āIām not reaching for the stars, babe, thereās glory in the gutters.ā
Viggo Shepherd Ross wasnāt always the enigma heād like people to believe he is. He didnāt appear out of nowhere, he was not created in a test tube, and his parents arenāt actually aliens in disguise. But, being ordinary was never part of Viggoās plan for himself.
He was given the name Zaidee Marie Ross by his parents when he was born- stuck into the role of āfirst daughterā, though he didnāt play it well. He was loud and wild- not the delicate, sensitive child they thought heād be- being the delicate, sensitive parents they were. He didnāt feel right when he was pulled and pushed into being quiet and āladylikeā. His parents liked to pretend they were humans.
By the time Viggo was ten, he had figured it out. He spent two years trying to convince his parents to pick a new āboy nameā, and by twelve, they were finally convinced that he wasnāt making up being a boy. When HRT began to kick in enough that he grew stubble, around seventeen, he grew his hair long.
Viggo loved the attention he got, growing up- that was part of why he never quieted down. Being loud- being wild- it meant people looked at him. Late in his teens, his attention-seeking branched out to promiscuity. He slept with any boy with a cute face and a gay dream, and a few girls whoād been intrigued by his femininity. Performing was natural to him- Viggoās natural-born Lamia greed was for that attention.
For many years, as an adult, Viggo tried to hold a regular position that his parents would approve of. He loved them, after all, even if he didnāt agree with them. But after skipping through jobs with no passion, he decided to go after performance. Becoming a dancer at the Loophole seemed like an intelligent decision- it made Confidence pay the bills.
Unless heās dancing or heās sucking some guy off, heās got two volumes- loud and louder. Actually, itās just when heās dancing- heās still pretty vocal when heās got a dick in his mouth. If heās in the room, most of the time, everyone knows it. Viggo keeps things very surface-level in front of others- his walls are built so high that thereās not a person in the world that Viggo isnāt performing for. āSelf-consciousā isnāt a word in his dictionary, but people who can see past his facade make Viggo incredibly uncomfortable. He doesnāt think anyone needs to know how exhausted with life he already is- heās not even honest with his parents about it. His life is full of meaningless relationships, and while heās ready for something he does to mean something, heās not ready to open up to someone new- after all, what if it doesnāt work out? Then heāll be hurt, and someone will be out there with knowledge about him. Thatās dangerous- not bigotry, dangerous- thatās something Viggoās unafraid to handle. Thatās personally dangerous. Heās not entirely sure that he knows how to function like a normal person, after keeping up this loud persona for his entire life.
Abrasive, inauthentic, promiscuous
Fun-loving, confident, uninhibited