Sour

what even is worth living for tbh

love 2 feel ignored and unwanted!!!

love 2 feel undeserving of the good things in my life

i'm am was fuck

WOW i can't wait til i never have to fucking live with roommates ever again

i spent 12 full hours with him the other day just doing random errands and shit and it was the easiest damn thing in the world being silly around him feels like a conversation instead of a monologue which is extremely refreshing and comforting it just feels really natural and that's a little bit scary tbh

so like.... i assume that if you're seeing multiple people it's Bad Form to talk to one of them about how much fun you've had with the other person?

i'm an grown up??????

welp can cross a couple things off me list of Firsts

i am paralyzed by my own inexperience

can't tell if he's tryin 2 get it or just being nice

"i love messing with Laura she's so jumpy" ?????????????????? back off maybe???

i’m gonna miss Rowan so much!!!!!!! they are so good and i really really hope they have a blast in NY and that they find what they need there

thank god for Rowan tbh

i feel so fucking helpless

just spent an hour and a half crying lads