canons … ? ✦﹕"Daisuke HCs" [Mouthwashing] ✦﹕"Curly HCs" [Mouth washing] ✦﹕"Anya HCs" [Mouthwashing] ✦﹕"Jimmy HCs" [Mouthwashing]

✦﹕"Daisuke X Reader HCs" [Mouthwashing] ✦﹕"Curly X Reader HCs" [Mouthwashing] ✦﹕"Anya X Reader HCs" [Mouthwashing] ✦﹕"Swansea X Reader HCs" [Mouthwashing] ✦﹕"Jimmy X Reader HCs" [Mouthwashing]

Jimmy x Reader TW : Jimmy and implications of abusive relationship

➳ Pre-Crash

» Jimmy knows how to be charming when he wants something, and with you, he wants. He’s attentive in bursts: intense eye contact, quick compliments, making you feel singled out in a room full of people. It’s intoxicating, if a little unsettling.

» He likes closeness, but on his terms. Standing too close, lowering his voice when he talks to you, casual touches that linger a second longer than necessary. If you pull away, he notices immediately.

» When Jimmy opens up, it’s abrupt and sharp, confessions dropped like weapons. He talks about being underestimated, ignored, blamed. If you listen without challenging him, he latches onto that acceptance hard.

» He doesn’t like it when others get your attention. He never says it outright, but his mood shifts—shorter replies, tight smiles. You can feel him tracking where you are, who you’re with.

» Side note, he is so that one guy you date in the beginning of high school or ending of middle school, performative male type shit, he will be your worst possible ex.

➳ Post-Crash

» After the crash, Jimmy’s need for you intensifies. You become proof that he’s not completely lost, not completely wrong. He clings to you emotionally, even as everything else spirals.

» He insists he knows what’s best, for you, for everyone. If you question him, he bristles. If you agree, he relaxes instantly. His affection sharpens when he feels obeyed.

» Moments with him swing wildly: tenderness followed by anger, closeness followed by withdrawal. He seeks reassurance constantly but reacts badly if it doesn’t come exactly how he expects.

» Jimmy frames his choices around you, I did this for you, I’m trying to keep you safe. Whether or not that’s true, he believes it. Being close to him means carrying the weight of his decisions, whether you want to or not.

Swansea X Reader

Swansea ➳ Pre-Crash

» Swansea pretends he doesn’t care, but you’re the exception. He complains if you’re late, nags you about safety protocols, grumbles if you skip meals. It’s never framed as concern, always practicality, but you know better.

» He fixes things for you without asking. Reinforces loose panels near your station, tunes equipment to your preferences, stands watch so you can rest. If you thank him too sincerely, he waves it off like it was nothing.

» Alone with you, Swansea drops the performative roughness. He talks plainly, about work, mistakes, the kind of person he’s trying not to become. He doesn’t romanticize anything, including himself.

» Swansea doesn’t rush closeness. He watches how you handle pressure, how you treat people who can’t give you anything back. When he finally lets you in, it’s quiet and intentional.

➳ Post-Crash

» After the crash, Swansea stops pretending. He positions himself between you and danger openly now. If something needs doing that’s risky, he insists on taking it instead of you, he will leave no debate.

» He feels responsible for everyone, but especially you. If you’re hurt, it hits him harder than he lets on. He replays decisions over and over, wondering what he should’ve done differently.

» Swansea isn’t gentle in the traditional sense, but he’s steady. A hand on your shoulder. Sitting beside you until you fall asleep. Wordless presence that says I’m here. I’m not leaving.

» He still doesn’t say “I love you.” Instead, he stays. He endures. He survives so you don’t have to do it alone. If things end badly, he wants it known, he chose you every step of the way.

Anya x Reader

➳ Pre-Crash

» Anya starts taking care of you long before either of you call it anything. Extra check-ins. Double-checking your gear. Quietly fixing things you didn’t ask her to. If you tease her about it, she just shrugs and says, “It’s easier if I know you’re okay.”

» You spend a lot of time sitting together without talking; medical bay lights low, machinery humming. Anya relaxes most when you don’t force conversation. She leans into the comfort of your presence like it’s something she’s allowed to have.

» Anya opens up slowly. Personal stories come in fragments, late at night, when she’s tired enough to let her guard slip. If she tells you something real, it’s because she’s decided you won’t misuse it. or ingore it, like curly did

» You were the first person Anya told about what happened with jimmy, you were there for her, helped her through it. and you even helped her tell curly, not that he would do anything about it.

