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if our mum doesn't love us, what's love then?

Lol, alas those past years were tumultous, as usual, but after ending bonds which survived 1 to 15 years (which crushed my soul let's face it) and navigating through that, i was initially not used to spend more than a few days with someone. And i was a tiny bit worried. Most of my days are spent alone. So it took some time for me to adapt at first but by the time we were in berlin it was so natural to me and i felt grateful that i was met with patience whenever my stress levels were a bit over the roof lol. Now, i'm just listening to this song but i'm reminiscing these splendid summer days i could spend with her and the memories i was able to create. It's been a while that i've connected with a human on a deeper level