People will write the most perverse dynamics ever and then call you a pervert because you’ve brought sex into it LOL

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in some way i have failed every single social interaction i have ever had

murder suicide is awesome to me bc its like annnnnd im coming with you

it's always "you gnawed off your own leg to escape like an animal caught in a trap" and never "why didn't anyone try to help you out of the trap" or "why weren't you provided with any other resources to escape the trap with except for your own teeth"

btw you're allowed to enjoy two differing interpretations of the same character and you don't have to justify why you like it to anyone. you can like your evil character to be malicious and serious and you can like depicting them as a silly goober. you can enjoy seeing people draw two characters in all sorts of different contexts and dynamics without having to pick one over the other. you don't have to come up with a complex reason. you don't have to explain yourself to anyone. you can like a character multiple ways without having to justify why it's not problematic or why it's not weird. do what you want. it's fandom, not a testimony before the court.

Do u guys like it when i have fun or when i suffer cuz i can do either or both

I wish insomnia at least gave you more usable hours in the day instead of just more hours where you are stupid

Rumor is Shai is going to be Target exclusive, and Suki is going to be Walmart exclusive

I thought at the time and still maintain that Victor's actions make perfect sense if you take the premise that he's just coming off an extended major depressive episode. this is EXACTLY the kind of behavior you would expect to see from someone who has categorically realized "I can't live like this any more" and has just been presented with an alternative that doesn't involve suicide

everytime i want something i should be shot in the head

hate it when you see something in media that has great kink potential so you skedoodle post-haste to ao3 only to discover there's none fic left beef and then you have to sit there going oh I see I'M the pervert weirdo I'M the problem with society and everyone else in the world is going to heaven with a hundred innocence dollars preloaded onto their ole fashioned wholesome funtimes themepark fast pass card like fuckin oath man

sometimes i think about how the pendulum swings too far in correcting the "mori doesn't not care chuuya or think he's disposable" thing (true) (because mori is a good leader and not that bad of a person to randomly disregard the really strong kid he blackmailed into the mafia esp considering how much he has given the PM his all w sincerity) into saying "he values both dazai and chuuya equally", which is blatantly untrue. it has nothing to do with how much he likes chuuya and everything to do with him liking dazai wayyyyyyy too much XD