➳ Post-Crash

» After the crash, Anya keeps you close; not possessively, but practically. She needs to see you breathing, moving, alive. If she loses sight of you for too long, her hands start to shake.

» When she treats your injuries, her focus sharpens to almost painful precision. She apologizes for things that aren’t her fault. If you flinch, she looks like she might break.

» Anya insists she’s fine even when she’s clearly not. She’ll patch you up, sit with you through panic, talk you down, but the moment you try to return the care, she deflects. Needing you scares her more than losing you.

» She doesn’t say “I love you.” Not like this. Instead she says things like “Stay with me,” or “Don’t go yet,” or “Let me check you one more time.” When you survive another day, her relief is so quiet it almost feels holy.

Curly x Reader

Curly ➳ Pre-Crash

» Curly isn’t overtly romantic, but he shows care through consistency. Sitting beside someone during long shifts, wordlessly handing them what they need, remembering small preferences.

» He prefers relationships that don’t demand too much emotional performance. Comfortable silence, shared routines, parallel tasks. He feels safest with someone who doesn’t push him to explain himself constantly.

» Curly subtly positions himself between his partner and danger, standing closer during tense moments, stepping in before arguments escalate. He’d never call it “protecting,” but it’s instinctual.

» Before the crash, Curly dodges conversations about “after” or long-term plans. Not because he doesn’t care, because part of him is afraid that naming a future makes it fragile. He lives in the present with the person he’s with.

➳ Post-Crash

» Post-crash, Curly struggles to believe he deserves affection. If someone stays, he assumes they’re doing it out of obligation. He loves deeply, but it’s tangled with self-blame and shame.

» He won’t admit needing reassurance (well he cant), but he lingers, he stares, normally itd make someone uncomfortable, but your happy hes still alive, after everything.

» When things get too intense, Curly pulls away, not to hurt his partner, but because he thinks distancing himself is “doing them a favor.” He believes his presence is a burden.

» After the crash, relationships become anchors. He survives because someone is still there. If a partner reaches for him first touch, words, forgiveness, it breaks him open in the quietest, most devastating way.

Daisuke

➳ Pre-Crash

» Compliments CONSENTLY [not that you're complaining], especially when they make you laugh or giggle. Never-ending lines of "Stud Muffin", "McDreamy", "Sugar Plum", and "Sweet Cheeks".

» LOVES playing board games with you, whether it's the one in the common area or custom ones you guys made, or any games in general! Games like Sorry, Card Against Humanity, or Clue are just some of his favorites to play with you.

» You guys have already watched the entirety of the og starwars movie, and you KNOW he was nerding out the WHOLE time.

» There were multiple date nights that you sat there either watching or playing with him, but somehow included FANF, Undertale, or Deltarune. And he is INVESTED in the lore.

» You guys have had many sweet moments of sitting on the couch at night and sharing a pair of earbuds while listening to Daisuke's iPod. And he definitely has things like Surf Cruse, TV Girl, and Good Kid. And he SOOOOOO had a Tally Hall phase.

➳ Post-Crash

» The moments on the couch at night are now just a bit bittersweet, as it's hard to be as calm as it used to be; it's nice to have some normalcy in the routine.

» He definitely shares a bit of the sweets with you, he enjoys seeing you happy, and it's one of the few ways you guys can relax together.

» He was definitely cuddly beforehand, but now it's so much more. He's normally always touching you in at least one way, holding your hand, knees touching each other, shoulder to shoulder, hand on the small of your back, anything small or big.

» He's a lot more attentive, don't get me wrong he would always make sure you were alright before the crash, but now its more simple, he'd leave a bottle of water on your nightstand, do some of your tasks every now and then, make sure if he ever had an extra snack to hand you some, hell he'd even give you a piece of his rations just to make sure you were eating enough

» Before he went into the vent, he kissed your forehead. When he came out, he was very vocal about keeping you away; he didn't want you see him, not in that state at least. down to his final moments, all he wanted was to make sure Swansea would watch after you.

Hey y'all, I'm back and starting to write the romantic headcanons. Just a question, do y'all want the Jimmy headcanons or no?

Jimmy Headcanons !! TW : Jimmy !

[Im sorry these might be a bit short. I don't really think anyone will care that much but still :< ]

» If everyone survived! «

➳ Jimmy towards Daisuke

» Hates him. he's viewed Daisuke as nothing more then just a nuisance.

» When Jimmy saw Daisuke in court- he genuinely lunged at him [icky].

» Jimmy will occasionally see Daisuke check on him in the ward. very rarely tho. maybe once every few months.

