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going to see a guy named muhammad tomorrow

met a new guy n he called me habibti.. i used to be called kitten 🥀

today i bought a meal for the worst homeless woman i know. she screamed at me numerous times & called me kurva just a few days ago. we are good now 👍 helping feels nice🫶 it's not better than getting fisted by your older lover but it's still nice

i might have a meeting with a lawyer who is writing a book about sexual violence committed by authority figures. my coworker randomly opened up about experiencing similar things from a police officer as i did when i was 15 but unlike me, she reported it and it's being actively investigated now. its a shame that i don't have any physical evidence anymore but still the fact of speaking up n maybe help someone feels sooo sooooooo good

my love is gone n all i have left is a slow-motion video of him shaking his tits 🥀