victoria

I’m sure once I post this I’ll get people telling me I’m not alone when I feel this but I can’t help but feel this way. (Oh and if this is Niall or anyone who knows him please DO NOT READ) I feel like I will be the only girl on this goddamn earth who will never get to hug him to talk to him to tell him how much I appreciate him and his laugh and his smile. I cry at night and get so upset at myself because I know I will never ever be good enough to get his attention because there are billions and billions of prettier and better girls in this world and then there is me. Ugly fat and whose insecurities show like no other. No matter how much I try I won’t be notice and it’s partly my fault because I don’t fight for his attention I don’t like spamming his Twitter or Instagram. I also don’t want anyone else to not meet him and will put them I front of me in line so they can be happy. I also want him to be happy and for him to meet all those other girls makes him happy and i feel if we met he wouldn’t be happy and I wouldn’t want anything else for him except to be happy ugh the struggles of being a duff Niall girl

When he accentuates his accent, everything sounds better