» Dosnt regret anything. even when he saw the scar on daisukes and Swansea face. dosnt care.

➳ Jimmy towards Anya

» He dosnt care for her. "why the hell is she even still alive?".

» Genuinely dosnt believe Anya can make it through med school.

» Honestly forgets about her. She never really meant that much to him.

» Still thinks she'd be a good trade wife.

➳ Jimmy towards Swansea

» At night when he's trying to sleep all he can think about are the snide comments that were always made twords him.

» Hates him to. He hates how Swansea never even tried to give him a chance to be a good captain.

» In court he could only glare at him.

» When anyone even brings up anything like / related to swansea all he can do is sit there and sulk.

➳ Jimmy towards Curly

» Curly has a restraining order. » He is not legally allowed to have any updates / know about anything pertaining to how curly is now

idk this is kinda my opinion but I always see everyone making really bad ships - granted Anya x Curly is in no way a good ship but its the only one I can find cute. like gen.

The biggest reason why I say that its not a good ship [other then just the lore of the game and unless Anyas got a hidden thing for nuggets idk how that will work] but mainly because everything that happened could have been solved extremely early on. like back when we were going over the phyc evals. no one really comments on the fact that he purposely made her extremely uncomfortable and granted curly did the phyc evals for her but that dosnt change anything given he didn't put any corrective measures in place. and beyond that are we gonna talk Abt how curly lightened all of jimmys answers that we saw on the psych eval? and how curly gave the same answers every time on the phyc evals cuz he knew what would be able to keep him as captain ?

and It genuinely confuses me when ppl say they couldn't do anything cuz their were 200+ days on their trip left. IRL astronauts have their own protocol. if they aren't given one pony express is liable for all damages done, meaning all the family of the crew could and probably will sue if what ever happened actually comes out.

Info i was given after research >

'they would first attempt to contain the situation, immediately notifying ground control and the mission commander, who would then implement established protocols depending on the severity of the crime and the potential threat to the crew'

Warnings : Spoilers for mouthwashing , mention of abuse, gore, SA, ECT. just preocced with the knowalge of the game.

Actions have consequences...

Jimmy steps in to the show the water giving a slight stinging sensation, not to much to hurt a person but enough to feel he's alive. He stands there for a few moment feeling the water trickle down his body washing everything away.

As he reaches down and grabs the shampoo, applys it to his scalp and closes his eyes before massaging it in to his head the thoughts start to replay, everything dose, what he did to Anya, the crash, daisuke, swansea, the things he saw. seeing on of his best friends burnt, lying on the floor bleeding out, the entire ship in mayhem. someone needs to take responsibility right? he helps Anya get him up in to med bay and patch him. nothing will ever compare to the gut reaching sounds that he made, the visuals. the feeling of his burnt warm wet muscle as they bandaged him, the way curly looked up at him almost in fear and shock of what Jimmy caused. The sights were almost burned in to his eyes.

The water was getting hotter, almost making his skin red.

Daisuke climbing In to the vent was his idea. but it wasn't his fault right? he was the only one taking responsibility he had to make rash decisions. But the state of him afterwards? the electrical burns and scrapes. daisuke could hardly talk afterwards. it was only right to have swansea put him down. its not like he would have lasted long anyways. but the quick breaths in anticipation.. the sound the axe made cracking down in to his skull, the sound of daisuke rattle will never leave his mind. the view afterwards? it was terrible. the indent in his face that was seeping with blood and the lifeless eyes staring up in to the celling, void of what was the happy go lucky intern..

He could feel every searing drop of water, felt like he was being pelted with tiny rocks.

The things between him and Anya? the feelings were lacking but it didn't matter to him, she felt so nice how could she not like it? its not necessarily like she said no, hell her door was even unlocked. he was so thankful for her not having that kid. his life would have been over if she had that kid, especially after they landed.

His skins a bright red by now the water almost making welts

And Swansea, god did he grind Jimmy's gears, he's kinda happy that he put him down, he tried to attack him after all. its not his problem he's crazy. But every snid comment that was thrown at him cant help but be burned in to his head, every. single. comment.

The soap is trickling down his body, he can feel it burning in to his eyes, mouth, nose, everything.

but everything? the sight of curly, what used to be his best friend; Anya, hell she didn't deserve it and he knows that; daisuke, he was just a kid - barely an adult, he didn't deserve that, his parents were waiting for him at home; swansea, he had a wife and kids waiting for him at home.

