Broken Angel

”I wanted to kill myself a long time ago, was always close to it. I did not do it because I was afraid to explain myself if it didn‘t work.“

“Depressionen sind in einem Körper zu leben, der ums Überleben kämpft, mit einem Kopf, der nichts mehr möchte, als sterben.”

Wer wird sich erinnern?

I don't see food as food anymore.

You keep storing up all that anger and grief. Eventually it spills over. Or you drown in it.

u never realize how many calories are in food until you have an eating disorder

Day 6 Thinspo

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.

“All your friends are thinner, let’s change that.”

“it scares me to think about how i’m only alive because i don’t want to hurt the people i love”