I'm just MAD AS HELL cause I loved this place 💔

this kind of policing is why ao3 was created

remember, kids, the three laws of fandom are:

- don’t like; don’t read

- your kink is not my kink

if you forget how they were presented to us on supernatural and start thinking of them more realistically, you can almost grasp the full extent of it. they’re scary not just because they’d kill anyone or anything for each other—they’re scary because they wouldn’t hesitate. they’re the last people you’d want to piss off and they almost never miss. if they want something dead, its dead. or it will at least wish it was. they’re the strongest duo, and everyone knows it. they're good at what they do, but all their morals disappear when it comes to each other.

they move through the world like ghosts- appearing in towns just as quickly as they disappear from them. they don’t make much effort to appear normal. they keep to themselves. and you don’t need to hear them speak to know they’re not like other people.

every hunt leaves them with new wounds. nasty gashes, darkening bruises, fresh cuts that bleed into their hair, their clothes. the blood could be theirs. it could be something else’s. all the hotel rooms that cant be accessed without first passing the night shift staff behind a front desk.. they've seen the blood. even when they're presentable the morning after, after they've scrubbed the night off their skin, they're covered in scars. you can hide a lot, but you cant hide every scar. especially not the ones that still itch, still hurt when you scratch them. all the scars that just won't fully heal.

it’s their eyes that unsettle you the most.

Yes I know that's an absolutely ridiculous sentence

It's by far my most popular fic I've ever done, but I lost steam on it a few months after starting back in 2015. The ship was mentioned in a youtube short about twilight and it triggered the old hyperfocus demon. 😂

I started by revising the original material, including rewriting and changing a few things, and I'm now posting the revised version as a new fic.

Anyway, here's this:

Disillusioned (2026)

Carlisle comes back to check on Bella four months after they left to find Bella a shell of her former self. Carlisle finds himself drawn to her, meanwhile his quiet compassion and open affection show her what she had always wanted from Edward that he wasn't willing to give her.

Edit:

I also finally made a "poster" for it! Literally took me almost 4 hours, I am not a tech savvy person.

this and also the only difference between fanfic writers and writers who sell their own original works as careers is that fanfics aren’t monetized. that’s all.

being a “professional” writer doesn’t mean your works are inherently better than fanfics. I’ve read so many fics that are more professionally written than some published books.