I wish I could do everything differently

I dreamt about u last night, god I miss you

I still love u ,I miss u , I hope your well, I hope ur accomplishing all the things u talked about, I hope ur happy, I hope ur less stressed, I hope things are easier for u now, I hope things with ur family are better, I hope all the stupid shit u we’re dealing with got solved, I hope school went/is going good, I hope ur taking steps towards the profession of ur dreams, ur so talented and deserve only the best things ... I hope your learning how to be easier on yourself. You were always so critical and would beat yourself up over the smallest things, or for not being good enough. When you always were, more than good enough. Give yourself time to rest, take care of yourself, stop working yourself SO HARD. I just hope ur well.. what I would give to just talk to u.. just hear how your doing. I’ve tried to hate u for so long, I tried to trick myself out of loving u, but I can’t. I won’t contact u cause I know that’s not what you’d want, but god what I would give to talk to u. You cross my mind everyday. It hurts