Am I the only one that experiences what I’m about to convey to you?
As a teen I really wasn’t into what everyone was doing. I was just into books and reading while others just wanted to date boys/ girls and go to parties. I was never acclimated to any sort of environment like that and that just made me an automatic outsider. My parents weren’t strict but they were very cautious. No sleepovers, no fancy I couldn’t even go and walk the mall like most teenagers do because my parents were afraid I’d be harmed in some way. I’m older now 20s, I am a little more independent and now I finally want to do all those things those teens were doing way back when. I wanna go to parties, I wanna go off on vacations and head to the beach. Spontaneous stuff I wanna make happen. I don’t want to be a normal girl nor do I consider myself a normal girl but I just finally wanna do these stuff now because at this time it suits me. Does anyone else have those feelings or thoughts?