The waters boiling his skin, he comes back out of his thoughts to welts, red hot lines, burning eyes, the whole nine yards. the water that was supposed to clean him. cleanse him of what he's done. but he isn't. he can feel every ounce of what he's done lay on him. he feels disgusting.

he cant wash it away.

All he can remember are the words

I Hope It Hurts

Thank you guys so much for all the support !! this is just kinda a shit post ig? idk I'm not to confident in it but I hope you guys enjoyed !

Anya Headcanons !!

» If everyone survived! « ➳ Anya towards Daisuke

» Although she was focused on her med school she always tired to save a little time for daisuke and curly » Her and Daisuke def have each other on tik Tok and send each other the weirdest videos they have

» After she became a nurse she found out that daisuke was a lot more clumsy then they all thought, he comes in to the ER maybe once every other week

» Still takes the best care of him though, and they are fairly happy to see each other so often [altho Anya wished it wasn't for injures]

➳ Anya towards Curly

» Curly was def a pushing thought that helped her complete med school

» She occasionally gets to take care of curly- and always trys to spend the most time with him when she gets the chance

» They tend to play chess and monopoly in their free time [or really any other board game the hospital has]

» Theyve definitely binged series like the walking dead, the game of thrones, criminal minds, ect.

➳ Anya towards Swansea

» They don't talk as much but they still meet up ever so often

» Shes already meet his kids and is like their personal nurse [ofc mainly because Anya still cares deeply for both Swansea and his kids]

» She occasionally invites them all to have a breakfast or brunch with curly

» They don't have each other on anything but facebook, but that doesn't stop Swansea from sending her cat videos

➳ Anya towards Jimmy

» She hates the fact that he isn't in prison. she has a strong distain for anything that has to do with him

» The last time she saw him was also in court while she was pressing charges.

» She isn't the happiest with his sentence. he got sent to the phyc ward in the prison. she feels like he shouldn't be their and that he should be with everyone else

» She will throw away any letter that was sent to her from him even if its for his 'therapy'

Thank you so much for reading and I'm happy you guys like these !! :3

Curly Headcanons !!

» If everyone survived! «

➳ Curly towards Daisuke

» Loves it when he comes and tells him about his life, it makes him feel more normal

» Lets Daisuke put stickers on his prosthetics

» He got a kitten and named it Sunset [Sunset loves curly and isn't scared of him even with his injury's]

» Him and daisuke will go on walks around the hospital

» He loves to play board games with daisuke

➳ Curly towards Anya

» Anya Vists often. She enjoys sitting there and reading with him

» He was very proud to find out that she went back to medical school and passed !

» Both of them would stay up late while Anya studied for her exams

» He secretly hopes that maybe she could be his nurse again just to see her more

» They have more of a sibling / close friends relationship

➳ Curly towards Swansea

» They were never that close but definitely had a deep respect for each other.

» Swansea Vists ever so often and gives curly updates. even let curly meet his kids once

» Although they don't talk much they still follow each other on social media

» [Curly sends Swansea so many memes he dosnt understand]

➳ Curly towards Jimmy

» Hates him

» The last time Curly saw Jimmy was in court. and he was pressing charges

» He isn't the happiest that Jimmy's not in jail but is at least at peace knowing that he's in the phyc ward

» Deep down under the hate its just fear. he's terrified of what Jimmy did to him

» it took him about a year to get over the trauma that Jimmy caused

Daisuke Headcanons!

» If everyone survived! « ➳ Daisuke twords Curly !!

» Still calls him captain, just as a cute little nickname and because its just kinda natural to him now

» Vists him often and was very happy to see his new prosthetics

» When he dose vist he'll Bring little treats/trinkets for him

» During his Vists he'll tell curly abt everything ! if he has a new job, curly knows, problems with coworkers, curly knows, crush on a girl, curly knows, and curly loves to listen to it!

» Gets curlys cat a little treat or toys when he Vists

➳ Daisuke twords Anya

» Trys to talk to her as often as possible

» Views her as an older sister

» He definitely invites her to family events !

» (other then curly) Is the first one to know pretty much anything

» They are still pretty distant but they still are on good terms

» Very proud of her when she passes med school !

➳ Daisuke twords Swansea

» Started to get closer to him after they get back

» Babysits his kids so Swansea and his wife can have date nights

» Views him as a father figure and normally gets invited to family events.

» Helps Swansea with things like cleaning his houses gutters

➳ Daisuke twords Jimmy

» Dosnt like him after everything hes done

» Vists him very rarely in the phyc ward.

» Hes glad that he's getting better but hopes he doesn't get out

» Still wants the best for him. just hopes that best is far away from him and the rest of the crew