Idk Man

i haven’t watched the vod but apparently he referenced an old leaktwt amsterdam gf rumor…he rlly said my trauma my jokes

anyways hi believe it or not i’ve been too employed this month but also so depressed so i relapse into my old vice, streamers, discovered that i am still prone to fall in love with minecraft faceless potentially ugly creators AND spaniards (hi elrichmc ur such a looser and i want u badly) and rekindled my love/hate (mostly love) relationship w quackity and rubius

anyways random thoughts i’ve had:

- we need more rubckity actual irl rpf..too many possibilities…alex tending to get unrealistic crushes on unapproachable men to not have to face the mortifying ordeal of actually being in a relationship…in general but with a guy even more. rubius facing his traces of internal biphobia even after coming out, age gap yaoi guys yes this in some way has to count, “does rubius actually likes me or is he using me??”

- we need more actual irl rpf of hispanic streamers in general “they hate it!” well i also hate their constant dark humor and high school social dynamics and misogyny but they are allowed to do it either ways so let me get this, besides all the physiological studies we could have..

- elrichmc it’s prob so cringe and ugly but he’s also so very passionate and endearing…i hate him

-is farfadox hot or am i too mentally ill

- team mafia problematic family dynamics can’t make me forgive sapnap not even when he says he’s not doing it for clout never trust the gringos

- i miss techno